Wedding On Paper

Throw This Feeling Out

Before long, the sound of knocking on the door of the room was heard so clearly. The voice of the woman who called out the names of Fira and Bara, repeatedly.

"Mas, Mama called," said Fira, trying to keep her body away from Bara's embrace. But Bara still hugged him, as if he did not want to let go.

"Mas."

"Wait a minute." said Bara, then he stretched his body with Fira. And cup, as soon as Bara kissed Fira's lips, at a glance.

"Let me open it" said Bara, looking at Fira's face, which had been reddened by embarrassment.

Bara immediately went to open the door to his room. And he saw Mama Vienna who was standing behind the door.

"What's the matter Ma?" ask Bara.

"Let's hurry, go down, and tell Fira that her father came here" Vienna said. Bara also agreed.

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"Fira, let's go downstairs, Daddy's coming here" Bara asked.

Fira was so happy to hear that her father had come here. He eagerly agreed to Bara's invitation to immediately go down to meet his father.

"Dad.." call Fira, so cheerful. A little run up to his father who was sitting on the sofa with Papa Hito, Lisa, Bima and Mama Vienna.

Fira immediately sat down beside Alex, hugged Alex and kissed his father on the cheek, as if he was a child.

"Fira, you are, it's still like this" said Alex, smiling, holding his daughter's cheek, leaning over her shoulder.

"You're married, why are you still acting like this, Dad?" ask Alex.

"Dad, did you forget, you used to say, that I'm forever going to be Daddy's little girl. That's why it's okay if I still act like this, Dad?" said Fira, in her powerful voice.

"Yes, yeah,"

"With Dad alone you're spoiled like that, why not with me?" timpal Bara, who just sat his body on one of the sofas not far from Fira.

Fira immediately let go of her embrace with Alex, and chimed in on her husband's words. To make everyone who was there shake their heads and occasionally laugh at every word that was thrown and the mouths of Fira and Bara alternately. The moment is really beautiful now. Two families that look very harmonious and happy.

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In the evening, after finishing the dinner, Alex and Bima say goodbye to go home, they were escorted by Mang Dadang. Fira also had offered her father to stay at her in-laws' house, but Alex and Bima refused, because they felt bad. Especially tomorrow Bima, will go to conduct an online test, which is held by the campus for selection of college scholarships.

Not to forget Fira gave some parcels, which in it were souvenirs that Fira had brought from Amsterdam, and in particular for his father and sister.

After delivering Father and Bima to the front door, and seeing their departure. Fira and Bara went back inside the house, walking together towards their room.

After showering and cleaning his face, Fira sat his body on the edge of the bed. While Bara, he was in the bathroom.

Fira spread her body freely on the bed, rolling to and fro, because her eyes were still hard to shut.

The ringing of Bara's cell phone, which was stored on the nightstand, was heard clearly in Fira's ear, to make this woman wake up, and immediately grabbed her husband's phone.

And again, again, Fira finds a call from a contact with the initials R.

"Actually who is this guy? it's really nice to call Mas Bara these nights," grumbled Fira, annoyed at being disturbed.

Fira refuses the call, and keeps Bara's cell phone back where it was. Shortly Bara came out of the bathroom, rubbing his face with a small towel in his hand, he immediately approached Fira, who was seen sitting, with a face that looks pouting.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I just feel annoyed, nights like this, your phone often gets calls from the R," said Fira, with a face that still looks annoyed.

"Will Raina?" inner Bara.

"Did you pick up the call?"

"No, I refused his call."

"Oh, good," said Bara smiling, throwing his little towel, onto one of the couches in his room. And he immediately laid his body on the bed, with Fira.

Bara, pulling Fira's body, fell into his arms, with Fira's head bearing Bara's arm, while hugging Bara's body, Fira was still thinking about the person who called earlier.

"Mas."

"Hm...."

"Actually who is R? why does he call you all these nights?"

"He's nobody, get some sleep" Bara replied.

"If it's nobody why does he call you so often? R is not a woman, if one connection is not possible repeatedly right?"

He took his breath, and exhaled it slowly. He shifted his body to face Fira.

"If you knew she was a woman and we knew each other would you be jealous?" ask Bara.

Fira frowned, "Jealous? why should I be jealous? I won't be jealous, I'll just ask, anyway" Fira said.

"really?" Fira nodded her head.

"Yes," said Bara with a chuckle.

"Mas, you haven't answered my question! Do you really know that woman who called you?"

"Of course I know him" Bara replied, with a chat.

Fira momentarily fell silent, "If indeed they know each other, it means they have a relationship, but as what? inner Fira.

"Mas."

"What?" tanya Bara, while playing Fira's hair.

"If you do know her, then you and that woman have a relationship?"

Deg, immediately Bara's heart seemed surprised to hear the words that were just thrown from Fira's mouth.

"You don't just talk! I don't have a relationship with him anymore" Bara said.

"Again?"

"That means you had a relationship with him?" asked Fira with a disappointed look.

"Bu-no, ma-I don't mean like that" Bara said.

Fira immediately woke up, and changed his position to sit near Bara. Bara also woke up, sitting cross-legged on the bed.

"Then what?" exciting Fira.

"Fira, listen to me first." Bara grabbed both of Fira's hands, and grasped them tightly.

"Please promise me first, if you know all this, you won't be mad at me" Bara said.

"Fira... I beg you, promise me first, if I speak the truth, after this you do not get angry or change your attitude to me, yes.." said Bara, as if full of hope.

Fira momentarily fell silent, then nodded her head twice, "Alright, I promise you," said Fira.

"Fira, have you ever loved someone?" ask Bara.

Fira furrowed both eyebrows, astonished by the question Bara asked.

"Why is that?"

"So, ... long ago, before I married you, I once loved a woman,” said Bara, slowly.

Deg, at once Fira's heart, felt claustrophobic hearing the words from Bara. Fira felt a bit of disappointment in her heart, but somehow she could feel it.

"Did that woman call you?" asked Fira, in a quiet voice.

Bara was silent, did not immediately answer Fira's question, and before long, Bara nodded her head slowly.

Fira immediately took a deep breath, trying to calm down with the situation he was facing right now.

"So, you're still in touch with him?" tanya Fira, looking closely at the two eyeballs Bara. There was a little fear in Fira's heart, if she had to hear the yes from her husband.

Bara felt unbearable, answering this question, but he had resolved to be honest with Fira. Moreover, he was increasingly unbearable when he saw the two eyes of Fira that began to glaze over.

Bara nodded her head slowly, signaling a yes answer, to the question Fira had just thrown.

"Fira, I'm sorry, I know I was wrong, but, I ended my relationship with him a month ago" Bara said, clasping Fira's hands tightly together.

Fira took her breath so deep. "One month ago? just ended? our marriage has been going on for four months" Inner Fira.

"You ended it a month ago, Mom?" fira asked, smiling bitterly, enduring the growing tightness in her heart.

"Fira, ... Fira, I know this is a big mistake, but please, you stay with me. I left him, and I chose to be with you" said Bara, staring fixedly at Fira's face.

"Why did you leave him? don't you love her? and why didn't you just marry her? why should I choose a matchmaking match with you?" question after question came out of Fira's mouth, with an increasingly heavy voice at the end of the sentence.

"Fira, my relationship with him is very complicated, and of course my family will not approve of us. And, for love, that feeling can change over time, especially when I rarely communicate with him, and slowly it starts to fade" Bara said.

"So you married me, because you feel like your relationship with that woman can't continue?" ask Fira. Bara nodded his head.

Fira smiled wryly, "I guess, even so far she would never love me. Even ending the relationship with the woman was only a month ago, "inner Fira.

"Fira," call Bara. Fira was silent, as if daydreaming about something.

"Fira, are you okay?" tanya Bara, holding both shoulders of Fira. Fira blinked her eyes.

"Fira, are you mad at me?" ask Bara, with his shoulder face.

"Mas, are you aware? indirectly, you have already wronged our marriage. I didn't even expect, after marrying me you were still in contact with her, even though you ended it in the end" Inner Fira, while staring fixedly at the two eyeballs of Bara.

"Fira, don't shut up like this, I'm sorry Fira." Bara immediately hugged Fira's body tightly, while throwing so many words of forgiveness to Fira. But Fira did not return her husband's embrace at all.

His eyes stared at the ceiling of the room, trying to hold back the dam of tears, which was felt to be collapsing. But Fira tried as hard as possible so that, he did not drop his tears.

"Fira, I'm sorry Fira" Bara said repeatedly. But as he still received no response from Fira, Bara let go of his embrace. And immediately looked at the two eyeballs of Fira, which already had a puddle of tears in his eye patch.

"Fira, ... Are you crying?" ask Bara slowly.

Fira immediately threw her face in any direction. "No, I'm not crying Mas" said Fira trying to smile to hide her sadness.

"I-I was just moved by Mas, thank you, because you have been honest with me, and I really appreciate your honesty" said Fira.

"Oh yeah, he called you earlier, maybe there was something important he wanted to say. You try to contact her again, who knows it's important" Fira said in a heavy voice, telling Bara to call the woman.

"No Fira, now there's nothing more important than you. I beg Fira, support me, don't you tell me to call her back" said Bara, holding Fira's arms together, clenching her in her chest.

Fira was silent for a moment, and nodded her head.

"Fira, I promise I'll put an end to all of this soon. And the day after tomorrow you're coming with me, aren't you, to meet him?" tanya Bara, beg.

"For what? why do I have to meet him?"

"I've told you that I'm going to tell people that you're my wife, including her. If I hadn't done this, he would have kept calling me" Bara said. Fira sighed, and nodded her head twice.

"Thank you Fira, thank you" said Bara, hugging Fira tightly.

Now Fira invites Bara to rest immediately. And Bara also agreed. Fira lay down to Bara's back, but Bara rebuked him, and pulled Fira's body to face him. Fira drowned her face in the chest of her husband's field. And Bara he hugged Fira tightly, while giving her many kisses on the top of Fira's head.

Bara felt a little relieved in his heart. After a long time he hid this, now Bara had calmed down, because Fira already knew, although He had not told who the figure of the woman he had loved.

Bara momentarily stared at Fira's face, which was already asleep. There was relief in his heart after revealing all of those things, but he was also a little unkind to Fira, he knew Fira would be very sad to hear all of this. But it is better for this sadness to occur, rather than having to constantly keep the lie, which if, the longer it is allowed, the more complicated it will be to explain.

"Sleep my wife, I'm sorry I made you sad" Bara said slowly. But it still sounded in Fira's ear. Not long Bara was washed away, asleep in his sleep.

As for Fira, from earlier she was still awake, even though her eyes were closed, but it was just a pretense, so that Bara did not see sadness in her eyes.

Fira opened her eyes and looked up, making sure that Bara had fallen asleep.

"Conscious Fira. behold, all this is a sign that Mas Bara never put his heart on you Fir," Fira's inner, staring blankly, at Bara's chest.

There was not a drop of water, escaped his eyes, fell through his nose and passed into one of his eyes again, until the tears fell dripping into the hands of Bara, who became the head pad of Fira.

Fira again felt tightness in his chest, for a moment Fira sighed, and threw it away slowly. Fira again remembered the words of Bara, long ago, when Bara once revealed that he never expected the presence of Fira, in his life.

Even Fira recalled the time when Bara, warning her not to fall in love with him.

Fira immediately rubbed both of her eyes, with the back of her palm. Clean up any tears that block his vision.

"*It looks like I have to throw away this feeling of mine. It's not fair if in this household I'm the only one who loves Mas Bara."

"Alright, Fira. You should be able to throw away this feeling, forget the sweet thing with Bara. Let's just say it never happened, and you have to close the doors of your heart."

Yep... I can do it!" inner Fira, trying to strengthen her heart*.

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