
After returning to the house, I ordered the servants to clean the dining table after which I walked into the elevator in the corner of the room, I headed to the third floor of the zein room.
This is where I am right now right in front of Zein's room door, there are doubts as I was about to enter.I was worried that zein would get angry when conveying this to her.By exhaling softly, I was afraid that I would get angry,I dared to knock on the door of Zein's room and opened it slowly.I went into the room zein.zein was sitting on the bed and looked seriously reading the book in his hand,I slowly closed the door to Zein's room and walked over to her,I let my eyes briefly look at the table.Zein breakfast plate is empty as well as the glass of milk that I gave this morning was also empty.I give thanks in my heart.
I sat in the corner of the bed, a little far from the zein, because the zein didn't like being close to anyone including me his mother.
"zein.." call me slow.
Zein turned her gaze to look at me, just for a moment and then went back to reading the book.
"can mommy talk" I said again agitated.
Zein looked back at me clingyly, long enough.his eyes implied annoyance.and I as his mother could understand his dislike.
"just a moment..can ya?" I said slowly looking into his eyes.
Zein also nodded small, closed the book and put it on his lap.I was surprised to get the agreement feel happy not playing, I feel zein has changed for the better.without linger again I also began to say...
"yesterday.paman bernard came to see your daddy after five years.".I saw the dislike of zein's eyes when I mentioned bernard's name before him.
"he volunteered to help your daddy take care of the company.You know all this time daddy took care of the whole company, mommy pity to see your daddy overwhelmed take care of the company,,,, you know,,mommy and daddy are confused about what to do, son.should we accept your uncle's offer?" I asked while staring at Zein.
I shifted my seat closer to zein, touching zein's hand.
"just you're our only hope.mommy doesn't want your daddy company to fall into someone else's hands.." I said again.
There was no answer from Zein's mouth, I honestly hesitated to say I meant this to zein because I knew zein would be silent like this, no answer at all.but I remained positive thinking, I still think,anything can happen if God wills and I always hold on to that belief.
"mommy just wants to say it.mommy won't force you if you don't want to" I said, releasing my grip on her hand.
"rest.mommy will come out" I said and stood up and stepped out of Zein's room.
When I got out of Zein's room, I heard the sound of the key behind the door of the room zein.zein locked the door of his room.I stroked my chest slowly, I,zein was mad at me and proved that he locked the door to his room, which meant he didn't want to see me.
My tears are flowing in the corner of my eyes,I hold on to the wall in front of me spilling my sobs.My heart is really sad to see the state of zein now.I cursed in my heart why should michael and zein who experienced the gripping event why not just me.
I shook my head and took a stand for saying His asthma, I must not oppose the destiny that God has laid out for my family.
That afternoon Brian came home in time, as I greeted him in front, he was twitching his temple.
"are you okay?" I said in a panic when I saw Brian's pale face.
"i feel bad, my head is dizzy" replied brian handing me his coat and briefcase.
"let's go to the room.I'll get you some medicine" I replied, taking her to our room.
After taking care of brian and letting him rest for a while I returned to the kitchen to help the waiter prepare dinner.Nadine's scream from outside surprised me and some of the waiters who were in the kitchen.
"astaga..this child did what else he did" rukkukku in heart.i continue my work without caring about his screams accompanied by his crisp laughter.most he was in the jahili some bodygoard housekeeper.
Nadine ran up to me and yelled out my name, I could only cluck in annoyance at her current behavior.she was already big but her behavior was still like my inner child was upset.
"afternoon mom.i miss u" she said spoiled hugging and kissing my cheek.
"can't you keep your attitude nadine.you're a woman" I said annoyedly taking off his embrace.
nadin pursed his lips, as I nagged at him.
"look mom.they laughed at me" said Nadin pointing at the servants standing behind me. I turned to look back at the nadine's index finger.I saw some servants who held their smiles.
"meat it so the woman is right.don't do kayak's woe, not ashamed of the same age yells not clear" said me again while shaking his forehead.
"hhhh.mommy.shame to know in their birds" said nadine whining.
"have gone in the room, cleaned the ashes down for dinner.and don't forget today's schedule anterin eat for brother zein" throw me out using my hand.
Nadin stomped his feet on the floor and walked towards his room on the second floor, I chuckled amusedly at the behavior of nadine who was still like a boy.Unconsciously I laughed at the waiter behind me who also laughed.
"funny young lady, ma'am." said one of the waiters in between her laughter.
I nodded my head approving of his words.
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