
After getting a call from Gerry, Damas who was not calm, he immediately drove his car at high speed to Dinda's apartment.
"Damn it!" when he found the red light. He had to stop the car first.
While waiting for the green light to turn on, he decided to call Dinda first to ask if she was doing well, or not.
Unfortunately, Dinda's phone number is off. "Where is he, why is his phone off" Damas grumbled.
He also returned to focus on watching the streets, and when the green light was on, he immediately stepped on the accelerator.
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Arriving there, Damas went straight into the elevator to Dinda's apartment unit. And as soon as the elevator opened, up on the floor of the intended building, he immediately stepped his long legs down the hallway of the apartment. And because he already knew the door pins of his apartment, Damas went straight in without knocking on the door first.
And how surprised Damas was to find Dinda standing in the doorway to the balcony staring blankly at him, with a sharp knife in her hand.
Both of Damas' eyes were perfectly rounded. "Dinda what are you doing" he said walking up to Dinda.
"Stop! Don't come any closer!" exclaimed Dinda, with reddened eyes, a little swollen as if she had cried.
Damas stopped as soon as he heard Dinda's call, especially when Dinda turned the knife on him while staring intently.
"Minda! Take off the knife right now!" exclaims Damas, while still firmly watching the two look in Dinda's eyes. But Dina did not mention it, her tears are now back falling soaked both of her cheeks.
"No! I don't want to!" shout Dinda.
Damas again stepped on his legs trying to get close to Dina, but Dinda again shouted at him
"Don't come any closer! Or this knife will kill me and the child in my womb!" threaten Dinda's. He brought the knife to his left wrist, with a hand that shook violently. Because this was the most powerful thing he did.
"Okay, okay I won't come any closer. But, please .. take off the knife Dinda," Damas said so gently, hoping that Dinda would obey.
"I'm tired Mas," he said raucously, with eyes that began to haze.
"I'm tired of hiding, I'm tired of holding back all the pain alone, I'm tired of Mas! I'm tired of suffering like this!" he shouted in frustration, full of emotions between anger and sadness. Her tears were pouring down her cheeks.
"Dinda calm down .. let's talk about all this well," Damas persuaded, taking a step closer.
"My parents, brother, you! ... Nobody wants my presence!" exclaimed Dinda, with a sobbing that began to weigh.
"Dinda, don't talk like that honey. I .. I still want you, let's take the knife off, baby," Damas said so slowly, trying to persuade. Both hands tried to grab Dinda's arm, but Dinda instead retreated her steps outwards, stepping on the balcony floor.
Damas' heart seemed to be so unreasonable, when he saw the woman he loved, it could be that close, even this was the first time Damas saw Dinda who was so pitiful, so sad, he could also see how frustrated Dinda was with the life she was living right now.
"Dinda, I love you, I love you, don't you act like this Dinda. Remember our child in your womb," said Damas, still trying to persuade, his heart was more and more unhinged, seeing the tears of the woman he loved, kept coming out of the two brown eyes.
Actually Damas, so fond of Dinda, if he could choose maybe he would choose Dinda rather than Selly, but because of the inner pressure he had been experiencing so far, he said, Damas should be able to love Selly as much as possible, as expected by both parents.
"Dinda, believe me. If I can choose, I will choose you and our child" Damas said, keeping an eye on Dinda's movements.
"Huh?" Both of Dinda's eyes stared withered. Smiling bitterly as if in disbelief. "really? ... Then marry me, Mas!" damas was silent, unable to answer the request of his lover.
"Look, your silence has answered everything, your words are just bullshit!" keep Dinda on, while throwing your face away. He turned his back on Damas. His heart seemed to return sick and sore, like in verses by a sharp razor. He closed his eyes, adjusting his breathing, which was getting so heavy. The water at both ends of her eyes was unbearable. The wetter it gets, the wetter it's cheeks.
And when Dinda turned around, Damas immediately acted, grabbed the knife in Dinda's hand and threw it in any direction. And dragged Dinda into the living room.
Dinda continued to rebel and screamed for release. But with all his might Damas continued to hold her, clutching her into her burly body.
"Take off me, let go!" he shouted, his cries again breaking the entire room with his pain ringing.
"Dinda calm down, you don't be like this. I didn't want any of this either, but I couldn't choose Dinda" Damas said, holding tightly onto Dinda's body, who was crying so hard.
"You never wanted me Mas, go and marry that woman named Selly. Go ...." His cries grew more and more unbearable. His strength seemed to disappear, his body began to feel so weak, and his heart again melted, once he was in the warm embrace of the man he loved.
"Cry Dinda, cry .. I'm sorry Dinda. I love you so much" Damas said, kissing Dinda's head. With both of his hands stroking Dinda's back, he tried to calm her down. Dinda could only immerse her face in the chest of her lover's field, she really felt she had no more hope, other than the hope of her love Damas.
Silence ... There was only the sound of a sighing cry from Dinda who was stung.
However, unexpectedly, all of a sudden, a female voice sounded so clearly calling out the name Damas.
"Mas Damas," called Selly in disbelief, with the end of the sound choked as if heavy. He was so incredulous, for what he had just seen before his own eyes.
Suddenly Dinda and Damas distanced each other, when they heard a familiar voice in their ears.
They were so gasped when they found Selly who was now standing in the doorway of her apartment unit.
"Selly," said Damas slowly as if powerless.
Hygiene ....
The world felt turned around, as if in disbelief with what she saw, Selly could only stare, and was silent within minutes of seeing it all.
"S-Selly, I-I can explain everything" Damas said.
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