When My Boss is Looking for Love

Chapter 28

POV STRUTTING

Brother fucking Galas!

I'm even so eloquent about it now. Though only brave in my heart. It's been over a week and he's not giving me any news at all. My brain was guessing, was he tired of me? Or was yesterday that we were playing date-dating like we used to or what? Please explain it to me! I want to scream as loud as possible.

I wept. Am I being too whiny? Let it be, if it is, I don't care. I don't care if Sasha sees me like this. I was upset, angry, upset but I missed him too. I feel like I'm being dumped. But I need an explanation if it's true that I was banished. I cursed my weakness, I did not dare to contact him first. I don't want to look like I'm begging for her love. I'm afraid Galas is disturbed by my attitude and hates me later. Like Adi who was disturbed by me first.

"An, eat that spicy yuk." I know Sasha tried to comfort me. He knew my mood was slightly improved after eating something spicy.

"Come," I said after wiping my tears with a tissue.

"But I want to go to the toilet first, ding" he said. "I'm constipated, deh, because often nahan pup if in the office. If rich gini continues for a long time can ambeian me." Sasha mumbled, before rushing to leave me for the bathroom.

I came out of the room, waiting for him on the balcony while enjoying the cool breeze. Staring at the youths of the lower boarding house who were playing guitar and singing together. Whether it's my feelings or something, I feel like one of them is looking at me. Our eyes met each other, and I could see clearly he threw a smile at me. But I didn't reply, I didn't know him and I was too busy thinking about Galas to even smile.

The man then took over the guitar from his friend's hand and began strumming it, singing an old song that was quite famous at the time.

I haven't seen it in a long time

You're the one I wanted

Sometimes I remember not

How you

You're beautiful today

And I like it

You're another once

And I like it

I don't know what wind

You're standing there

Stopping my blood flow

You look me in the eye

You're beautiful today

And I like it

You're another once

And I like it

I won't let it again

You disappeared from my life

....

A song from Lobow he sang so melodious. I'm a little uncomfortable, I don't know why I feel like he's singing that song to me. At first I thought I was overconfident, but he threw his smile back at me. His friends followed the man's gaze, all of them were now looking at me who started to stand up wrongly. I don't know what to do, whether I should return their smiles or not. I finally decided to go back to my room and lay myself in my padded bed again. Sasha for a long time, my mind.

A phone ring stopped my skating activity in cyberspace. Father called.

"Hello, Assalamallaikum."

"Wallaikumsalam" replied the father across the phone. "Not sleeping, Nduk?

"Not yet, sir."

"Healthy, right there? Tumben long ago didn't call you?"

"Healthy, Sir. Busy gibberish ...." Busy thinking about Galas I mean.

"Busily dating is the same Galas," ledek my father. I woke up from my style. In my heart I wonder, where do you know about Galas. Because I haven't told you at all about our relationship.

"Do you know where?"

"Yes from Galas, he came here ...."

"Aren't you going to play house?" Suddenly my feelings warmed up to hear it.

"Yes .. He wants to propose to you."

"Continue .. how?" I want to know the continuation. You would agree, right?

"Sir, actually agree. Just ...." He held back his words, making me impatient to hear the next one.

"What's all, sir?"

"Just .. You know, right, Nduk. You have different beliefs, you can't get married." The happiness that enveloped me earlier was gone. Different beliefs? I don't know about that. What does it mean that there is no hope for us to unite?

"Isn't Inge Muslim?"

"Inge converted, after recovering first, he converted to Islam. Mira's the one guiding her, you guys are always teaching together, right?" Yes, we did teach together in the mosque. But I didn't know he was a convert.

"What did you say?" Confidence cannot be forced, but it is wrong for me to be selfish hoping that Galas will follow my beliefs. I folded my lips, holding my voice that began to tremble. My tears fell one by one and I didn't want you to know that. Sasha's sister who just came out of the bathroom, came up to me full of curiosity. He crouched down beside me, waiting for me to finish with the phone call.

"You know, don't you, Nduk. That belief can't be forced." My father seems to know what I think. And I also know the meaning of the words you say. I immediately ended my conversation with Father on the grounds that I wanted to contact Galas to discuss our problems. But in reality, I just want to cry. I did not dare to contact him, I was afraid Galas felt I was imposing a will.

Love is magic to me. When two people have the same feelings, love each other, love each other, want each other. It was amazing, because I had never experienced it before I met Galas. My first love was clapping one hand. A few times I get love statements, but I don't have love for them . And now, when I find people who have the same feelings as me. Our love is stymied by such a huge difference.

My body feels weak and tight, I need oxygen intake to make my breath normal again. I want to meet with Galas. I wanted to hug her one last time if indeed we could no longer continue this relationship. Nah! I don't want our relationship to end. Even though our relationship was so short, I felt that I could not live without it. I want to age with him. Do I have to give up and follow his beliefs? That thought frowned for a moment in my brain. But a second later, my brain rejected it. I can't do that.

"An, why?" Brother Sasya grabbed my shoulders, looking at me who was daydreaming after receiving a call from Father.

"I want to get out, get some wind" I said with my eyes still red. Sasha didn't ask, she took me out of the room. When we came down the stairs, someone called us.

"Hey, join here." A beautiful girl I saw while on the balcony with some guys who were playing guitar, asked us to join.

"Can, Brother?" asked Sasha enthusiastically. He did tell me yesterday, that there was one of them that made his heart pound. And getting this offer, it was obviously a good opportunity for Sasha to get to know the man she was appraising.

My eyes and the eyes of the man who sang the song" You're beautiful today" just met. She smiled again and once again forgave my lips that I couldn't smile with. He's pretty handsome and young, maybe a little bit above my age. But obviously Galasku is more handsome even though he is old. I let out a heavy sigh, Galas completely controls my brain and my heart. I miss her sweet attitude towards me.

I don't really want to join them, but I can't be selfish. Sasha was waiting for this opportunity to come.

"Have a seat, let's sit." One of the men shifted his seat, giving me and Sasha.

We met and just talked about it. More precisely Sasha's sister who is more talkative, while my mouth is too lazy to move. I just answered briefly.

"Sorry, yes, my friend is upset about it" said Sasha, I glared at him. I don't like people knowing my condition, even though it's obvious on my tangled face.

"Rather than being upset, mending us sing. What song do you want to request?" asked the man who kept smiling at me earlier, ready with the guitar in his hand. His friends immediately teased him and I felt uncomfortable with it.

"Anything," I replied flatly. Maybe they all think I'm jutek and arrogant now. But I can't be sweet and courteous right now. I'm sorry ...

Aven, that man's name. He seemed confused about what song to sing. Because for too long, the friend next to him snatched it and started strumming the guitar.

"I'm his deputy, Ma'am." He called me mbak while nudging Aven's arm with a mischievous smile and started singing St 12's old song. Her voice was not as good as Aven, but it was still worth listening to.

You're my beautiful girl

Just look at me here

Here I am in love with you

You're my sweet girl

Just look at me here

Here I love you

Even though I know that you

Someone already has

But I'll wait until you want

...

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