
Bayu Prayoga, currently twenty years old he works as a private driver in the place of a wealthy married couple who are good to their employees. For the past two years he served both partners, his employer both make Bayu feel at home working there coupled with his salary is quite high.
His master Pram is a very successful coal businessman, while his mistress Najma works as a teacher at one of the top private schools. In addition, Najma also has a business that he manages with his best friend.
Najma could be said, approaching the word perfect as a woman. She is beautiful, has a good education. Najma is also the only daughter of a wealthy businessman making her widely known by socialites. Pram himself, the man has a beautiful face. Najma and Pram are a good couple.
The couple had everything in their possessions, but ten years of marriage they had no children. It became a magnificent house like a palace that never looks to have color, everything is pale. Bayu often noticed the gloomy face of Najma, as well as the dull face of Pram who was always unsightly.
The couple from the outside did look fine, but Bayu saw that Pram was always cold and did not care about Najma. Even when Najma was sick, the man preferred to go to take care of his business in Kalimantan, rather than taking care of his wife who was then stricken with dengue fever.
Maybe for Pram money is everything rather than family, and maybe because it is also his employer that until now chose not to have children, thought Bayu. Many times he felt sorry for Najma.
For Bayu Najma is a very poor woman, even though the woman's life is abundant in property but on her face never at all describe happy. Her smile looks fake, often Bayu finds Najma looking dreamy maybe the woman was lonely because often left by her husband.
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Najma stared at the night sky blankly from the window of her room which was deliberately left open. The cold night wind did not affect him at all. Tonight he himself was unaccompanied by the man he loved, for Pram his business was the main one, his mother the second and then Najma the last.
This time Pram was not at home not because of his business, but the man stayed at his mother's house and did not invite Najma to participate. Najma's relationship with her in-laws has long been strained. Her in-laws who used to praise her now turned against her.
With the stretch of the relationship that makes Pram also keep his distance with him. Pram is often rude and snares at him. Pram often leaves her without saying anything. Najma's heart slowly froze, often left behind to make Najma no longer feel what it was like to miss.
"If I had a child my life would not be lonely like this" Najma cried out, without tears streaming down her white cheeks. Najma rubbed her tears before falling more and more, she did not want to be too lamenting her sadness.
For Najma enough he kept to himself all the sadness and heartache of what happened to him now. This is a risk he must bear because he still chose to stay on the Pram side. His love for that man blinded him.
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Pram who is now staying at his mother's house can not sleep, considering the conversation he and his mother had. His mother asked him to remarry so that he could have children which meant that he would kill Najma and hurt her.
Pram doesn't love Najma, he loves her. It's just because he has too much respect for his mother. Pram couldn't argue the slightest bit what his mother said. Including when his mother asked him to keep his distance from Najma, so that for several years this marriage felt bland.
Instead of Pram closing his eyes to see Najma's sadness, he felt the same pain. Pram did not want to be considered an ungodly child because he did not obey his mother, although because of his attitude he had deliberately scratched the wound in Najma's heart.
Pram also often feels sad when he leaves Najma alone for a long time, really he really misses their old married life.
And now his mother asks him to marry again, should he obey her as well? There were many wounds and sorrows that he gave to Najma. Should he add it again because he obeyed his mother's orders? but what power, Pram is powerless to refute the words of his mother.
Najma is his poor wife, the woman he loves. Now again he added a wound to his wife's heart even though it was not his will, with his second marriage that might happen in the near future according to his mother's will.
"I'm sorry Najma. I can't keep my promise to make you happy and make you the only woman in my life." Inner Pram screamed, unknowingly tears in his eyes. Until now his vision began to blur his chest felt tight, accepting the reality of life.