Wanita the one who got hurt

a bad marriage

after the meeting on that night both of our parents planned a wedding a week later, their preparations were meditated and mengesesesmasannya.me and harry anggara just run.

the wedding day arrived.

" kid you are ready to live a good and peaceful household.I hope you can be a good wife and mother, son ". (said father to me)

"yes yes insha allah,.veni ask for his prayer only yah.,"(jwbku who doubt ) .

"father and mother will always pray for you best" (jwb my father)

after all the wedding process, I and Harry returned to the house he had bought before he had told me that he had bought a house for us to live in if he had become a husband and wife because he does not want to be at home with both my parents and his parents that he does not want to be a burden for both of them.

my days are always filled with my college assignments so that I do not pay too much attention to all my husband's activities because I think maybe this is normal and not too important, not too important, because I don't love him so much that I don't pay much attention to him.

a month passed, I ran my household with her until my husband finally wrote the agreement on paper making his own rules on that paper that

"for 1 year of marriage we do not grow the slightest love we will officially divorce" (said harry anggara).

I was surprised to hear my husband's words, whether to survive in 1 year of my household is your God who knows the time to come please do not you separate us.

whether I am destined to be THE HURT WOMAN throughout my life 😞😓 even just running it my husband has made rules that make my heart cry.

then I nodded to say my husband's words, even though my heart was hurting.

"iya mas" (jwbku with sick feeling)

I feel unappreciated here to be his wife, it hurts me so much that I cooked for him. making breakfast for him but he did not care about me instead he quickly went to work in his office but..................

"you eat first yes, I was already cooking for you mas." (my words softly)

" no I don't want to eat, then eat it outside"(jwbnya with a rough tone)

so sad to hear it..

god need my patience as a good wife so that I can have the love of my husband.

then I followed him, not that I did not believe my husband but I was curious about his attitude with me because he was different from the previous one, like something was hidden from me.

and it turns out that he did not get to his office instead he stopped by the restaurant adjacent to the office where he worked and met a woman at the restaurant

I also did not know the woman who was with my husband was heaaaaa,.

I kept watching him from a distance so I could see how my husband could be this kind of man.

it was very painful to see my husband like that with another woman other than me his own wife, and our parents did not know that my husband had her. but for now I will keep it. until I am not strong enough to hold this I will ask directly with mas harry anggara who the woman really is.

is this marriage not okay if I have to succumb to my husband's attitude like this with a woman I don't know..

I should be able to maintain this relationship forever..