
***" You're stored in my heart, even though your body I can't have, my soul will be with you, even if you're not created for me.
God, give me life one more time, just to be with him, I love him, really love him, this feeling is really unnatural, but I want to stay with him, forever, forever, forever, why is our love forbidden when I believe you are mine, why can't our love be united, when I'm sure there is no love other than you" Arjuna .***
Evelyn wakes up and there is no Raka by her side, the first night is gray, though disappointed, Evelyn tries to understand.
Raka returned to her room tired, still wearing the shirt and suit she wore at her wedding.
After washing his face, Raka looked in the mirror, there was blood running down his nose, today he felt very tired, "I have to rest, otherwise I will definitely be down again, I will definitely be down again, then what will be my family later," Raka said to herself.
In the morning Arjuna woke up, his body felt all pain, until it felt up to the face.
He tried to go to the bathroom, but with great pain, he fainted and chuckled on the floor.
The time has shown at 8 am, there is no activity in the house, only the household agents and Oma just do the routine, because only Oma who does not know the incident last night.
Evelyn woke up, and there was Raka beside her, hugging and kissing Raka,
"Morning Kiss dear," he told Raka, when Raka came to her senses because of Evelyn's kiss.
Raka got up, "Honey you're awake, sorry yes on the first night, I have to leave you alone," said Raka.
Evelyn immediately hugged Raka, "It's okay, I'll ask for a double tonight" Evelyn joked.
Raka observed Evelyn closely, Love is indeed strange, difficult to describe, how a girl as perfect as Evelyn can love her sincerely, Evelyn should be able to choose a man that is much better than me, she said, Evelyn is strange, as strange as Kak Juna, no wonder some people consider love is a blessing, but there are also those who consider love a disaster.
Evelyn was like a miracle I could touch, Raka smiled and kissed Evelyn on the forehead.
"Honey I want to see Kak Juna's situation, you make me breakfast, yes" Pinta Raka.
"Dear, but I take a shower." Evelyn scratched Raka's nose, then moved towards the bathroom.
Raka opens the door to Arjuna's room and sees Arjuna lying on the floor.
He also woke Arjuna, "So I woke up, Sis," Raka shook Arjuna's body but did not wake up, he went to the bathroom, and took water with a dipper, and splashed it on Arjuna's face.
After several times in the splash of water by Raka, Arjuna was aware, and was shocked to see Raka in front of him.
"Raka, You?" asked Arjuna while frowning his forehead.
Raka propped up Arjuna's body and took her to bed, "What happened to me Raka, why are there bruises on my face?" Arjuna was still half conscious.
"You drink at the bar, because you don't bring money, you get beaten up by the Bar guards,"
"You mean I'm drunk, Raka?"
Raka just nodded.
"But why?" Arjuna was unconscious, he still frowned, because his head felt heavy.
After remembering all the events last night, Arjuna's face changed, he was downcast and cried.
"Sister, why did you do that to Sakina, sister? ask Raka.
Raka hugs Arjuna .
"So you really love Sakina, it's just that you never realize it, you have to get rid of that feeling immediately, because no matter how much you love her, you can't marry her, she's your real sister, even if it's not as bad," said Raka while hugging Arjuna .
"But how to bury the love, which has been piled up for years, I just want to stay with him, just like when we were little," said Arjuna.
"Try to marry sister, salute your love, to your wife, I'm sure everything will be back to how it was, and Sakina, will still be your sister, you can still kiss, and hug her, as long as it's not excessive, Sakina also deserves to be happy, she now loves Rangga, and Rangga also loves her, don't you want to see her live happily with the person she loves?" Rabbet.
"I'm still too heavy Raka, let go back, I don't want to part with him anymore, I love him too much Raka, "Arjuna .
"The more you love her, sister, the more you have to take it off, you can hurt her again, because your love is sister, Poor Sakina, she is the sister we have to protect, his happiness is our priority, brother, not you, who taught me all that."
"You're right Raka, I can go back to hurting her, right now, I'm ashamed of her, what will I tell Sakina, Raka?"Arjuna was crying, and they had already let go of each other.
"You go Raka, I want to be alone" he said, then Arjuna picked up the cigarette in his pants pocket, turned it on and smoked it.
Raka was so shocked, because Arjuna never smoked, every problem, he always prayed two rakaat begging for directions.
But now, Arjuna's escape is now leaning towards the negative, already fragile your faith Kak, the inner Raka.
It passed leaving Arjuna, alone, Maybe Arjuna needs time.
Women are the greatest slander for Adam.
Raka headed for Sakina's room, and at that time, Sakina was sitting on the edge of the bed, Raka approached her.
"How are you doing, Dek?" asked Raka while gently stroking Sakina's hair.
But Sakina did not answer, she just nodded.
Raka pulled Sakina's body and hugged her.
"Sorry, Dek? maybe he was khilaf." said Raka softly in Sakina's ear.
" Don't hate Juna, Dek, ? there must be something that makes it that way."
Sakina just undressing,
"There may be Sakina hates Kak juna Kak, Sakina is very dear to Kak Juna, Sakina even willingly married Kak Juna, and buried Sakina's love for Rangga, even though Sakina's heart was so broken, during this time Kak Juna has sacrificed too much, this time let Sakina who relented, as long as Sakina saw Kak juna happy," the cry of Sakina Pilu heart-wrenching.
"But darling, you guys are not allowed to get married, Raka promised to persuade Kak Juna to bless your relationship, and Rangga."
Sakina let go of her wound, "But Kak Juna must be disappointed, Brother."
"Dear, let Kak juna think clearly, after that, will Brother talk, you do not be sad anymore." Raka wiped Sakina's tears.
And Sakina smiled, sure of Raka's words.
***Lyric by: the virgin, forbidden love.