
zein pov's
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The knock on the door blew my daydream, I moved the wheelchair towards the door, turned the key and opened the door.
"can mommy come in?" ask mommy smile.
I nodded slowly, and let mommy in, put a tray of food on the table.I closed the door on my way to the bed.
"zein is not hungry mom" said I went up on the bed, sitting on the bed.
"you're okay, right?" ask mommy to walk and sit beside me.His soft hands caress my hair lovingly.
"zein is saturated mom.with the life of zein now" I said looking at mommy's face."it looks like zein can not fulfill mommy and daddy's desire to be a successor in this family" I said again lowered my face staring at the floor.
"you still feel guilty about michael's departure, right?"mommy raised my face.
"it was wrong zein mom" I said sadly.
"it's not your fault, it's all the destiny of the powerful" replied mommy carrying me in her arms.
"only michael can be the successor to this family mom.he is very much like daddy, smart and hardworking"
"michael was calm on the side - HIS ZEin, he was happy there" replied mommy.
"forgive zein mom.zein does not deserve to replace michael's position"
"now you're the only hope of our family.mommy is sure you can" said Mama looking at my face and smiling.
"but mom..meet with the crowd alone zein can not afford" I replied again."zein really weak mom".
mommy shook her head, grabbed both my shoulders and straightened my body.
"do you want to get married?"mommy asked, spontaneous surprised me.
I scrunched my forehead in astonishment.stare at the old mama.really something I did not expect,why mama had such thoughts.
"don't joke mom" I shook my head.raised my legs and laid my body.
"if you want, Mommy will find a woman who deserves to be your wife"
"i'm the one who doesn't deserve them mom, which woman wants to marry a disabled man like me" I answered changing my sleeping position to my back to mommy.
"there's definitely.mommy's gonna get it for me"
I went back to face my mom.
"mommy really wants to see you get married, have children and take full responsibility for them, so you have the spirit of life again"
"building a household is not an easy thing mom.many aral obstacles that must be faced"
"that's why mommy wants to see you get married.fight for your family, the people you love and who love you"
"mommy doesn't like to see you slump like this, you have to get up.you're the successor to the Aslan family"
I flipped my body, pulled a blanket over my whole body.I don't think I'm talking about marriage any longer.because I don't want to get married, I don't want to be loved by others.
"get your food right away, and think about what we talked about just now.mommy will get the woman and marry her to you" said Mama.I heard the sound of the door closing.
I opened the blanket that covered my face.
that woman.does that mean mama has planned this wedding in advance...
author pov
"is zein okay?" brian asked between her meals as she sat in the chair next to her husband.
nadine, who was enjoying the soup in front of her, stopped her eating, placing a spoon next to the soup bowl.
"i don't know what else to do to get the zein healed" said Megan.
"he was just depressed, his psychic condition was disturbed,
tomorrow I'll have the doctor come to check on him" replied brian clutching his wife's body.
"he doesn't need a doctor Brian.he needs someone who can help him get up from his slump" said Meghan holding back the upset in his heart.
Already various ways meghan do for the sake of healing zein, but all failed and in vain,zein absolutely does not want to change and let himself increasingly mired in his slump.
"i will marry her." said Meghan amid the silence between them.
"mommy seriously!!" nadine yelled a little.
"mommy doesn't care if zein refuses, she has to stay married" she looks down at Brian's face.
"are you sure this is the best way for zein?" brian said softly.
meghan nodded confidently.
"and you must support my plan" Meghan said.
"but who are you going to marry?" ask brian wonder.
"i'm sure she's a woman who deserves zein, can accept zein's current condition"
"god..so mommy seriously want to marry brother zein with the girl?" nadine said in disbelief.
"you know him nadine?" brian turned to look at Nadine.
"he was a student at our university and mommy had seen him at the campus annual event" Nadine explained.
"daddy hope your mommy doesn't take a wrong step" said brian looking at meghan who seemed to be thinking.
"i'll have Smith investigate the girl's life.mommy loved it the first time she saw it" Meghan replied and drank water in front of her.
"oh come on mom.the married one is brother zein not mommy" exclaimed nadine.
"hopefully the girl is a good girl" said Brian, standing up from a chair and leaving the dining room.
"what's mommy's next plan?" ask nadine again.
"mommy will tell people to spy on her daily activities" answered meghan flatly.
"shitt.mommy was willing to spy on her" Nadine shook her head in thought with meghan's plan.
"nadine does not want to interfere about this mom.everything is up to mommy.nadine hopes that the step that mommy takes is the right decision, if wrong brother zein's life will be more destroyed, it will be more destroyed,and we could lose brother zein" said Nadine leaving meghan at the dinner table.
Meghan was silent to the words of Nadine, the steps she took had a major effect on the life of zein, and the life of zein at stake, but meghan strengthened her heart not to back down from her plans as a mother who loved her children, she said,,meghan will do anything for their happiness.
meghan hopes her plan goes well.
seriate......