Whisperings Ghaib

Fretted

I felt so inexhaustible with what Alex said, he said he was leaving. Really it?

Then why am I feeling sad? Shouldn't I be happy? Because in the end Alex will not tease me again with his love words.

Shouldn't I be happy because I finally don't have to answer any more questions that Alex has been asking for a few days?

But the truth is that something is missing from me. I don't know what I don't know, what's for sure the last thing Alex did to me made my heart beat so hard.

Especially when she frightened her lips even deeper, I felt that she was expressing her heart to me.

He was expressing his love for me that felt very sincere, although impressed brazen because without my permission he just took my first kiss.

This lip-stabbing warm and sweet taste is still very pronounced, she is really brash. A friend who turns into a handsome devil, but is very adorable.

After Alex left, I decided to go inside. I see in the living room is quiet, there is only a father and also a mother.

I went straight to my mother and father, and I sat between them. I tried to hug my mother and tried to let go of the anxiety in my mind.

"Her father Alex has sent a lot of his confidants to the raid later that night" Dad said.

I was thrilled when I heard my father say that, because it meant Alex was really moving quickly to resolve the issue.

"really?" I asked with a bland feeling.

My heart felt bland when I heard Alex's name spoken, he was leaving and I was already worried. He said he would leave tomorrow afternoon.

That means there's still a chance for me to say goodbye to her, farewell? Is it really the farewell I am going to say?

Am I willing to part with him? Why am I so upset like this? Maybe I love him too?

"Yes, we'll wait for the results. It's night, go to sleep!" said Mommy.

"Well then I go to the room first" I said without daring to say anything more.

After saying that I broke my arms with my mother, then I kissed the cheeks of father and mother alternately.

"Good night Dad, good night Mother" I said

"Good night too, dear," said Dad.

I smiled and began to move my feet towards my room, arriving in my room I immediately threw my body onto the bed.

"Tired, I better go to sleep quickly," I said softly

I tried to close my eyes, hoping to go to sleep quickly so I could forget all the feelings that were raging inside my chest.

Sometimes Alex's shadow flashed through my mind, especially when our lips met. Feeling warm and wet, I was angry and upset. However, I also feel. ah, never mind.

When I was trying to close my eyes, I just remembered that pocong father asked me to convey everything to father.

"Geez, why did I forget!" I said as I patted my jidat.

I immediately got out of bed and immediately went back to see my father and mother who were still in the living room, I smiled and then sat back between the two.

"I forgot, Dad. Earlier his pocong father came again, he said he was a subordinate of Father who worked at the branch office," said I explained.

Father and mother look at each other pastures then they look to link his eyebrows. Maybe they feel weird about what I said.

"What do you mean, you don't understand?" ask Mommy.

"Let's go, I'm confused, Bun. Only the pocong father said that before he was killed brought to the abandoned headquarters, the headquarters was like an unused warehouse. If I'm not mistaken I see the abandoned headquarters in the suburbs by the river, I don't know where I don't understand."

It was just a glimpse that I saw in my dream, I didn't understand where it was. I have never been there, because I rarely go far.

"Is that possible Mr. Sutomo, Dad?" So that pocong-"

Mother was seen stopping her speech, she seemed unable to say anything more. He looks worried, and so does my dad.

"If it's true, Mr. Sutomo, how is it?" ask Mommy.

"Pity, Bun. People already consider him who, ah.

Father and mother even looked confused hearing what I said, I sighed heavily then I said again.

"The father said, he asked me to meet his wife and son named Doni. He asked me to tell him that Mr. Pocong would never come home again, because he's gone" I said.

"So she really said that? Doni his son Pak Sutomo loh Well, Mommy still remembers very well. The child was a child, a boy that Mr. Sutomo had brought to the office because he wanted to see his father work," said Mother.

"Ah, yes it is. I remember too" replied Dad.

"One more, Dad. Mr. Pocong also asked to be buried properly, although there is only the remains of bones in the abandoned office," I said.

The faces of my father and mother suddenly turned sad, I felt bad. However, this is the message I have to convey.

"Oiya, Dad. Mr. Pocong asked me to convey this directly to his wife and children, maybe it would be better if early tomorrow morning before going to college I went to his house first," I said.

"Sutomo sir's son and wife are in this city, tomorrow you want to go with the driver if you want to do it yourself?" ask Dad.

"On your own, Dad. Buy food for Doni.

"Then I'll give you the address" Dad said.

After talking to my father and mother, I finally decided to go back into my room.

I threw away my body that felt very tired, my mind also felt very troubled with my heart that felt restless.

Several times I tried to close my eyes, but still Alex's shadow that always crossed my mind.

Do I have to catch up with him tomorrow and tell him that Alex can't leave, because I love him too.

Hah, it feels like it's all so ridiculous. I kept thinking about myself and Alex, until I fell asleep and I didn't know what time I could sleep.

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