Why You Should Marry Me

Finally Free

For three days, Bagas felt pain in his body, he continued to curl up in a thick blanket keeping the pain all over his body.

His face looks pale with a trembling body, despite feeling sick and so torturous, Bagas was determined to escape from the snare of the illicit goods.

Every now and then Nina swept her tears looking at her son who was like so much suffering.

Bagas sometimes crouch, bend and stretch, because it withstands pain.

Although he was urged several times he still did not want to be taken to the hospital, Nina finally chose to treat Bagas by giving him drugs as is.

***

Nina brought a plate of rice and fed her son.

"Bagas, eat Nak," said Nina as she rubbed her child's head.

"Bagas ngak tastes ma'am," he said with trembling lips.

"Hiks, hiks, dear why you can get caught in this vicious circle, son, hyks hyks hyks. "say Nina lirih while wiping her tears.

Bagas opened a little blanket that covered his body, he sat up straight facing Nina.

"That's because Bagas hates himself Bagas Ma'am! Bagas regretted why Bagas had to be born in this world!"

"Often they scorned Bagas as an illegitimate child! child of rape, child of a criminal, perpetrator of a pedophile!" cecar Bagas

Aira Bagas eyes began to fall down soaking his cheeks.

Nina was stunned by her son's words.

"What Son? so you know everything?"nina asked in surprise.

"Know Ma! since the first Bagas already Know, Bagas hate life Bagas Bu, most of them stare at Bagas cynical, condescending, humiliating gaze, Bagas fed up with this life! why did Bagas who had to endure all the deeds of Bagas himself do not understand!"

Nina was crying on the floor.

Hiks, torment, If you already know why you always ask who your father really is Bagas, it just cuts back the old wound in my mother's heart, torch the torch." Nina menamgis while covering her face.

"Hiks hiks, because Bagas had one hope Bu, Bagas hope all that is not true, and mother can explain to Bagas who Bagas' real father really is, but with a silent sikaf mom as if mom justifies what they accuse Miss Hiks of hyks."

Bagas cried, for a dozen years he tried to hide his feelings, his distress, his shame, because he was born from the depraved deeds of his biological father.

Since childhood, Bagas as in I was ostracized by his environment, those who knew the origin of Bagas even forbade their children to associate and make friends with him.

Every day he only heard the abuse and swearing, which seemed to blame him, since then Bagas turned into a bad boy, until decided to escape from the reality he faced and chose DRUGS as the solution.

Not to mention that he saw the suffering of his mother, who had to take care of her three children without being accompanied by her husband.

"But son, it's not like this, the way of completion, hix, torch, Bagas do not you think of your mother is son, torch, hyx," Nina's tears flowed.

Actually, he also had difficulty accepting reality, even he had hated the birth of Bagas at that time.

But the love and affection as a mother just grew in his heart when he first embraced the crying Bagas, although at that time Nina was still classified as ABG and did not understand anything about being a mother.

Nina hugged Bagas in her day, "Look there's still a chance for you to improve, show them, if you're a good kid, show them, you're not like your father who made you born into this world" Nina said, hugging Bagas.

"Yes Mom, Bagas is trying."

Hiks hyks

Bagas was crying in his mother's arms, his body was still in pain at the time, he realized it was the first test he had to face to escape the vicious circle.

The days of Bagas fought alone, though he felt pain like a man who was about to face his will.

Support and prayer he always proposes that Bagas can get through his critical times.

***

On the fifth day, Bagas began to show good results, his body was no longer hot and shivering even though his face still looked pale.

But now Bagas can get up and stand up straight.

Bagas began his activities in the morning by performing the ritual of bathing in the morning.

After that he approached Nina for breakfast.

"Mom, what's breakfast today?"ask Bagas who surprised his mother.

" You've healed my boy?" tanya Nina who then approached Bagas, then touched the palm of her hand on Bagas forehead.

"Yes Ma'am" said Bagas, pulling the bread and glancing at it.

"Ehm, it's still warm, you still have a lot of rest, son, " said Nina as she pulled up the chair to sit next to Bagas.

"Yes Ma'am," Bagas chewed the bread.

"Mom, Bagas is planning to apply for a job" he said, glancing at the smiling Nina.

"Of course, son, you can also go to college so you have a brighter future" said Nina while stroking her son's arm.

"Yes, the plan is Mom", said Bagas while drinking a glass of warm milk made by Nina.

Nina was so happy to see her excited-looking son.

"Bagas, where's your boyfriend working?"nina asked with a happy smile towards her eldest son.

Ehm Bagas smiled, "But not yet a girlfriend kok Bu," replied Bagas as he distorted his smile in embarrassment.

"Oh, what's wrong, just slowly approach her, you already know who her parents are?"ask Nina back.

"Not Ma'am, but clearly he's Bu's lawyer, Bagas is a little inferior" Bagas lamented.

"Well, why Minder, instead of you being a lawyer?"ask Nina to be sober.

"Yes, the unemployment of many events is in the brief of lawyers as well" said Bagas.

They laugh too.

"It is precisely from that son, you must be excited again, you prove to him if you are a worthy person to accompany him," advised Nina.

"Is that so, Mom?" ask Bagas.

"Yes Bagas, don't ruin your future anymore dear, in this world mother has no one who will make mother proud, other than you and your sisters."

"Mom don't want you to be looked at one eye by the Bagas people, prove to them, if their assumption about you wrong son, correct the good name of our mother and the good name of our family, because I've often heard people's scorn, because they say that you can't educate you well" Nina said with dewy eyes.

Sharing his tears, he realized that his misbehavior only made his mother a gossip.

Bagas approached Nina and hugged her.

"I'm sorry Bagas Bu, Bagas used to only trouble mom, "he said while crying.

"Yes, son, I'm sure one day you can make mom proud" said Nina no less haru.

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