Watashi No Hanayome's
36
“Welcome.”
“God Sha, how am I supposed to be here? Not that I was just in the world of the god Wan.” I suddenly went back to the Sha God place where I had originally left, and this obviously confused me.
“Before, I want you to calm down and listen to what I'm going to say.”
“God Sha, what's up? What happened.” As I looked around, I did not see the world I had just been to.
“You failed.”
“A-What? I failed, but how could?” I'm pretty sure I made it.
“Easy only. Your time in my world is up, and the group you assigned, they are dead. So, there is nothing more to defend from that world.” (Lord Wan)
“T-Wait first. A time? What does that mean?”
“The power, or blessing I give will take some of the time I give you.”
“Wait a minute.. I never knew this before.”.
“You should know that great power also requires great sacrifice. That goes for those two swords you have.”
“Both swords, Shirame and Ryuga.”
“Yes, do you feel anything. Right now, what makes you different from before.”
“What? That's of course, I'm stronger compared to the old me.”
“Yes, that's true. But, do you feel anything else?”
“Another thing? What does it mean?”
“Do you realize how many people have you killed in my world?”
“M-Kill? A-I?!” I was so surprised to hear that.
“The God who is watching you is not aware of it either. You've almost lost your humanity, if you continue, you'll get into pretty serious trouble in your life.”
“I. But, what about them? The people in the world, if I fail it means.”
“Hiroaki, relax. Let the Wan gods handle it, after all you're just a messenger. If you fail it doesn't matter.”
“No problem. If I fail, then the whole life of people in the world who are destabilized will be lost. Did you say it didn't matter.”
“Hiroaki's. Listen to ak-.”
“I have failed, I failed in saving them.”
“Hiroaki-..”
“When I was able to save them, but I failed. Only I can save them, but if I fail.
“HIROAKII! (raised his voice)” Dewa Sha raised his voice, and it made me stop. “Listen to me.”
“M-Sorry.” It's the first time I've heard god Sha raise his voice, it's so scary.
“You can kill or do anything, after all the god Wan has allowed it. Do you remember, you can do anything in the world of the god Wan.”
“But, I failed.”
“Kegalamu is a success for the Wan god, at least like that.”
“Success?”
“You did something amazing, and it made the god Wan change his mind.”
“Hey, I don't remember ever saying that.”
“It's important, god Wan already plans to revise that world.”
“Revision?”
“Refurbishing, you will know that all the worlds in this place are like a story.”
“Ya.” If not wrong god Sha had also discussed about it.
“The instability comes from the outside and sometimes also from the inside, and it is the duty of the god to fix it. And if it cannot be cleared, the god who guards it could destroy or renew the world.”
“If it can be updated, why world-..”
“Why the previous worlds were destroyed, instead of being renewed. Is that what you want to ask?”
“Ya.”
“That's because, renewing that world is quite a difficult thing, and it also takes time to do it. While a god could have more than 2 worlds that he must watch. Therefore the already unstable world is destroyed, because if it is renewed the god must focus with it and consequently the other world that the god guards will experience instability from within.”
“So..” I just found out about this.
“And the instability you are trying to stop this is from within.”
“For that, you don't have to worry.”
“You need not worry, an ordinary human like you will not know what a great god like me can do. At least before you become a god, you won't know what a god like me can do. Hahahaha..” Slowly god Wan goes.
“Your task is done, do you want to come back?”
“Ya, please god Sha.”
“Alright, if there's a next assignment I'll call you back.”
“Ya, thank you.”
“Oh, yes.. Congratulations.” Lord Sha congratulated me, and I don't know what he said. At least for now I don't know what it means.
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Midnight.
“Hiroaki, you're back.”
“Ah, Emilia..” The person I first met when I returned was Emilia. “Others, where?”
“Sia, and Rin are in the administration room. While Ai is resting.”
“So..”.
Grrrrr.
“Are you hungry?”
“Ah...” I just remembered that I have not eaten anything when I came to that world.
“Wait a minute, I'll set it up.”
“Thanks.”
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“How? Does it taste good?”
“Ya, very tasty.” The food prepared by Emilia, it tastes really good. Maybe because this is food that's been coming into my stomach for the past few days.
“So, thank you... Hiroaki, there's something I want to ask you.”
“What is it?”
“Before that, you eat first. I'm not good at talking while eating.”
“True also.”
After finishing eating.
“Emilia, what do you want to ask?”
“Hiroaki, actually. Where you going? And what are you doing?”
“Eh? E-Emilia, what's up?”
“ANSWER!”
Emilia's attitude scares me a little. “(swallow spit) B-Alright. I'll answer. Actually..” I also told you everything. Besides god Sha didn't say that I shouldn't tell anyone else, so I don't think it's a problem.
After a long time.
“That's the story. Do you now understand my situation.”
“Yes, I understand. But... Go to another world, instead it is very dangerous for you.”
“Dangerous, yes.” I had never thought like that before, and never seemed to have crossed my head.
“Before I apologized to you..”.
“Huh? What was? Why are you apologizing to me?”
“Yes, I want to say this. But, at this time somehow your current attitude has changed.” Hearing that, I somehow felt something churning inside my body.
“B-So, yes.” I didn't know that I would look different in Emilia's eyes, and I might look different in the other eyes. “Emilia, I'm asking for your help. Please help me get back to how I was.”
“Good.”
“Are you serious?”
“Of course.. After all, it is the duty of a wife to follow what her husband wants, right. (smile)” Somehow seeing his smile, makes me feel something different.
“Thank you..” And so began my training, to change my attitude again.
