Waiting for the Certainty of a National Service

Introductions

Life is a choice where we have to fight harder to not be left behind. My name is Mely Yanti the first child of a simple family.

I have two sisters that I love so much.

I currently work as a teacher in a public elementary school.

September 2020

After his departure he was the man I was with for two years. I began to reorganize my heart, where I had to rise from the slump. There are many social media apps that are related to dating.

At first I did not understand how to use the application that I have been using for three days. After a week of using the application, appeared some people who greeted with the word hi, can contact, hello, assalamualaikum, how are you, greetings yaa.

Such is the unreal world, ha ha ha the world where I met the man I love today. I had wounds where every wound had to be treated.

Now that I have started to understand how to use this app, I started to respond to the person greeting me.

Their characters are different there is a polite greeting, some are not good, some are too fulgar, some are to the point even some are just saying hello.

His name is also a shadow world different from the original world yaaa must be like that I am too assume that all worlds are the same except the hereafter.

After ten days of using this app, I started to feel like using this app made those who greeted me as a medicine from my wounds.

There was one chat that asked for a WhatsApp number, I at that time thought there was no harm in me giving my number anyway I am currently alone, so I just give my number.

Shortly thereafter appeared notification WhatsApp, it says "Hi, this is my number that was asked to be applied" then I responded yes, I save.

he immediately responded and asked what was he doing?

it's been almost 30 minutes of my new chat response from him "while correcting the children's duties" until finally there is no response anymore, whether he is busy or does not want to interfere with my time.

Time passes until it is time to go to school, even though students and students do not go to school, all teachers still come to school every day.

as usual I always come later from other teachers because before leaving I have to do my daily task of mopping the house.

At school all teachers are busy with leptops and textbooks that will currently provide online material. So did I, who was preparing the materials for today.

After giving the material, there is a cool chat, some are cool to enjoy breakfast, some are cool, some are still busy with their own leptops either preparing the next material or watching drakor ha ha ha and I start opening my phone.

There's a notification, "Hey, what are you doing"

don't think long I immediately reply "just finished giving the task".

he replied, "has breakfast?".

for a moment I said in my heart, hey I'm not a child, so obviously I must have eaten. After cursing in my heart I replied "yes, already".

I myself cursing in my heart but still reply, ha ha ha this basic me.

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