Who Am I, Look at Me.?

chapter 40...

I am so happy to see my mother who no longer needs to work enjoying her old age... Your house is quite with a courtyard, 3 bedrooms have a kitchen and one bathroom... Although small but this is our simple dream home at least the living room and kitchen are not visible.

Either brother Reza can from where this house is not far from the main house of the Wijaya family and also not far from the school Sania... Although to the boutique Kak Tia where I work quite far but still can be reached...

"May, are you going to stay here.?" ask my mother when I enter my room.

"Yes Ma'am, tonight I'll stay here tomorrow I'm straight from work back there ma'am." I said...

"Will Leon stay over too.?" said my mother.

"It doesn't seem like Mom, because I wanted to spend my day with my mom" I told Leon Bu...

"Is your relationship with your husband okay, son.?" ask my mother again...

"We're fine, Mom, Leon loved me so much that he wanted to take me but I didn't want Mom and I didn't let him stay for the night, Mom, even though Leon really wants to keep me company, ma'am." I said lie again to my mother.

"Well that's it." said mom and left me alone in the room, looking at my mom's back I felt like I wanted to tell her everything.

After my mother left I somehow shed tears it hurt my heart so much... Given the events of last night and at the hotel always every time leon threw some money, let alone he always gripped my face was very strong, but not his grip that hurt for me... Said Leon who was very sick to me....

"(Don't you think I want to have sex with you cheap woman, I just follow what grandma says who wants a granddaughter from the womb of a dirty woman like you, don't expect more)" it was Leon saying he threw me money and a bottle of stimulant medicine that he drank and went in the bathroom to clean his body...

I'm so afraid that if I get pregnant what will happen to this child that Leon will accept it, I don't want this child to be a victim he should have love from me and Leon... But looking at Leon's attitude towards me I think Leon would hate him because Leon didn't want to have a child from me.

"Sister.." shouted Sania from the room as if she had gone home from school.

"Sister, why is Kaka crying.?" he said when he entered my room and saw me...

"Yes, my sister is just moved to see this house" I told Sania.

"Yes, we finally have a home... It's good that you have a husband like a handsome boy again like Leon's brother." said Sania.

"You can." I said...

"I also want to find a rich and handsome husband ooh grace so god feels very dear to Nia brother" said Nia who was happy.

"It's important that your husband loves you on deck" I said.

"Yes like Leon's brother who loves Kaka, me and mother proof we are in the house" said Sania again.

I just smile... I don't want to disappoint Nia about Leon, let my mother and sister think Leon cares about all of them...