Who Am I, Look at Me.?

chapter 47...

I could only cry without a sound while holding my chest which hurt so much... While Leon pulled the car over, letting me cry.

"Master what's my fault.? why do you hate me.?" say it while crying... Leon looked straight at me... I don't know why Leon hates me so much maybe that tea was if it wasn't from me. Leon would have drunk it.

Because even though it's been almost a month I feel I already know him and let alone the story of sister Tia... That Leon was a good man, somehow only me Leon hates me.

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Three months later, I was still nauseous this morning making me permission not to go to work.... Leon Belom told his family about my pregnancy... And this afternoon Mama Hana will invite me to visit the new sister Devi.

"May, why don't you work today.?" said mama Hana.

"Yes, I just don't feel well, mah.." said I who tidied the dining table again. Everyone has gone to work.

"May... Your stomach.?" said Mama Hana approached and wanted to touch my stomach but I dodged.

"Why mah...?" I said avoiding Mama Hana, I'm sure Mama Hana is suspicious of me because of my small body, even though three months big boom but I feel already tight.

"It's okay, if you can't have an ikot, it's okay, May" said Mama Hana.

"I'm ikot mah." I said... Because all the places I checked... I'm pregnant but I can't indulge spoiled on my husband, all I do is Leon himself who has not talked much to me when I ask will only answer "Hmmm" no more no less.

"Well that's it." said Mama Hana.

I went up to my room to get my bag... Now I only wear leggings and t-shirts that are a little bigger than my size...

"May, don't you check" said Mama Hana. We were in the car heading to the hospital.

"I'm fine, ma'am." I said, 'cause my plan was to check but I don't want Mama Hana and grandma Tika to know that I'm pregnant.

"Ah... Let me be Leon." I said nervously.

They know me and Leon are fine because every time they go to work Leon will kiss my forehead, we are like a happy married couple when in front of Tika's grandmother.

"Han, call Leon to the hospital." said Tika's grandmother...

"No need to granny, well I'll check first let Leon follow another time" I said resignedly.

Finally we arrived at the hospital I registered with the obstetrician for examination... After the 5th queue came my turn, today the doctor patient is a little because of Friday.

I also lay down according to the doctor's direction, the nurse who helped the doctor began to pour gel into my stomach that felt cold. The doctor said he checked my stomach and told me about my fetus... I saw grandma tikas happy to shed tears.

"The baby is healthy, the mother should keep the diet and not be too stressed, ma'am" said the doctor...

"Okay doc." I said... While Tika's grandmother refrained from shouting happily...

"Han, Maya is pregnant you will be Oma again" said Tika's grandmother..

"Yes mah... Hana knows." said Mama Hana.

"May, don't tell Leon we'll surprise him." said Tika's grandmother... It makes me sad to lie to him...

(It's a pity Grandma, Leon already knows but he doesn't care) I said inwardly...

"May I'll call Tia so you can stop working at her place" said Nene k Tika.

"Don't Grandma, I still want to work.