WHAT IS MY FAULT KANG

THE HUMILIATION AND TRAUMA OF MY CHILDREN

POV NARTI

After a long time passed, it was time for the children to come home from school to be picked up by bang Soleh.

"Assalamualaikum mother.."so much so that my two children entered the house after they placed their shoes on the shoe rack near the terrace and they immediately washed their hands in the mini shower located on the edge of the terrace.

"Wa'alaikumsalam dear.gimana school today.."I asked my children as they saluted me.

"Alhamdulillah bun, earlier fandy got a value of 100 for mathematics and there is also a pr bun, later insyaallah fandy kerjain.." replied fandy with a smile.

"Alhamdulillah son, whose spirit of learning is dear." I kissed my son's forehead full of affection.

"Yes bun." replied fandy.

"And aa... How's today son?"I asked janny.

"Alhamdulillah smoothly bun, there are only a few pr insyaallah later aa kerjain, bun.." replied janny.

"Good boy.yeah now change clothes, pray and mother wait for lunch dear..."

"OK bun." answered my children as they ran to the room. While my mind is still raging because the kang somat did not return home until this afternoon, does not care anymore for us, his wife and children in my stub house sad in my heart.

Soon my children came down to me at the dinner table.

"Bun, which father.kok has not come home yet bun...

this morning I didn't see you either." asked Fandy.

"Maybe the father is busy, son. his name is also a businessman plus celebrities so sometimes not necessarily the time." hehehe.

'Yes, too, yes, bun. hehehe." replied fandy, laughing.

"Yuk immediately eat son, let the food not be too cold..."I said as I filled my children's dishes with rice and their favorite side dishes while Anand chewed her baby biscuits with pleasure and we enjoyed our lunch.

Soon kang somat entered the house and went straight to the dining table.

"Hai boy.. adek gemes too...new to eat this?"somat asked while joking with his children.

"Yes, yeah.Had you eaten?"ask janny.

'Daddy has eaten already, continue to eat it..dad want to clean first.oke boy.."say somat to his children without looking at me one bit.

"OK yah.." answered the children in unison.

Before long we finished lunch and the kids while keeping his sister watching cartoons at one of the private television stations and I cleaned up our food scraps earlier, then I went to the room to meet the kang somat who was in our room.

As I opened the door, I saw the kang somat sitting on the bed playing his phone with a smile, my feelings were not good since he sent a photo with the women.

"Kang.."Call me to berahan.

"What.." he answered briefly without looking at me for a moment and his attitude made me sad.

"Why don't you think about my feelings kang, worry about me from last night will come out.Why do you have to treat narti like this, kang... the accusation is too on narti when I know the activities of narti every day, who are friends narti after we get married.."sayapku while holding back tears that want to flow on my cheeks.

"Halaahh..could you relate to your friends behind me.Do not teach me about association if you yourself are no better than me or rika..."answer the ketus kang somat to me until I can no longer hold back my emotions and disappointed.

"It seems that I am so easily influenced that I have the heart to accuse me of what I have not done.well kang, may I be satisfied.." said me while wiping the tears that began to wet my cheeks,and I immediately went out of the room to the tv room with my children to just ease the tightness in my chest a little.

"Mother, where's father?"janny who sat on the carpet accompanied her sister.

"Dad's resting, baby.capek said." I said a little lie.

"Eehh no dear.tadi mama's eyes glitter... hehehe.."I replied so that fandy not worry.

"Hehehe..iya also bun.." replied fandy responded to me, we also enjoyed the cartoon show until ashar.

"Janny, fandy.ayo, I'm late in the afternoon, take a shower and get ready to do my job, son, study for tomorrow's lesson.." I remind my children to prepare for their school tomorrow.

"Okay bun.we go to the room first yes bun.." answered my children while kissing their youngest brother's cheek.

I was getting ready to bathe the anand because it was late afternoon, while my aunt helped me prepare dinner for all of us, after bathing anand and wearing clothes and powder along with telon oil then I put anand in the crib because kang somat went to his office so I could not put anand on him and then I too cleaning my body to get tired which I feel hope is a little less,soon I was finished and immediately took anand and we were bedridden because we were sleepy and we were fast asleep until 6 pm.

Braakkk

I woke up hearing a door that was closed violently by a kang somat who stared intently at me and suddenly approached me in a very close distance while saying something so painful throughout me married to her.

"I'm sick of seeing you here.basal cheap women.." she said cynically to me.

"Your staff is kang.tega you.. so low is your judgment on me kang.." answered I held back crying.And I soon heard janny and fandy calling myself and kang somat.

"Dad..mother...why?"ask them in unison.Then I wipe away the tears and immediately open the door.

"Mother and father are okay, son, so I accidentally closed the door a little hard.sorry, baby.." I said with a smile.

"Yes mother." they answered in unison and immediately returned to their room.Then I closed the door and said to the kang somat.

"You see kang, you see their worries, don't you think before you act?"

"Halaaaahhh..."answer kang somat underestimate and it makes me start provoked emotions.Can not I hold too long tightness in my chest I finally bring anand who woke up and cried to his sister's room.

"Aa.. see first yes son, the mother wants to be ready for our dinner.. a moment yes son.." I said to janny and fandy.

"Yes bun.." answered them in unison.I went to the dining room to prepare dinner for us, after which I approached the children in the room and we immediately went down to dinner.

After dinner I asked the kids to go to the room and I told them tonight that I was going to their big house on the grounds that they missed their adek, at first they wanted to come but I prevented because tomorrow they both have to go to school they finally obeyed my words, I said,I use such excuses so that my children are not traumatized by the effects of the problems between me and the kang somat.

Then I immediately went to the room to prepare my clothes and anand and all my personal belongings without bringing any kang somat at all, while the kang somat sat in the living room without looking at me and anand who made my heart so bitter.

"Kang, narti pamit kang.keep yourself well.." said me while staring at the soft kang somat, while the kang somat did not look at me at all, until I could not feel my tears flowing back and was shocked when my youngest son Anand touched my cheek.

"Undaa ennaapa angishh.." said my youngest son funnyly.

"Eehh.. no dear pa-pa, just glittering... hehehe.." said me while stroking the head of my youngest son.

"Yes undaa." answered Anand, laying his head on my chest.

"You wanna go to the house, baby?"I asked anand.

"Auu undaa..acik..., yayah pelgi undaa?"anand asked while looking at his father.

"Dad can't come with son.later when it's finished work father must be follower father yes son." replied somat while smiling at his youngest son.

"Yayah yayah.nand pelgi play first yes yayah..."

"Yes dear.dadahh.."say somat while waving to the little one and replied by anand with his adorable wave.

"Narti pamit kang.gaga health... assalamualaikum.."and somat just look at it in silence until narti closed the door full of sadness.Sedang somat said softly while rubbing his face.

"I'm sorry a..neng.." - he said.

While out there narti while hugging anand waiting for the grabcar that has been in the message, narti,10 Minutes later the grabcar of his order came and when narti was about to leave looked janny and fandy who were crying and looking at narti from their room window while shaking their head hoping that the bunda did not go but narti could not to survive to establish the heart to depart and immediately waved his hand at his children who waved back until the car orders narti no longer seen in their yard.