When My Boss is Looking for Love

Chapter 34

POV GALAS

After starting a relationship with the young. I began to think carefully about what I should do in the future for our relationship. From the beginning I was serious about it, I was looking for a wife not a lover. So I plan to formalize our relationship as soon as possible in a sacred marriage bond.

Before coming to propose to his parents' house, I knew that there was a difference of belief between us. And in the end I decided to become a convert instead of immediately. All there is a story behind it and indeed it has been deeply crushed in my desire.

I asked my future-in-law for direct guidance. For more than a week I always came to his house, learned a lot of religion from him. Although he was commonly called a shaman, it was only a call because he was able to treat people with his prayers alone. Although it is true that he is a descendant of shamans, but he deepened his knowledge by becoming a santri in a boarding school for 12 years in a big city not far from our small town.

Aside from Mr. Ming, I also learned from Inge as well as my mother. They are both also converts. It all began when Inge was ill and his long journey through Mr. Ming. After he was fully healed he told my mother and I that he wanted to become a Muslim. A few years later, my mother followed her faith. While me? I was actually starting to feel an attraction, but I was too preoccupied with my obsession with success that was my goal a long time ago. Maybe my path must go through Gayung first to get to this point.

Speaking of my future wife, I deliberately did not give her any news at all. Although I was also tormented by this situation. But I did this to give her a sweet surprise. I was patient and focused on learning about my new religion.

"Sister, do you miss being gay?" Inge keeps teasing me, if he finds me daydreaming.

"Whisper, Inge," I replied while avoiding him. I miss him so much, it frustrates me. Moreover, hearing the report from Sasha that she was very sad because I ignored her, really made me unable to reach her. But I try to resist my desire, I do not want the plan that I have made carefully failed in the middle of the road.

"Sister, are you going back to the capital?" inge asked when he saw me packing.

"Hemm" I answered briefly, rubbing the gel on my hair.

"Cock rush? He said he wanted to be here long .. kangen yaa ...." As usual, he always bullied me.

"God." This time I answered the tease, let my brother who was carrying was happy to hear me admit that I miss half dead to his best friend.

"Cie .. cie .. dong hunt is halted, can't wait to follow." I glanced at him sharply, but my sister was even cranky and whiny as usual. He was hunting me married, so that my mother also immediately gave permission to him to release his bachelor time with his lover.

"Patience .. again process," I replied.

"You're taking Mr Ming there?" ask my mother who just appeared from behind my door.

"So, Mom. The office situation is quite chaotic, pity the employees if terrorized by constant fear." Actually, what I think about most is clearly the feelings of my future wife, given her timid nature. To the extent that if he wanted to go to the bathroom himself, he did not dare to be alone because of the terror in the office.

I left that morning with Mr. Ming. I've asked her to work together to surprise her only daughter. I'm glad that Mr. Ming seemed enthusiastic about following my plan.

We arrived late in the afternoon. After a long day of travel, we took a rest that night. I want to sleep but I can't, Gayung's shadow fills my head. Finally I sent a message to Sasha, to find out what my future wife was doing there.

Before long, one of the employees in my office replied to my message and said that there was someone who seemed to be paying attention to my man. It made me nervous and getting more and more difficult to sleep. Especially after knowing that the person was younger than me and his face I had to admit was quite attractive. Although Sasha said that my Gayaku did not seem to respond but still it makes me uneasy if I continue to continue my plan.

The next day I invited him to work with Mr. Ming. The sight I saw there really pissed me off to death. My boyfriend and the guy, they look very familiar and what makes my jealousy burn more is that he seems to be trying to seduce my guy by singing a romantic song that I don't know the title of. Shitt's! I really wanted to slam his cheap guitar right then and there if I didn't remember my future in-laws there.

I finally vent my annoyance by silencing the innocent Gayung. I know he's watching me and maybe I'm hoping to talk to him. But my emotions at the time prevented me from feeling sorry for her. Though I knew her eyes were swollen, and I was sure it was because I ignored her long enough. I understand if he feels like I dumped him.

Arriving in my room, I began to think a little clearly. I walked into the employee locker room hoping to find him there. And it's true what I thought, but she cried when she talked to her friend. My heart ached to see him so, when I approached him he ran to the toilet instead. That opportunity I used to ask what really happened to someone who seemed like a new employee in my office. I caught it as if there were unresolved issues between them back in school. I threw him out finely and waited for Gayung to come out of the toilet.

As soon as he came out, I saw his swollen, flushed narrow eyes. I should have hugged her but what I did was interrogate her about the man who tried to approach her. I should have believed him because he denied it, Sasha said the same thing. But my emotions were so out of control back then and talked cynically to her. When Jay suddenly arrived, I immediately thought that I was not willing to waste my time to have a full-fledged Dipper. I must fly to Singapore immediately!

After I returned home, I can't wait to see him. At lunch I approached him in the dining room. I saw that he was lethargic and busy with his phone, as if he was texting someone. It made me a little upset, because he did not realize my existence in front of him. I finally started talking so he knew I was nearby. And it worked, he was a little surprised when he saw me but then tried to act ordinary. He is not ready if his friends know his special relationship with me. I think he refrained from venting his anger at me. Then said a sentence from my lips that sparked our debate, I asked for his cell phone. I was so curious who he was texting. At first he hesitated, but then finally he handed the flat object to me.

The first thing that caught my attention was the front screen display. He has replaced it with a photo of the Korean artist who is very idolized it. And I can be a little childish when it comes to Gayung, I'm jealous of that insignificant artist and I start our little quarrel. I don't care if everyone is watching our drama.

Our quarrel widened, as I found out his last message with the man I had seen seducing him that morning. Gayung answered my question tightly, I should understand his attitude. But the message made my emotions rekindle. Who was he, until he said goodbye out of town to my lover. Goddamnit! And again I even vented my jealousy on the Gayung who did not know anything about it. Until finally the word broke I did not think it came out of his mouth.

I couldn't concentrate that afternoon, Gayung asked to break up with me. I can't let this happen. I kept staring at him on the monitor in the corner of my room like a madman. Until the moment he came out and the gungkring followed him, I followed out, as well as I have not prayed dzuhur as well.

His closeness to the gungkring is getting me heated up. But I took a deep breath immediately. I had to hold back, otherwise Gayung could have completely abandoned me and my plan failed miserably. I just gave a little insinuation and I'm sure the gungkring wouldn't dare to come close to my Gayaku again. And my calculations this time are correct. They walk far away. I smiled triumphantly, and accelerated my pace towards the ablution.

I could see, the dumbfounded Gayung saw me ablaze. Everyone looked at me in amazement but all I saw was the woman. The woman who didn't even realize I was standing in front of her. I told him to leave gently immediately. I assumed there was never a word of breaking up between us, he would be mine. All of mine, in a minute.

After the prayer, I waited for him behind the wall. When I heard her footsteps, I stretched out my hand. I hope he welcomes my hand. But he still seems surprised by my attitude. I tried to understand when he rejected me. We walk in silence, I hate the awkwardness between us.

I try to tell you what my anxiety is right now. I don't want any breaking up between us. He looked at me, the longer I could see his eyes started to glaze over. Without thinking any longer, I pulled her into my arms. He was crying a mouthful. I know it's all because of me, to a Gayung like this. I did plan on giving him a surprise but previously I had no intention of silencing him all this time. But jealousy dominated me too much at that time.

"Sorry, it makes you sad" I whispered.

We hugged very tightly. I did wait for this moment, I missed her so much, missed her scent.

I helped her wash away the tears that were soaking her face.

"I'm sorry" I said again. Gayung did not answer my apology, he slightly lowered his head while biting his lower lip. For whatever reason, if I don't remember Mr. Ming's message. I must've kissed him all out.

I strengthen myself in my heart. That I just need to be patient in a minute.

"I'm sprained with you!" he said with a slightly raised tone, while hitting my body in a row. I let it go, I deserve it.

"I'm sorry, I promise I won't do it again." I touched her cheek that was still swollen. Until the movement of his hand stopped changing with a pink tinge on his cheek.

"But .. I miss it too." Gayung buried his face again into my chest, hiding his timid face. I hugged him back. His attitude like this really makes me anxious half to death. I strengthened my heart not to do more. I'll be patient in a minute. Just a little while ...

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