When I Should Choose

Chapter 22 Choosing?

Holy had arrived at the campus with a lot of burdens that were still burdensome to his heart. Her face was pale from not wearing makeup, making Holy look different from her usual. He who usually never forgets to draw eyebrows and wear lipstick, today is very confident with his natural face that only wears powder and a little lipbalm.

Every time he passed by the people who were looking at him strangely, he simply replied with a smile. There is one thing that Holy will do until he does not have time and is not in the mood to wear makeup. Today he will meet Natan to resolve the disturbing feelings.

Before leaving for the campus Holy had told Natan to come to the campus park during the afternoon break. The campus park is a very shady place and a suitable place for students to do assignments and even dating. Not so crowded and noisy, only the sound of birds is often heard.

Holy is sitting sweetly waiting for Natan. Almost ten minutes he waited, finally Natan came as well. He still greeted Natan with a sweet smile even though his heart was scared.

"Hello dear," greeted Natan cheerfully and immediately embraced Holy. "Today you look more beautiful?"

"I haven't been pretty all this time?" answer the Holy Ketus.

"Not that, you look so fresh."

"So if I wear makeup I don't look fresh?"

"It's not that..."

"Udah is enough, I want to say it right away," Holy Servants who are increasingly sprained.

"What's the matter, baby?"

"I want us to break up," said Holy loudly who made his breath sting.

"What's wrong? Why suddenly ask to break up?" hearing Holy's statement just now made Natan reflexively hold Holy's hand tightly and try to stare at Holy's eyes sharply. "Don't you like the last night I sang? I always try to be close to you, I always try to take care of you?"

Holy got down and he started to doubt his decision, "But last night you were really annoying, how could you make me come to the concert but you didn't think I existed. At least to reply to my chat even though it is short. And you don't know how much it hurts me to see a woman who's holding your HP casually, and I've called that HP a few times but it's not lifted."

"Holy, he's just a friend," Nathan's voice trembled slightly.

Holy raised his head. Looking into Nathan's eyes, looking for an honesty from that gaze. He could not read those clear eyes, only that his heart said to still want to end their relationship.

"I still want us to break up" said Holy, still hesitating.

"Now you're being honest, is there any other reason than what you said until you asked to break up?"

"Hm I have no other reason," Holy thought to Artyo who was far away in Germany, who already had most of his heart. It was just that he did not dare to reveal it to Nathan.

"If I don't want to break up how?" Natan clasping Holy's hand grew stronger.

"Aw sick," Holy tried to let go of Natan's grasp. "All right, I'll think again."

Nathan let go of his grasp. "Holy I love you so much. If you kill me, I can be very hurt."

Holy could only smile oddly at Natan's words. She hopes that tomorrow she gets the right reasons to end her relationship with Natan.

***

Holy tried to be more indifferent to Nathan. He did not want to pay any more attention and he would only reply to Natan's potluck message. She hopes her treatment keeps Natan from feeling at home and away from her.

The community often shares information about ongoing fashion shows as well as some fashion competitions. In fact, they also often hold fashion shows for their own members, because their community is still famous among the campus only.

Holy became more and more the spirit of pursuing his dream after joining that community. He also often invites Rere to join the community, only Rere prefers to spend time with his girlfriend. Rere only often gives spirit to Holy, when Holy is following the event of the race or must make clothes that will be displayed in the fashion show community.

Holy and Rere were sitting in a new cafe near their campus. Holy is preparing a design to follow a national competition event.

"Rere thinks it's good, right?" Holy showed the design to Rere.

"Good Ly! but maybe the arm part is too prominent to cover the pattern of the waist," Rere replied by playing pencil in his mouth.

"Okey I'll fix it. Thank you Re for helping you," Holy is like wanting to kiss his friend's cheek.

"Eits, can't this be just for my girlfriend," Rere said with a chuckle.

"Huh, you little bucin," complained Holy who finally laughed.

"Hope, lately I've rarely seen Natan come to you on campus, where is she?" rere asked which made Holy pause for a moment.

"Maybe he's pursuing the courses left behind" Holy replied with a bodo feeling very.

"If she has another girl you don't get hurt?"

"No I'm freeing him to be close to anyone, want to find a new girlfriend also notpapa."

"You sure? Later you will be sad because you cry again with me. It's hard to get a guy as handsome as Natan who also has a leadership spirit and also looks very affectionate with you."

"Yes, I also did not expect to be able to date a guy who is almost as perfect as that. But there are things that still bother my mind, I feel depressed during the courtship with him. I can't be free to do anything I like. And after starting to get away from him little by little I can find my pleasure again."

"That means the point is now that you're happy that Natan's been away from you, too?"

"Hehe yes," Holy smiled to the point of showing his white teeth.

"You see, I took Nathan from you. Haha..."

Holy suddenly sees Reno emerge from the entrance of the cafe, Reno looks like he wants to surprise Rere from behind. Holy could only smile withholding his laughter after seeing Reno's face change after hearing Rere's words.

"Oh so you want to take Natan?" suhut Reno surprised Rere.

"Oh my dear has come. Hehehe is kidding me, where I might grab Natan while I already have a boyfriend as handsome as you." Rere began to embrace his girlfriend and tried to make her boyfriend laugh again.

"Ehem, there's still me. Happy later if you're alone."

"Sorry Ly, being friendly is our advantage" Rere said flirtatiously.

Holy could only shake his head at the behavior of his friend.