Waiting for your Candandamu

Jealousy That Should Not

Meilink does not remember anymore that she is trying to avoid Samuel and trying to forget him. Meilink ran to Samuel's class to show Samuel that he had graduated with a very satisfactory result. Meilink is eager for the first person to get the news of her graduation to be Samuel. The person he misses so much right now. Meilink's feet would stop at nothing to step into Samuel's classroom. Upon reaching Samuel's class, Meilink's legs stopped abruptly. Meilink's eyes glazed over at the sight before her. Meilink endured the pain in her chest, feeling like she wanted to cry out in front of Samuel's class because of the sight she wasn't supposed to see right now. The sight that was now before Meilink ruined Meilink's happiness that she had just obtained a few minutes ago. Destroyed was the happiness he would share with the person he missed the most.

Meilink sees Samuel joking with a beautiful girl. That girl is Adira Winata. Meilink uncovers her intention to meet Samuel and decides to hide behind the school wall. But from where he was hiding at the moment he could still see what was happening inside Samuel's classroom, but could not listen to what Samuel was talking about with Adira Winata at the moment.

Adira Winata is a girl who has loved Samuel since they were in the same Junior High School as Meilink and Samuel. But, Adira Winata decided not to express her feelings to Samuel all this time because Samuel had been in a loving relationship with Meilink. Samuel had no idea that Adira Winata was taking a heart on him. Adira Winata hid it from Samuel. Adira Winata does not want her friendship with samuel to fall apart if Samuel knows Adira Winata's feelings for samuel. Because Samuel only considers Adira Winata as his friend so far no more.

Meanwhile, Meilink who knows how Adira Winata feels about Samuel, of course, will keep secret the feelings of Adira Winata towards her lover. As a sensitive woman, Meilink certainly knows how Adira Winata feels about Samuel just by looking at the way Adira Winata looks at Samuel and treats samuel with great specialness. Even Meilink, who was Samuel's lover, could not give Samuel special attention like Adira Winata. Meilink could never accompany Samuel on Samuel's special days like Samuel's birthday. Meilink was not allowed by Meilink's parents to get out of the house other than going to school

and to leses private. Even if Meilink went to a place other than school and private tutoring, she had to go with her parents. Meilink is celebrating Samuel's special day with Meilink's parents, while Meilink's parents don't know that Meilink is dating her schoolmate Samuel.

During Samuel's special day, only Adira Winata was with Samuel to celebrate Samuel's birthday. Meilink can only say happy birthday by calling Samuel. That's Meilink hiding not to let Meilink's parents know.

It's also Meilink's birthday. They could only celebrate his birthday in a very simple way. Their relationship is very far from the forbidden courtship that is currently spreading. The two of them are in a relationship only by getting to know each other, respecting each other and respecting each other. However, a loving relationship like they live, instead of making the relationship between the two of them stretch even more tightly binding their hearts to each other.

But, the sweet relationship they live in now has to run aground because of the matchmaking made by Meilink's parents and Sukatmaja's parents. Their love was shattered instantly, like porcelain falling to the floor that made the porcelain fall into disarray. Even to fix it again so that it becomes whole again is really not possible. Something that has been destroyed is not easy to repair.

Even if one of the two of them wanted to fix it, it seemed impossible. Although the destruction of the affectionate relationship they have built so far is not because of the work of the two of them. But because of the agreement of Meilink's parents and Cuko Sukatmaja's parents to match their children. Meilink realizes she does not deserve Samuel anymore because she has already received the arranged marriage that her parents and Cuko Sukatmaja wanted. Although painful, he must remain strong to accept his life's destiny.

In her hiding place right now Meilink is enduring the pain in her chest. There was a burning feeling burning in his heart. Meilink does not like to see Samuel and Adira Winata together. Meilink finds out that she is jealous to see Samuel and Adira Winata together right now. I want to feel Meilink patting the jealousy that is being penetrated into his chest at this time. Because Meilink knows that she has no right to be jealous to see Samuel and Adira Winata together now. Samuel is no longer her lover, Samuel is free to find another girl who is better than Meilink. Meilink wants Samuel to let go of their breakup and find a better girl than Meilink. But Meilink still loved and loved Samuel. The jealousy that was not supposed to be and the heartbreak that plagued him at this time could not be controlled properly. Her tears flowed very profusely soaking down her white cheeks nonstop. Meilink covered her mouth with her palm so that her sobs could not be heard by people. Meilink continued to cry sobbing with all the pain in her heart. Meilink's body slumped on the floor because her legs were not powerfully supporting her slim body.

'So soon you forget me Samuel. In just a few days, you've forgotten me. Is there no place for me in your heart right now? Is it that easy to forget all the sweet memories that have ever happened between us? Is that how you feel about me?' whisper Meilink's heart.

All the questions that raged in Meilink's heart could not be uttered from her thin lips. As Meilink's heart and mind raged with questions she couldn't pronounce suddenly there was someone greeting Meilink. Spontaneous alone Meilink jumped in shock. As fast as lightning Meilink wiped away the tears dripping on her white cheeks.

"What are you doing here, Meilink?"

Meilink turned her head up, looking at who was surprising her.

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