
*** If love is no longer for me, if my heart is no longer for me, why should he take you.
Rangga returned to meet Sakina, when it was outside Arjuna's room, Rangga pulled Sakina's ladder plan.
"What's all this Sakina?" ask Rangga.
"What exactly is your relationship with Arjuna?"
"Why did you kiss her like a lover?" rangga asked in tubes, while looking closely at Sakina's eyes.
Sakina was slightly startled, "Sir Juna she..," Sakina's words came to a halt, looking doubtful at her to say the truth.
"Tell me the truth Sakina?" Rangga looked deeper into Sakina.
"Sir Juna has feelings of love towards me Mas," replied Sakina Lirih.
"What do you mean, what kind of feeling do you mean?" asked Rangga unsure.
"The feeling of a man towards a woman, I mean." Sakina is hard to explain.
"Arjuna loves you, like I love you," said Rangga, his eyes unmoved, he kept staring at Sakina sharply.
"I.i.ia Mas," Sakina replied nervously.
"But why could Sakina, you guys be together, and why don't you ever tell me." A little emotional.
"I didn't have the chance to tell you, because Kak Juna forbade me from meeting you" Sakina replied.
"It is fitting that Arjuna's attitude changes towards me" Rangga said.
"Sakina you can't get too close to her, it's the same as fostering her love for you."
"I can't be away from her, right now she needs me, and sorry Mas Rangga, I have to cancel our marriage" said Sakina.
"What's? but why Sakina?" Stiff emotions.
"The color I don't want to discredit Arjuna, I'm afraid Kak juna will do reckless things again, such as smoking excessively and drinking alcohol again, while Arjuna now lives with only one kidney ," sakina said, she also took off.
"But it's Sakina's fault, Arjuna can't have that feeling towards you, we can think of a way to solve this problem baby, by being together we can definitely overcome it, you believe in me sakina?" rangga asked, the two stairs still holding Sakina's shoulders.
"How is it going?" ask Sakina.
"Let's think with Raka and Evelyn, we all have to work together, we make Arjuna can forget his feelings for you, we ask Mas Aziz, to find Arjuna a mate as soon as possible."
"But Mas, what about Kak Juna's contract with Evelyn's family."
"We told Evelyn to persuade her parents to cancel her contract" with Arjuna.
"Are you sure, Mom?" Sakina hesitates.
"Make dear"
"Well Mas, but for a while I ask for your understanding, keep your sikaf in front of Kak Juna, so that he is not jealous, I do not want anything to happen to him again, he said, Brother Juna has suffered a lot, he has sacrificed a lot, I just want to support him at this time."
" He's a darling, but if it's behind Arjuna, we can make out?" rangga asked while embracing Sakina.
"No way, not yet halal," he said while droving Rangga's nose.
***
Meanwhile in Raka's treatment room.
"Darling how's Kak Juna doing ?" ask Raka.
"You've regained your senses, baby, there's Sakina and Rangga looking after Arjuna." Evely.
"Why I am not allowed to die alone, my whole life is not troublesome my brother, I should be dead at this time," said Raka Lirih.
"Don't talk like that, if you die, then your death, will be the reason for my death, "Evelyn said sadly.
"Why don't you take your medicine, baby, do you want to get away from me on purpose? " ask Evelyn who is disappointed.
"Not so dear, I think if I die, you can marry Arjuna, and my sister will also definitely forget her feelings for Sakina, I know very well Kak Juna, is suffering at the moment, so much, he can't be in a relationship with another woman because it's under contract with your father right, your father is like setting my brother up, he's like imprisoning him, while we're here sitting relaxed, relaxed, expressing affection here and there, all because of Kak Juna's sacrifice, I want to die because I don't want to bother him anymore," Raka's tour was sad.
"You take it easy, baby, I thought that I would ask my Deddy to cancel his contract, all I could do, to free Arjuna, no matter how much I owe Arjuna his life, he even willingly scraped his kidney for you, I will make Arjuna free from all my Dedy demands" Evelyn said.
Evelyn chuckled, "You don't have to worry baby, they're my parents, they can't hurt me, believe me, this time you can count on me" Evelyn said.
"She I believe, baby" said Raka, kissing Evelyn's lips.
"Thank you dear," he said
Sakina and Rangga return to Arjuna's room, Sakina immediately approaches Arjuna who seems to be looking for her whereabouts,
"Where have you been?" asked Arjuna who was staring intently at Sakina and Rangga,
"To find anggin Kak, all looking for snacks, Kak Juna want?" sakina asked, while showing the plastic package that was brought by Rangga.
While Rangga was just sitting on the sofa, he was so uncomfortable to be noticed by Arjuna, Arjuna's eyes, as if always watching him.
"When he took medicine, now Kak Juna ate first," said Sakina, he also fed Arjuna.
This time it was Rangga's turn to Jealos,
I'm just her future husband, never in a bribe, Rangga's mind, she also stared intently at Arjuna.
I don't know, ever since he knew Arjuna's feelings for Sakina, Rangga felt jealous, even though he had never felt anything like it before.
After Arjuna sleeps, Sakina comes to Rangga.
"Sakina lay on Rangga's lap, Do I have to watch scenes like this every day baby?" asked Rangga who at that time stroked Sakina's long hair.
"Please dong Darling, if it's time, I'll be yours, too" Sakina got up and kissed Rangga's cheek, but in reply with ******* soft on Sakina's lips.
"That's getting naughty again," Sakina pinched the friendly stomach of Rangga.
"Honey rather than idle, mending in benefits alone," said Rangga, who immediately grabbed Sakina's lips again.
After mutually****** friendly*, Sakina also withdraws from Rangga's grunts.
He then leaned his head against Rangga's shoulder.
It feels very different, when doing it with the feeling of love with the feeling of being forced, when doing it,
It feels disgusting if you have to make out to your own brother, but what is it possible to make, if so, that can make Arjuna excited again, he has to do it even with great force, given all that, he said, Sakina also shed her tears.
On the one hand he felt compassion with Arjuna, on the other hand, he felt disgusted to undergo this charade, which somehow had to end, Rangga was right, all this had to be ended immediately, he said, whatever happens, he can no longer do it to Arjuna, it's the same as keeping a time bomb, which will destroy him and Arjuna.
After a week of treatment, both Raka and Arjuna were allowed to go home.
Raka had to keep taking medicine, for the rest of her life, while Arjuna, she had to maintain a regular diet, rest and exercise, of course she was no longer allowed to smoke and consume alcohol.
Sakina stands on the balcony of her house, the wedding is only two weeks away, but she has not told Arjuna, Arjuna only knows, if their marriage is canceled.
Sakina is increasingly afraid to tell the truth, to Arjuna, she is afraid that if Arjuna finds out, he will be disappointed and return to smoking and consuming alcohol.
Arjuna, who saw Sakina on the balcony, approached her.
"Are you thinking about your marriage to Rangga, Sakina?" ask Arjuna.
"No, sister" Sakina nervously answered Arjuna's question.
Arjuna approached Sakina, "No lying Deck, Kak Juna understood, you and Rangga will still get married, nothing will stand in the way of your love, nothing will stand in the way of your love, Brother also believes Rangga is the right person for you," said Arjuna.
"So you still bless our marriage?" ask Sakina sure.
"Of course, you're an adult, you should be married, and that's my responsibility as your brother" Arjuna said.
Sakina hugged Arjuna, too, "Thank you, sister," said Sakina was moved, now she and Rangga do not need to play with the cats anymore.
And Arjuna also realized, he must be able to eliminate his feelings, because it should be.
Arjuna returned to his room, Arjuna to the bathroom and did ablution, after which he also prayed circumcision.
Arjuna felt that if all the problems he could not handle, then the only way, was to give it back to God.
Arjuna prayed repentance, he cried, and regretted his actions. All this time, he was too obedient to his desires, until he forgot there was a way back, he said, and the only way back is to get closer to God, so his heart will be at peace.
After praying, Arjuna confessed his sins to the creator, tears welling up, a sign that he was earnest in his repentance.