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The Feelings of Mike.

POV Mike

My name is Mickael Darius Pratama, Child results outside marriage or rather I exist because of my mother's affair. Luckily there was a good man who wanted to marry my mother and take me who was still not even two years old to go abroad.

Baby that nice guy doesn't live long. But he left a company run by my mother to meet our needs. Mother who was busy managing the company finally chose a nanny to accompany me at home. She is a middle-aged woman and has two children, Roy and Dewi.

We live side by side like a family. Living in a region in a country of people makes mama a strong and independent woman. He became more appreciative of others, considering his only domestic helper and her son as part of our little family.

Being great with Roy and Dewi made me really feel like I had a brother. You could even say his mother loved me more than her own child. He never let me be lonely, cooked all my favorite foods and always put my interests first. I called the woman Mother.

Whether it was his devotion to my family or he already considered it part of his duty. He always treated me sincerely. His nature and kindness declined to his son Roy who also served me.

In contrast to the Goddess as the only daughter in our midst she lives a loving life. We used to indulge her, indulging her wishes until she grew up to be a slightly selfish girl. But still in our eyes she was our only little sister we had to protect.

Together with Roy, I who was just entering the world of college ventured to open a company. Luck is on our side, the company is growing rapidly and investors are arriving.

I was named the youngest successful businessman in my country. My success cannot be separated from Roy's support and my foresight to read opportunities in the business world.

Happiness did not last long, one by one our little families left the world. Starting from the mother who died of illness. A few years later, my mother died in an accident. Some say my mom died of sabotage but I don't know I was deadlocked when I investigated it all.

The thing that surprised me at the accident was my mother's confession. He told me that I had a half-sister who was seven years older than me. He asked me to find my brother.

It's a shame my mom died and hasn't told me much about where and how I found my brother. I only know his first name is Dimas.

Armed with Mom's diary I found in her closet. Luckily I found his son's full name in the diary and also a company that was quite well-known under the control of his extended family.

It turns out that my mother's ex-husband came from a wealthy and superior family.

With a big name family and a company that is quite famous I managed to find its existence even though I had been wretched and in a coma for more than six months but the pain was avenged by the union of our family. My brother accepted me well and his wife, who turned out to be the woman who helped me.

The grandfather who initially rejected me turned to side with me. I was surprised when he came to me and asked me for help to investigate his hospital in Japan. An irresponsible person has managed to slander the hospital, even the hospital threatened to go out of business and withdraw his license.

I was reunited by my brother Dimas in the country of Sakura. We have the same mission of investigating Katsuro Dasuki.

This is where my story begins, meeting a woman who makes me fall in love. I first met her at my brother Dimas's flats. A cheerful and confident girl.

At first I didn't know she was the daughter of the person we were supposed to be investigating. My ignorance keeps me from being vigilant. I'm talking about his father's corporate raiding plan in front of him.

As a child, he did not want to lose his father. He revealed my plan to his father to make me fail in this mission also made me lose some of my men.

The failure and death of some of my men made me hate him and go after him. There was a satisfaction when I caught it. I exposed all his father's crimes and asked him to help me.

At first he cried and begged me not to hurt his father who was the only family he had. I was touched by her, she was like a shadow of my past that had only my mother as my only family.

I finally promised him I wouldn't kill his father I just wanted his father to take responsibility. And in return I am willing to take care of him until he can be independent and set his own future.

Fortunately, poor cannot be rejected. Life is God's secret, good or bad comes unexpectedly.

His father's arrest was the end of his father's life and also my best friend. I realized I couldn't blame her for this even she herself had experienced trauma and depression because of this problem.

Her suffering started from the moment I introduced the Goddess to her. I know very well what the nature of the Goddess is but I try to deny her however she is the sister of the one who saved my life.

I was living in a dilemma when these two women came into my life. I can't let go of Nara because of my selfishness in loving her. I also can't be strict or rude to Dewi considering the services of her mother and sister to me. I can still stand and live until now because of their sacrifice.

Maybe I'm stupid for not being able to protect the woman I love completely. But I'm really not ready to lose Nara.

This feeling, this togetherness with her all along made me feel even deeper with her. I fell in love with her

I kept trying to protect Nara as much as possible while maintaining the feelings of the Goddess. I hope one day they can live together and side by side.

I ventured to speak to the Goddess because her actions today I think have crossed the line. But the answer surprised me, not playing. He wants to make peace with Nara on condition that I cannot have more feelings for Nara.

I never told her how I felt and what our relationship was like. There was no point in hiding our relationship, but Nara herself asked me to keep everything from the Goddess.

Either the Goddess was aware of or perhaps suspicious of our relationship until she put those conditions on me.

As Sister considers Goddess is a sister for Brother. Like that too Brother must assume Nara. Please don't have any more feelings for Nara, Dewi really can't accept it yet, these are the words of the Goddess that she spouted on me.

"Until when?" ask the Goddess

"What does sister mean?" ask the Goddess. He displayed a surprised expression with reddened eyes and still wet cheeks.

"Until when should I hold back my feelings for Nara. I don't want to lie to you, I'm already in love with her. I might be able to hold on for a while, but I can't lie to my feelings and also hurt you in the end. I just want us to live together."

My face hardened hearing this request. It turned out that the Goddess was more selfish than me but still I couldn't throw her out of my life. I am the only family at the moment.

"Why did you choose him? Why not me? I've known you longer than him? Why Sis? why?" The goddess raised her voice and she returned manic.

"Wi, love can't be forced and I have no reason to. I don't even know when I started to get interested in him. It's not a matter of who's been by my side longer but....."

"Can Big Brother just side with me for once, can you stop that big brother's feelings" he said sobbing, cutting off my conversation.

Huft, I let out my breath.

"No" I said briefly. This time I can't do it.

"Neither then should you ever ask me to be nice to Nara" he said, still throwing his face away from me. She didn't want to see me at all, I knew that her feelings for me were just an obsession, not love.

She was afraid of losing me and the attention that was usually paid to her. He was used to getting what he asked of us.

"Sorry Wi, this time Brother can not fulfill your request" I said finally.

POV end

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