Waiting for the Love of the Husband

THE MCSS 32

Deliberately went home almost midnight so that when he got home his wife was asleep. But his hopes are not appropriate. As he opened the door his wife was still sitting on the sofa waiting for him to come home. With a worried look Aish approached the husband. Go and get his bag. Offer drinking water to husband.

Curious about the phone call from in-laws this afternoon he held in his heart. Waiting for the husband to speak for himself. A glass of white water Aish proffers to relieve a little fatigue.

Asyraf received a glass from Aish's hand? After drinking and putting the glass on the table, Ashraf asked his wife to sit next to him. "What was the request this afternoon, Aish?" Asyraf stared at those beautiful beads of eyes. To be honest, if Aish answered yes, he himself did not know what to do.

Letting go is easier than when you use it.

Aish squeezed his finger then returned Asyraf's gaze. He found the fear of missing from Ashraf's gaze but it wasn't for the word love. "Yes because you no longer trust me. Living a relationship without trusting each other feels limp, Mas. Again I say I do not demand love from you because I have positioned love in the ranks of the priority. But when you no longer believe, always suspect, it will only hurt each other."

Asyraf breathed while leaning his body against the back of the sofa. "Yes you're right. If I hadn't read the letter maybe I wouldn't have been affected. But I'm not gonna let you go."

"Why?" Aish stared flat.

"Because Juan and Isha are getting married.

"Well, how can you? Isha has refused. He called me this morning and said he didn't want to marry young."

"They were raided for being in the same room and just the two of them. Juan wanted to surprise Isha and was trying to conquer her heart. He managed to get his blessing but I'm not sure that he really loves Isha. He could have approached Isha to get closer to you."

"Then ban them from our house after they get married. I won't go to mom's house often either."

"Yes, maybe that would be better." Asyraf left Aish and went into the room followed by Aish. She kept giving her husband a change of clothes.

Asyraf came out of the bathroom, this time he was wearing the clothes provided by Aish. He looked at Aish who was holding back the nausea. She became a wife unloved by her husband.

"Aish, I'm sorry" said Asyraf, who had been waiting at the edge of the bed.

"I'm trying to forgive you even if it's hard."

Asyraf turned his face away, "human," he said.

Aish broke her body, since it is known that she was pregnant there has been no sweet treatment from Asyraf. Men often sleep in the wife's room but in the middle of the night will wake up and move to another room.

Although Aish said it was usual, it still made him feel tight.

***

Isha's marriage to Juan was almost complete. The spacious home garden in magic became the venue for the event. Isha deliberately asked for a wedding that was not too luxurious.

Aish joined but did little to help as it was forbidden by her in-laws. "Not move too much. Just rest here." Salwa puts Aish on the couch. Then ask the worker to provide a snack for the son-in-law.

Feeling bored Aish approached Isha's room. His sister looks moody unlike the candidate manten in general. Aish hugged Isha's shoulder and assured her that her devotion to her parents would bear sweet fruit. "Marriage doesn't always have to be with the person we love, Sha. That's the test for you. I do this in addition to your kindness for many things. It could be that our opinion is right but it contains errors in it. Dad's opinion could be that the wrong therapy contains the truth in it."

"But I can't be as strong, Brother Aish. Where to live with a man who doesn't give his whole heart to Aish."

"Do I look strong?" kekeh Aish while leaning body. "I'm just trying not to share my grief with the people around me. I have not contributed happiness to them. At least I didn't add to their freedom by knowing my sorrow."

"Sir Aish ever cried? Have you ever protested my brother's behavior?"

"certain. I'm not that perfect not to protest not to get angry, not cry. Ever. Even other bad things I've done without you ever seeing."

Isha hugged her sister-in-law tightly. Aish's relaxed and gentle way of speaking made her feel comfortable.

"It doesn't look pregnant yet." Isha unraveled the embrace and shifted the subject.

Laughing, "there are you. His name is also only six weeks.

In another room Ashraf was busy with his father and some people who were considered mature and mature for tomorrow. Sometimes he responds to Zia who sometimes runs towards him.

"So it's been a fix for some of his duties huh?" ask Aqim. "Your in-law's Asyraf has been contacted?"

"Already, Dad. I'll pick him up later in the afternoon."

Unaccompanied by Aish, Ashraf picks up Abah. When he got out of the car he heard the conversation of several teenage students who were studying in a bale under a shady tree.

"It was unexpected that Brother Juan and Brother Aish even became a sister-in-law, yes" said a child in a brown hood.

"Yes, I didn't expect it either. My brother who used to have the same dispute they also told me. He said Brother Asih and Brother Juan are compatible. My brother said they were unique. Not acknowledging each other's feelings but their attitude shows the opposite. It's funny, isn't it?" said the other girl.

"Your hush loves to berghibah" said the other child.

"Not ghibah, mbak. What we are talking about is fact. The source is clearly from my brother."

"But is it worth talking about others? We are not here just demanding knowledge for gegayaan someday. I graduated A, I graduated B. But for us to apply in everyday life. A small example so that we do not accumulate sins from treatment that we do not realize for example ghibah."

"Huu," the cheers of the two children who had been reminded.

Asyraf continued his steps after hearing the santri chat earlier. Thoughts are sometimes difficult to control when feelings are speaking. Expecting that is not necessarily real. His wife and Juan were as Santri had said. Was his decision to approve the father's decision to marry Juan to his sister correct? He's a gamelan but the wedding will be tomorrow. If it is cancelled, there will be consequences.