WHAT IS MY FAULT KANG
NOT WILLING TO BE FAR FROM YOU
POV Rica
Today makes me happy and sad, too, all day how happy my heart alone with bang rayhan my lover but at the same time sad when I know that bang ray is going to study for a promotion for three months which will feel long for me us both. Food and drinks no longer feel good to me while the bang ray is also so sad looking at me with tears, he hugged me tightly as if not willing to separate even if only a matter of months.
"De'.."call bang ray.
"Yes bang.." answered me sobbing.
"Didn't you take that education ya de', don't willingly brother ninggalin you de'.." he said with tears dripping on his cheeks.
"Truly adek not willing also bang, empty it feels far from brother." I replied with an unbearable sobbing again.
"Abang was also de'.."reply bang ray tighter hugged me.
"But this is for the sake of duty and our future will also be later, ' ' '" I said lethargic.
"Then what do you think, dear.." asked bang ray while wiping my tears.
"There are only three months to bang.."I doubt it.
"Yes de', it's only three months...do you allow it?"asked bang ray while clutching my fingers.
"Adek allow although heavy hearted adek it feels bang. because adek realize this is just the beginning, not to mention later if adek become brother's wife of course more brothers carry out the duties of the state..."I answered by trying to smile even though I was sad.
"Alhamdulillah if adek permit, we take care of each other's hearts de'.." said bang ray while rubbing my hair lovingly.
"Yes bang, keep your brother's heart to adek...we can communicate right bang?"my many.
"Can de', because there are no restrictions on communication other than de' study time." replied bang ray while hugging me.
It did not feel the day before noon we immediately moved and headed to one of the largest malls in Surabaya for lunch and zhuhur prayer there, about 1 hour we arrived and immediately looked for prayer.After praying we look for a place to eat and we chose the most delicious soto outlets in this mall,bang Ray also invited me to sit at a corner table that allowed us to look at the highway.
"De', yuk sat down baby."bang ray let me sit next to him.
"Yes bang, thank you baby." said me with a sweet smile on her.
"Sama-sama dear.."reply bang ray while returning my smile.
"What do you want soto, honey?"ask bang ray.
"Soto aja chicken ya bang, drink her iced tea only.. if there is emping may also bang.." answered me.
"OK,mbak.sama in aja menu yes mbak.." said bang ray to the maidservant.
"Well, wait a minute, ma'am, mas.."reply to the waiter as he passed to the kitchen.
"Well.."we answered in unison making us laugh funny.
"Honey.honest if not for education do not want your brother left, three months anyway.." complained bang ray while rubbing my hair.
"No pa-pa bang, only three months old brother ninggalin adek.."I replied while stroking his cheek.
"But brother can't get far from you de'.."look at him sad.
"Important to keep the trust adek, that's the adek pinta bang.."return me again while holding his fingers and he nodded and tighten his hand grip also on me.
