
*I thought without you I would be fine, but it turns out that after your departure, only then did I realize, you have carved a very passionate longing, he said, a very strong love and a very painful pain, that made me forget how to stand up and avoid all this.*POV *Romeo.
In front of the mirror Dance polished her beautiful face with thin make, even so still make her look beautiful.
Dari spent part of her morning fitting clothes and shopping for ijab qabul, which will last no less than a week.
As his eyes rolled around, he saw two invitation envelopes located on his dresser and had not been sent, he was berinisitative to deliver his own invitations to Doni and Romeo.
It took courage for Tari to deliver the invitation to Romeo, actually his heart still hopes for Romeo, even though his marriage is in sight.
Dance out of her room, in her casual dress, with denim trousers and over-sized t-shirts, making her comfortable and look relaxed in the afternoon today.
"Where's the dance going?" asked Nova who saw Tari come out of her room.
"You sent Ma an invitation, " said Tari while closing the door to her room.
Dance and Nova face off.
"Oh Dance! in three days you are married, there are still many rituals that we have to do, do not have to go. "prevent Nova
"Have just written the address, later mama will tell people to deliver the invitation, no need also you get out of the house just to deliver the invitation."
Dari's face frowns at being banned by her mother, but whatever the way she must meet with Romeo for the last time.
Dari thought of how to get permission to go out, persuaded mama only, mama is a person who does not have the heart.
"This time alone, Ma, because in a few days Dance will be married, please-please "please weld while covering both hands towards the chest.
Nova rolled his eyeballs in a direction while taking a deep breath and throwing them heavy.
"It's up to you, but don't dance for long, because you have to stretch out again later tonight and tomorrow you can't go out again huh"
"Yes Ma, every now and then" said Tari he approached Nova kissing both cheeks of his adoptive mother.
Nova shook her head to see the passing Dance, although Tari was not her biological child, but she was so fond of Tari, even she herself was willing to be divorced by her husband for defending Tari.
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Dance orders a taxi online to get to the workshop, she believes Romeo is in the workshop with Doni.
It didn't take long to get to the workshop, about twenty minutes drive.
Dance looked at the window and saw the trees that adorned every corner of the street, to ease her flailing mood, at a time like this, she still hoped Romeo would come and cancel her wedding.
Heru is indeed a good man, but somehow he can not love Heru, even because of the presence of Romeo, it did not take long for Tari to be able to move on from Aldi.
Romeo never felt the same for him.
Many times he puffed his head, so that his eyes would not fall and drip down his cheeks.
Dance also tried to regulate the breath in order to control the emotions that almost blew her heart.
It felt very crowded, he was forced to accept an application to pay his mother's debt, but he felt even more claustrophobic, because his love clapped one hand, the man of his tribe preferred to close himself, but he felt even more claustrophobic, rather than accept the love he gave with a sincere heart.
"This time I should be able to forget Romeo, karna in a moment I will be officially edited by Heru," he mumbled softly as he swept away the point of tears dripping on the cheek.
Upon arrival at the place he was headed, the taxi stopped, after paying for Tari was down.
"Wait here for a moment sir, I did not take long" said Tari to the driver.
"Yes Neng" said the driver.
After opening the car door and getting out of the taxi, Tari immediately approached Romeo at the workshop.
From a distance he saw Romeo and Doni talking, with an erratic heart rhythm, Dance walked slowly towards the two.
Getting closer to the two, Tari felt her heart beating even more.
While chatting, suddenly Doni's gaze led to the road where he saw Tari who stepped up to them.
"Eh Rom, there's Tari tuh." point out Doni by turning his face towards Tari.
Romeo immediately turned to look at the Dance that was walking towards them.
"Hi Tar," said Doni when Tari was close to them.
"Hi also Don,"welcome Dance with a knotty smile.
Romeo stopped and approached Doni, smiling briefly at Tari.
"Oh yeah Rom, Don, my coming here will take this for both of you" he said, looking at Doni.
Dari showed two pieces of invitation with white cover, the beautiful invitation decorated with gold ribbons and engraved the names of the two brides, namely Tari and Heru.
Doni and Romeo received one invitation each.
"So also you married Heru Tar, congratulations, yes" said Doni while turning back the invitation.
Dari replied with a simple smile, then her eyes turned back towards Romeo who looked flat.
Romeo flapped the invitation in his palm with a bowed face.
Seeing Romeo sikaf that looks acu, Dance getting annoyed, he became more furious but did not want him to look, sikafnya as mediocre.
"Oh yes I hope you both are present on my happy day," said Tari, then he bit his lower lip gently trying to resist his feelings.
Occasionally his eyes glanced at Romeo who remained silent.
The atmosphere felt stiff, especially not a word came out of Romeo's mouth, he even seemed to avoid the gaze of Dance's eyes.
Doni who saw the gurgle of the two who looked awkward, he also took the initiative himself, "It seems they really need time for both," he mumbled softly.
"Oh yes, I live first yes," said Doni who immediately went to the back of the workshop, his hand slashed Romeo's shoulder with an invitation, saying, perhaps as a signal to Romeo to speak to Dance from heart to heart.
Romeo stared at Doni's departure, actually he himself did not know what to say to Tari.
"Sit Tar" said Romeo, allowing Tari to sit on the bench.
The atmosphere was silent for a while, whatever made the two feel awkward, even though Dance and Romeo were outspoken people and not the quiet type.
After a long period of silence, Romeo broke the silence by starting his chatter.
"Congratulations Tar, I pray that the marriage is smooth and you can live happily with Heru," said Romeo flatly without looking at Tari.
The atmosphere of silence returned silent for a moment, no word of anything was heard from the mouth of Dance.
Feeling that there was no response from Tari, Romeo turned his eyes to Dance's collar.
He saw a clear grain slowly dripping on the smooth cheek of Tari, and immediately Tari removed it.
Romeo stared in wonder at Tari, there was a curiosity in him why did Tari cry?
"Why Tar?" ask Romeo lirih.
Dance still did not budge, many times she wiped her tears, while Romeo still looked at her in wonder, Romeo did not understand why Dance to cry.He swallowed her saliva, Did I hurt her? mumbling screeches.
"Why Tar?" romeo asked again this time his palm touched part of the chin of the Dance.
Romeo changed his position from sitting beside Tari, moved quickly and now he was in front of Tari on his knees.
"Did anyone hurt you?" romeo asked Tari again, this time their eyes crossed.
Puddles of tears were seen on Tari's sad eyelids, her eyes hinting at something that could not be hidden, a feeling of disappointment and hurt towards someone who was in front of her at this moment.
Seeing the face of Tari, Romeo realized his mistake, he should not play with the feelings of the wounded heart, his mistake was that he had given hope to Tari, but not his wound treatment, he did not, he actually added the wound by watering it with salt water.
Romeo touched Tari's chin and puffed his bowed head, gently sweeping away the falling point of tears dripping down his cheeks.
"I'm sorry Tar, I can only give you hope, I don't have the courage to_"
Not yet had time to finish his speech Dance had scattered to hug him.
Some time Dance cried in Romeo's arms, she let her tears flow fast, a sense that had long been held back now she spilled right then and there.
Romeo is getting tangent, he himself does not know how to, Romeo swallowed his saliva and tightened his arms against Dance.
This time he again felt guilty, again he hurt women, even though it was done accidentally.
Although heavy and will hurt Dari very much, but he must tell the truth, he himself can not open his heart to Dance.
"Sorry Tar, but it's better, I just don't want you to hope any further, I want you to be able to forget everything that's going on between us" Romeo said softly.
Dari cries out, even hitting Romeo's chest, revealing his misfortune.
Romeo kissed the tip of the head of Tari while hugging her tighter.Slow tears also dripped hearing the roaring cry of Dari.
Some time the atmosphere became silent only heard the sound of sobs from Dance.
After pouring out his feelings in Romeo's embrace, Dance calmed down a little, she tightened her arms against Romeo and poured out her remaining feelings, because after this, she could no longer embrace Romeo.
"Once again I'm sorry Tar, I never meant to hurt you, I hope you can forget what happened between us" he said, rubbing Tari's back.
"But how about Rom, how can I forget it?" ask her in Romeo's arms.
Romeo was shocked to hear the question coming out of the lips of Dance.
Romeo embraced the body of the woman who was embracing him now.
"Tell Rom, how can I forget how I feel about you."
"I've tried it, tried to forget this feeling about you, but still, I can't forget" she said in a soft voice.
Dance's voice was still stammering in her sobs.
Romeo was silent, his hand still gently rubbing Tari's shoulder.
"Tell me how can I stop expecting your love? while I myself can't stop expecting you! even when my marriage is in sight, but I still hope that you come and take me running, hiks.hiks. "
Dance's body shaken in Romeo's tight embrace, Romeo circulates his gaze trying to find a captive of Dance's questions.
The same question he always tried to answer, but he could never answer.
Now a woman asked him the same question.
"Romeo hugged Tari more and more, "The answer is in you Tar, no matter how much love you have, in fact can not change destiny , so try to accept all of this and make peace with destiny, no matter how much you try, you will not be able to resist its power, maybe we are not fooled." said Romeo.
"What Rom? you said destiny, mate." Dance let go of her opener to Romeo.
Dance pushed hard Romeo's body, until Romeo leaned on the wall. "It's all Rome's fault! you just don't have the courage to refuse! when in fact you are able to do it!"
"Lo said you didn't love Aira? but why did you let Aira get married to Aldi! you are a coward Rom! why do I wish I could fight for me! whereas the loh itself is a person who fails in fighting for love loh itself!" cecar Dance.
Romeo was flabbergasted looking at the Emotional looking Dance.
Dari grabs her bag of slind bags and runs crying away from Romeo, while Romeo is only stunned by Tari's departure.
Romeo got up and stood up, his eyes still staring at the incoming Dance in the car.
After shaking his dirty clothes because he touched the floor due to being pushed hard by Tari, he sat back in the chair.
Romeo looked back at the direction where the shadow of Dance had disappeared just a moment ago.
What is true said by Tari, if he is only a coward.
Romeo stared straight ahead, his eyes empty because he thought far away.
I think my love for Aira, just like my love for other women, will disappear over time.
I thought I'd be fine without him, but I didn't! even my heart had left empty and I could not fill it with love for another heart.
Romeo rubbed his face violently, his eyes re-circulating around him, he again questioned 'what is going on with him at this time,' the clap of someone on his shoulder managed to break his daydream.
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