WILL KEEP TRYING

Gonna Go

Alina was silent for a moment while calming down, she was determined not to cry in public anymore.

*So strong Alina Surely you can run your life without Adit, you must be able to survive even though no longer with Adit* Alina said in her heart she tried not to cry.

"Sister." shouted Alina who called Tristan who was still outside her room

"Yes" Tristan said with a smile

"Alina wants to talk to all of you" Alina said seriously

They all went inside Alina's ward

"What's Alina?" ask Anggi confused

"Alina wants to move" Alina said expressionlessly

"meaning?" said Ziva who was getting confused

"I want to move to America precisely in New York, this is not this offer my will so can not be denied" said Alina firmly

"but Alina why...?" leo is confused

"Please don't do it anymore Yes" Alina said with a smile

"When you go" Tristan asked without refuting, Alina said

"tomorrow, there I don't want to wear fancy facilities.."

"No disagree" Tristan said, cutting off Alina's words

"sister..." Alina begged

"Silver has allowed you to go to New York but not with a simple life" Tristan said firmly

"Fine.." said Alina could not argue anymore

"you will leave us" said Ziva sadly

"no one will leave you, I'll only be gone a few years to finish my education, so you can play New York if you want" Alina said, reassuring her friends

"New York far away Alina, why should there why not here anyway we had promised not to go to each other" said Ziva as he shed tears

"the promise has been denied so do not expect anymore yes. now you are free, sorry for holding you back" said Alina with a warm smile

"no one feels constrained by Alina, instead We like to be noticed, reprimanded if wrong and again we have a family why should be divided like this?" ask Arga

"from the beginning there should be no rule that Friends should not be dating, so now if you have feelings for each other you can fight" said Alina while smiling at her two friends

"What do you mean Alina?" ask Ziva confused

"you yourself will know" Alina smiled.

"what about mom and dad?" ask Leo who is still thinking about the words of Alina who wants to move to New York

"i will still go, with or without their consent" Alina said

"Aren't you going home?" ask Tristan

*I can't go home right now, there are too many memories with Adit there. But I mustn't be selfish, I'll be leaving Home for a few years so I can't just leave the house* Alina murmured in her heart.

"Al.." call Tristan for seeing Alina daydreaming

"Yes I will go home first" said Alina with a sweet smile

"But Al.. Did you feel good, just a few minutes you woke up from your fainting but now you even want to leave" said Anggi who was worried about Alina's condition.

"Thank you for worrying about my condition, but right now I'm fine. I promise I won't make the mistake of not eating anymore" Alina said as she opened her index and middle fingers like the letter V sign of promise.

"One more Alina you have to promise to always inform yourself about your situation there and you have to go home if you have a holiday" Ziva said sadly

"Promise" said Alina briefly as she hugged her best friend.

"I went first to tell your doctor here first, '' Tristan said.

"Alina I want to talk to you" Anggi said seriously

"We're going first?" ask Leo

"Do not you if you want to be horrified also do not papa" said Anggi

"What are you talking about?" ask Alina

"Adit.."

"Non't now!" alina's answer cuts off Anggi's words

"Before you leave you should know first what reason Adit left, for he is not as evil as you think Alina. She loves you, she can't possibly forget you even in her lifetime. You live together, grow together, you understand each other. Are you given a clear reason why Aditya and Mother Ana left?" ask Anggi

"He wants to forget me" Alina said briefly

"No.."

"He wants to forget me, he said he wants to forget me" Alina said, holding back her emotions.

"listen to me, do you remember when Adit was a week away from school?" Ask Anggi

"Why do you know about that?" Ask Alina back

"Alina I'm her cousin, Adit told me about you and I also told her about my boyfriend" Anggi said

"News? about me?" Alina scrunched her forehead

"She's always happy you're different, you always care about her little things, always pay attention to her, always pay attention to her, even if Adit gets hurt due to a fight with his enemy High School Time you are not scolding Adit but advising Adit not to sin" Anggi said with a smile

"Do you know why you left?" ask Anggi again

"There is a family event" said Alina Ketus

"Not." said Anggi briefly

"Then? Then he's lying!" alina said slightly raising her voice

"No, he went to calm down." Anggi said seriously

"Squiet yourself?" alina asked, confused

"Al. used to be a lot of people who liked you, and wished you were more than friends. Adit is one of them. Adit is afraid that you will stay away from him when you know Adit's true feelings" said Anggi getting serious

"But Adit said that Adit liked me when I hugged Leo's leg" Alina pouted

"It's not Alina she already likes you from your Junior High School, but she considers that her feelings are only limited to affection as a friend. Adit used to be cheerful to me if Adit jealous you are close to other guys but Adit can not distinguish where the affection as a friend or affection want to have. He tried to throw away all the feelings that exist but could not Alina. He seriously loves you" Anggi said revealing the truth

"Then now why did he leave" Alina replied disappointed with herself

"Adit disappointed with herself Alina, she can't convince you that Adit loves you" Anggi replied but Alina did not understand

"What do you mean?" ask Alina back

"It was told to me that if Adit was disappointed with himself, he was disappointed because he could not convince you that Adit loved you so much Alina. One more Adit is more disappointed when he sees you hugging Leo, he feels he should be able to forget you by going. You know if Adit actually has the same taste as you?" ask Anggi

"I only found out when Adit said he loved me" Alina replied

"Even you don't know how Adit feels, Alina" Anggi replied slightly disappointed

At once Alina's room was quiet..

All focus on their own thoughts..

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