What's My Wrong

Eps. 03

I parked the car in the garage and led the children into the house, I did not see Mas Raka. Where's she? Quickly I keep my curiosity, at this time I do not want to know all about it even accidentally I blocked Mas Raka's contact so that for a while he could not contact me.

What happened today since yesterday everything was like a dream, making me neglect to do all the household business as usual, let alone take care of the laundry that piles up, to cook it just did not have time.

Although all this time Mas Raka always persuaded to hire an IRT but I never wanted to, I think I was still able to do everything. And right now how much someone wants to help me.

If my emotions want me to leave this house for a while, eliminate a little tired but I don't want my household tempest to be known by Mother and Father, don't want them to be disappointed, I don't want them to, after all Mas Raka son-in-law whom they had been proud of.

“Mother, lapaaaar ..” Bayu whining while tugging at the game that I have not had time to take off since coming home from meeting the woman, made me realize from daydreaming.

I forgot to feed my children.

“Iya dear, briefly yes .. Mother cook first favorite chicken soup Kak Bayu,” I said while hugging the small body of my son.

“Kakak play first gih same Adik.”

I prepared my children's dinner sober, I even forgot to eat all day. It feels like no food can pass through this throat, it turns out this feels like betrayal.

The events that I thought were only in the movies and soap operas I ended up experiencing myself, and I don't know where the end of the solution took me, all I wanted right now was to stay away from my husband and all I needed was my children.

I was still while feeding Bayu and Tasya when Mas Raka came, I saw him wearing a casual dress, a jeans suit and a blue t-shirt. Judging from his clothes it seems like today he did not enter the office.

As usual, the children rushed into his father's arms, and Mas Raka greeted them warmly, I caught a haru expression on his face. This time I let them, my daughter's son doesn't need to know their parents' dispute.

“Bayu ... Tasya .., let's finish the meal, son,” call me later, make the two toddlers let go of his father's embrace and race to get a feed from me.

With the tip of my eyes watching the movements of Mas Raka, it seems like he really wants to join us in front of the TV but every time he wants to step foot he did not do, he did, it was as if there was a burden holding back so that finally his body ended up sitting on the front porch.

“Well, food is up. Yuuk, Mother's favorite clean-up, mother wants to read a fairy tale."

“Hoyeeeeee ..0” my little daughter said cheerfully, though every time I read a fairy tale she couldn't catch her point, maybe quite happy just to see her cute old expression while reading a story.

I deliberately put the children to sleep faster, in order to talk to Mas Raka. Ready or not I have to finish so I know where we want to take our marriage.

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“Kuet the woman, earlier ...”

I opened the conversation, not a look of surprise on his face. Apparently he knew, surely the woman had told him everything.

“He admits to your relationship, what's my fault? Was I not a good wife to you? if it's my fault please tell me, I'll fix it but this is not the way. You have the heart Mas!” I was too sick to cry.

“Mother, a-I'm sorry. Even if Mother has no fault, Mother has been the best wife. My relationship with Sari is not what you imagined.”

“Do you know what I imagine? All I know is that you guys are out hand in hand from that hotel, the hotel!!! What other explanation do you want to give?”

“Indeed I was missteps, but there's a reason why I'm like this,” he said in a desperate tone.

“Honestly, I have more respect if you apologize enough. A thousand pleadings no one can justify your behavior.”

“The company that Dad started was forced to close, Dad had to cover the debt that was piling up. And at that time Sari came to offer help, I knew that she had a heart and I just took that opportunity bun...”

“Should it be that way? I'd rather fall poor than be given a living that way. Disgusting know??!”

“If there is no intervention Sari all our property will run out Bun, I have to sell the house, car and even all our savings are drained out to pay the debts of the bankrupt company. I'm ashamed of you, with you and with you."

“Tega kau Mas, not a little bit you tell the problem to your family and prefer to share the problem with other women.”

“Mother, please hard—“

“For whatever reason it is inappropriate for Dad to play with fire with another woman, see now the result of your actions. There are many people who are hurt.”

“Now I want to ask you one thing, I choose this family or choose that woman!”

“Mother must have known the answer, there is no way I chose the woman over you,” he said with a clear look.

“Pronounce that sentence in front of him, in front of my eyes.” I challenged him. Wanted to see if he had the guts in front of the woman.

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“Can't!! Mas Raka can't leave me. I'm pregnant with your son mas, you must take responsibility for your actions.”

“Crazy you Sari! yesterday I explained I will be responsible for the fetus you carry but not by marrying you.”

What other fact is this? In front of my eyes I saw them struggling, a new fact that the woman was carrying my husband's child, I looked up at my chest hoping that this heart would not stop beating to hear everything.

“Enak only!!! What did you think I was all this time? just your lustful gratification huh??!! At least this kid I'm carrying is your son too, your flesh and blood. I don't want my son to be born without a father”

The woman began to hysterically uncontrollably.

“Hey mbak, you have no trouble holding my husband accountable because of the child you bear. What about my children? You think your life is precious? Do my children not deserve a father? The father they had known whom they always welcomed and missed every day. Do you guys do it?!”

“I did not ask Mas Raka to divorce Mbak Indah.”

“Till any time I won't be ready to be combined. If Mas Raka marries you for responsibility it means Mas Raka is willing to lose us. You who made it all so difficult, you should have never entered our lives in the first place!”

Unable to continue all this drama, I took my bag and car keys off the table and prepared to leave them.

“Now without you asking me to leave my husband, after all his betrayal he no longer deserves to be my husband.”

I said those words firmly making the woman's shoulder shaken with tears then turned the exact look to Mas Raka's bead of eyes.

“And you are Mas Raka, marry her. I let you guys be happy. You think I can't support my kids? You are wrong. Even if I fall poor I am still rich in self-esteem,”

Suddenly Mas Raka prostrated at my feet in tears, startling me and also making Sari flabbergasted in disbelief.

“Please .. please don't do this Bun, I promise I won't repeat again. Without you asking I'll leave it.”

Mas Raka's words made Sari stare in disbelief. I look with a satisfied face, Cih! All this time you've been able to take my husband? You are wrong, I am in my heart. Wait, I'll make you sorry.

Ignoring the two of them, I accelerated my footsteps towards the parking area and left the office. The office that I previously recognized as PT Perkasa but turned out to have changed its name and changed owners to CV Raksa seems to be an abbreviation of the name of the two of them. It's smart that they've been playing me this whole time and hiding everything.

Along the way home my defenses were shed, tears that had been held back since yesterday spilled into tears. I played the music out loud hoping that the sound of crying would not be heard.

When I got home, I picked my kids up from the neighbors. All the supplies I've been preparing since last night, the clothes and all the securities, good luck all this time all the assets in my name. I won't leave a dime for Mas Raka.

“Kids, let us have a holiday.”

“Horeeee ...”

“Hoyeeee ..”

Their cheerful cries were deafening, leaving a deep sadness for me, they were still so small and did not know what was happening to them.

Wait a minute, my children. There are only two possibilities after this, whether your father managed to solve his problems with the woman and return with a new person or.

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