WIFE TO THE BLIND MASTER

CHAPTER 125 LONELINESS

His days are full of loneliness.

"Bi Mar ...." His voice was softer than before.

"Yes, Sir." Bi Mar who was cleaning the room area then approached. Math isn't as arrogant as he used to be, he's more calm.

"Today I want to go to Angela's grave."

Bi Mar nodded, then he said he would prepare the car first.

Math leaves with two bodyguards and one driver. During the trip he was silent. Right in a tomb, he momentarily recalled his moment of togetherness with Angela.

On a wheelchair, he looked at Angela's grave.

"I'm coming. But in a sad condition. I'm sorry, if I was impressed to hurt you. Angela, you have always been in my heart, but it seems like someone has succeeded in replacing your position in my heart. I'm just feeling it now."

For years Luzi patiently took care of her abroad. Many moments together, although Math was critical. But the touch of every touch, he can feel it. The touch of someone who loves sincerely.

He had thought of pursuing his love Luzi, but he was aware now. He was not as brave as before, he was weak and sickly. As for Luzi, she was still healthy and beautiful. He was not confident and did not want Luzi to always be made difficult by him.

"I'll go home first."

After expressing all the feelings in his heart, Math intends to go home. But just as he turned around, he saw the figure of the woman he loved right now.

"Russia ...." The woman was there, not since when. The bodyguards don't know Luzi's there either.

"You're here apparently." Luzi slowly stepped closer.

"Yes, and this is coming home. Who are you going to visit the tomb?"

"Angela," she answered quickly. It's a coincidence, but Math is confused as to why Luzi would visit Angela's grave.

"Why did you visit his grave?" tanyakanya.

"Why? Can't you?"

Math shook his head, not that he shouldn't just be surprised.

"I'm waiting for Son and Sania. You want to go home?" The woman did not seem to want to linger talking to him, visible from his uncomfortable gestures.

"Yes, I'll go home first, Luzi."

Math must be self-conscious, his body is now frail and sickly. The pursuit of love is not the main goal. What he must pursue is healing.

"Dad's here too?" Son never expected to meet his father here.

"Yes, I just visited your mother's grave."

Son asks her to go back there, but Math refuses. And finally he chose to go home.

"Sir, are you okay?" ask the bodyguard who saw Math's face change.

"It's okay."

I wanted to cry, but she was embarrassed. But his heart was worried now, he did not want to live alone like this. He wanted someone to accompany him.

"I want to go back with him" he said. He held onto his slightly clenched chest.

"Sir, why are you?" Bodyguard looks worried looking at Math who is like holding back pain.

"I don't want to go home!" Math doesn't want to go home, he doesn't want to be alone in the room. "Darien! We're going to his apartment." Math tells the driver to head to Darien's apartment.

In front of an apartment, Math waits for the door to open. Valencia opened the door to his apartment. The woman was surprised to find her father-in-law who came suddenly.

"Dad why didn't you tell me you wanted to come here." Valencia looks misbehaved, because the apartment is still very messy. This is also the work of Zion who always messes with her toys.

"Zio! Let's make up the toys. Grandpa came," he told me.

Zion immediately ran to her grandfather and regretted it.

"Zion, what are you doing?" Math smiled at Zion, she was exactly like little Darien.

"Grandfather, let's play." Zion shows off her new toy. Math can only smile in a wheelchair. Too bad he can't run. If his legs are normal, he wants to play a chase with his grandson. Must be so much fun.

"Dad, here's the tea." Valencia brews tea for his father-in-law. He was actually awkward to deal with his father-in-law, because they rarely spoke or met.

"Valencia, come here." With timid steps, he approached Math.

"Yes, Dad."

"Tell your husband that I'll stay here for a few days. What can?"

"Of course you can, Dad" he answered happily. He doesn't mind at all. Especially with Darien, he must be very happy.

"But, I'm afraid to trouble you all."

"No, Dad. Valencia and Darien don't feel bothered at all."

Math was finally relieved, at least for the next few days he was no longer lonely.

"Grandfather, let's play!" get Zion to force.

Because there were only two rooms, so Zion's room was temporarily used by Math.

"Dad, this is Zion's room. I'll just sleep here. Later that night Zion will sleep in my room."

"Zion wants to sleep with grandpa!" Suddenly Zion came and swung her mother's hand. I asked him to sleep with my grandfather.

"Yes, Zion slept with Grandpa alone. Grandpa was afraid to sleep alone" said Math, and he chuckled, and Valencia let out a laugh.

Zion screamed happily, saying she would accompany her grandfather to sleep so that he would not be frightened.

Evening came, Valencia had prepared a night tomb. Just waiting for Darien who he said will be home soon.

"Father eat first if you're hungry," she said later. For almost an hour they waited for Darien's return.

Not yet had time to touch the plate, the door of the apartment sounded open. Valencia checked, and sure enough, her husband came home. Darien who saw Math immediately hugged him.

"My independent and super busy son" she said, patting her on the back feeling proud.

"Dad, forgive Darien. I'm sure you waited a long time for Darien."

Math shook his head, he's fine. He understands his super busy son.

After Darien cleans up, they end up having dinner together. The spoiled Zion, she wants to be fed to her grandfather. Math happily fed his grandson.

"Valencia, when did you give a sister to Zion?" ask Math on the sidelines to eat it.

Uhuk

Uhuk

Valencia suddenly choked, Darien swiftly fetching drinking water. His wife quickly grabbed him and drank him so that his throat was better.

"Dad, Valencia is still traumatized for childbirth. So for now there is no plan to add any more," said Darien trying to explain.

It is true, Valencia was traumatized during childbirth. Unexpressible and imaginable, she feels her world is almost lost when she bets on the life that gave birth to Zion.

"Mother, if Mom wants to give me a sister it must be a boy huh." Zion apparently listened to the adult talk.

"Why should it be men, Zion?" ask Math.

"I don't want a sister. Fear sucks and whiny like sister Meysa!"

Zion's answer made them laugh out loud. Why would Zion think that far. And licking his cousin is annoying and whiny. This kid, if you talk unexpectedly.

"Zion, it can't be. Meysa sister what sucks? Isn't Zion the one who likes to piss off Meysa?" valencia asked Zion to answer.

"No, Ma. Meysa's sister isn't playing with Zion. That's why Zion likes to prick her," he said honestly making them want to laugh again.

"Zio .... You can't be so with Meysa's sister anymore" she advised her son. Don't want her son to be rude to others.

The little boy nodded. His mouth did not stop chewing from the mouth of the grandfather.

After the dinner, Darien pushed his father's wheelchair into the room. He helped his father lie down.

"Dad, are you thinking about anything?" ask Darien.

Suddenly his father wants to stay at his apartment, there must be something.

"No, Darien. Do you want to ask me why I suddenly want to stay here?" tanyanya guess.

Darien nodded, he wanted to hear the reason.

"Dad misses you" he replied.

Besides Math missing them, he also feels lonely. So he didn't want to live in a house full of servants.

"Fair answer to Dad." Darien tried to persuade his father to be honest. Because he also wants nothing covered up by his father.

Math lowered his head, staring at the dark colored ceramic.

"Darien—" His voice paused, he sighed for a moment. "Dad feels lonely." That's a shameful answer, Math's so ashamed of himself. Already his fate is now living a kara without a companion. This may be the result of his previous actions.

"Dad ...." Darien hugged her, he knew what her father was feeling. "Darien would love to unite you again. But ibu—"

"No need! You don't have to do anything, Darien. If I want to go back with your mother, let me do it. You can't interfere."

Math doesn't want any interference from his son. If he steadied himself to reclaim Luzi's heart, then he would fight on his own. But now the problem is only with Math.

"But Dad is not as brave as before. I will trouble many people. Always a hassle" he said pessimistically.

"Dad .... Why talk like that! Darien doesn't like it!"

"But the truth is like that, Darien! Look, what is Dad like now? Dad's sickly. My body is no longer perfect. Dad's like a guy who—"

"Dad! Don't be pessimistic about your situation now. I should have been more excited. Darien is sure Dad can melt mom's heart back. And Darien's sure mom still has a taste for Dad. It is impossible for years to live a household life and then the love will just disappear. Darien doesn't believe!"

Darien's words have a point, making him think and eager to pursue Luzi's love again. Maybe it's time he fought again.