Waiting for the Love of the Husband

THE MCSS 27

Aish could not sleep well when her husband was in a fever. She wakes up to check her husband's body temperature. Even in the middle of his own condition is not healthy because nausea and dizziness often attack suddenly.

"Still feverish," murmured Aish replacing the compressive wipe.

"Don't go, please don't go. Can stay here I need you" Asyraf said deliriously.

Aish smiled as it turned out that her husband needed her. "Mas, I'm here" whispered Aish.

The thing Aish never thought about was when Asyraf mentioned Syfa's name in an unconscious state.

"Syfa," call Ashraf with a shivering body.

That's where Aish's tears fell. She was so happy when she thought that she was needed by her husband, she guessed too soon. No, it wasn't him that Ashraf needed. Tears fall without being prevented.

Human when Aish wishes to be loved by her husband. He got up from his seat and went into the bathroom. Cry for a while there then wash your face and take ablution. He threw everything to the Living Owner in his prostration.

"I am God who has too much hope in your creation. Forgive me for all the caliphs that are lulled will enjoy the world. Forgive me, O God who loves your creation so much that I ignore You. Forgive me, please. Forgive me."

Tears continued to accompany the prayer for forgiveness that Aish whispered to the earth.

Early in the morning Aish woke up first, not because of his habit but because of nausea back on the attack. He even spewed out a clear liquid until he shed tears. He washed his face and went back into the room.

She checked the body temperature again. Lucky the fever wasn't like last night. Asyraf who felt cold hands touching the surface of the face opened his eyes.

"Aish why are you crying?" tanyanya while trying to get up and circulate the view around. "Where's symphon?"

Aish's heart felt stabbed. He was just an ordinary human who would naturally feel heartache as well. Last night he was sleep deprived to keep the husband but when he woke up the question was not there. Aish did not answer he was still trying to process his feelings.

"Aish, last night Syfa accompanied me. But I don't know where he is now. You see ga?" Apparently Asyraf was not fully aware.

Aish sighed to answer but the nausea came back. "Astagfirullah," hissed Aish back to the bathroom.

Asyraf was confused because he did not get an answer from Aish. Even he felt astonished because Aish was in his room. He got up from the bed and caught up with Aish.

"Aish, why don't you answer my question. And this is why you're in my room?"

Aish turned around after throwing away the rest of her vomit. "There's no Syfa here." Aish tried to hold back her tears from falling. "I took care of you all night, and you asked me why I was in your room, because I am your wife now. You came to Abah and asked me to him. This ..." answered Aish tearfully and showed a finger adorned by their wedding ring.

Asyraf. He's still digesting Aish's words. Seeing Aish crying while covering his face with the palm of his hand, he realized that what he considered there was only a temptation. He rubbed his face and woke Aish and hugged her.

"I'm sorry, Aish" said Asyraf, clutching his torso.

Aish did not reject the embrace of Asyraf but nausea back attacked so that their embrace was released. Aish is vomiting again. Asyraf helped pinch his nape. After that he helped Aish walk back to the room he was sitting the wife then he applied warm oil to the nape and stomach of Aish.

Asyraf looked at the blanket on the sofa and Zia who was sleeping on the mattress. Means last night Aish slept on the couch. He looked at Aish's face that looked pale, clearly obvious that his wife was sleep deprived. He also apologized in his heart.

"Let's go to the doctor" Asyraf asked.

Aish rubbed the corner of her eyes and looked at her husband. "No need to worry, ma'am, maybe just catch a cold. I'll ask Tika Tea to buy some medicine.

"Ash ... Don't be like this. I'm sorry about that. I really ...."

"I understand, Mas," cut Aish in a soft tone. "You're sick again I should be able to control my feelings. I'm a bad wife. I'm sorry ya." Aish commented that a sincere smile made Asyraf feel even more guilty.

The morning prayer is a good time to end their conversation. Asyraf first took ablution while Aish awakened Zia. "Sister, wake up pray dawn yuk," he asked gently.

Zia squirms, "still sleepy Buna."

"Wash your face, the sleepiness goes away. Let's get up, if you wake up later in the afternoon, you can choose snacks that you like."

Zia woke up even though her eyes were still bristling. Aish chuckles and lifts the child's body not forgetting to kiss him affectionately. Take him to the bathroom to take ablution.

Asyraf who just came out of the bathroom noticed Aish's way of persuading the child. Ah yes, she is Aish. His wife now. Permpuan soleha who remains filial despite realizing that her husband's love is not for her. Even a few minutes ago he had inflicted a wound on his wife. But his attitude has not changed at all.

Ashraf prayed at home because his condition had not fully recovered. After the prayer, Aish went straight to the kitchen to meet the workers to prepare breakfast. While Asyraf accompanied Zia to watch a cartoon show that gave many examples to be imitated by Zia. Such as how to have a good conversation, and how to be polite to parents.

Aish felt nauseous again, rushed her back to the room and went into the bathroom. After blaming the water for throwing away her vomit fluid Aish opened a drawer that housed a pregnancy test kit.

Yesterday his Salwa-mertuan suggested he to ciba test but Aish has not dared. Indeed, he has not entered his monthly cycle but indeed since he was single his monthly cycle is irregular.

She seems hesitant to try, but if not sure she is afraid of getting pregnant and not realizing it. Later it will be dangerous to the fetus what else if until he does a lot of activities that drain energy.

Aish took a breath before dipping the tool in the urine that he had accommodated. "Bismillah."