Wanitaku Great Warrior

The wrong path

Ms. Siti kept telling me what she knew about my life. When I hear my heart aches and pains, but I must be able and dare to accept all these realities

One of the mistakes is that the mother and father think they want to predict and see the fate of the family to a psychic. They go to a remote village, and find the paranormal. While Bu Siti knew all that from my own mother who told me. And the psychic foretold that the bad luck came from the baby you bear, worse yet the psychic said he said if this baby was born at noon on a certain Java day and a solar eclipse occurred. He's obviously a fucking carrier.

The reason is that I was born on the exact day that the psychic spoke. I was indeed sad I was considered a unlucky bearer by both my own parents.

"Bu Siti,,, '' I said softly.

"Yes want an image", Ms. Siti stopped telling me all about it.

"It's okay Ms. Siti, I don't believe in the paranormal words, God gives you sustenance. Not the paranormal" I explained.

"You're right, son, Lady Siti doain, you'll be a successful and wise person" he told me.

After that, Bu Siti went to her son to meet the graduation photo.

"Son.." my shoulder was patted by Ms. Rita.

"Let's Mom.." I replied.

I want to feel like the one who accompanies me in the photo is my mom or dad. But it's just a nod that I can't reach. The graduation ceremony was over and everyone went home, as did me and Ms. Rita. I didn't see Lika, where she asked me in my heart.

Until the boarding room I immediately entered the room, and headed to the bathroom to clean myself. after finishing the door I closed and I lock from the inside. I thought for a moment and remembered every word that Bu Siti said. I sat on the bed, not feeling like I was crying. It is heartache to hear all the truth. I tried to forgive my parents so stupid as to believe in the mouth of an ordinary man. Every life has hope and sustenance. It's okay if it's all the choice of mother and father, all will get what he planted.

Good or bad, let your mom and dad take responsibility.

Crossing my mind the faces of mom and dad, they never smiled at me. Evoked the word "Your unlucky bringer" in my ottaku. I closed both ears with my palm, There is something wrong with me. God allowed me to be born into this world, which means that there is already sustenance that God has prepared for me and my family. But father and mother why do you never think that far and thank God I thought.

I also felt Allah grant me sustenance, proof that I was given a job through Bu Asna. Not to forget I also met with Bu Rita for where I took home when I was from anywhere. To shelter from rain and heat and shelter. How can negative thinking fill the brains of mothers and fathers.

I don't want to be late in my situation, now I've graduated from school. In a few weeks I will receive a diploma and that I can use to find a job in the city. My determination is well established, I will stay as far away from my family as possible so that they do not get bad luck from me.