
"Eehmm, I'm just worried about the assessment of Mas Fathur's employees." Nadya answered, lowering her head.
During this time, Nadya is not a person who has high self-confidence. Besides him only from the orphanage, also the rejection that Fathur had done on their first day of legal being a husband and wife made Nadya feel that she did not deserve to be with Fathur.
"Why are you talking like that? What do you think my employees will judge you like?"
Fathur did not think with Nadya. Why is Nadya thinking about the assessment of her employees. Fathur thought his employees would not dare to judge Nadya either. Because if their assessment of Nadya is bad, and Fathur hears about it, then Fathur will not hesitate to fire them either. It's good that they judge his wife who he currently loves very badly.
"I don't deserve to be Mas Fathur's wife. I'm just a kid from an orphanage, my profession is also just a normal high school teacher, while Mas Fathur pe..." Nadya's speech stopped when Fathur suddenly stopped his car on the side of the road. "Why stop, Mom?" Nadya asked with a confused face.
Seen, Fathur's eyes stared sharply straight ahead. His breathing roar also looked unstable like he was holding back an emotion. While Fathur's hand, currently gripping tightly the steering wheel of his car.
Nadya who realized that she had made Fathur angry, immediately lowered her head. His hands were clinging to one because Nadya was suddenly overwhelmed with anxiety.
After Fathur was silent for a while and managed to control the emotion that suddenly crept up when he heard Nadya's words. Now Fathur turned towards Nadya. A little surprised when Fathur found Nadya like a person who was scared. Nadya lowered her head while playing with her fingers that were currently looking sweaty.
Now Fathur sighed softly.
"Why do you have the thought that my employees will think that you do not deserve to be my wife? Because you're from an orphanage? Why why anyway? What's wrong with that? I love you no matter where you come from. And because you're a teacher? After all, teachers are not a lowly profession Nadya. They won't judge you unworthy to be my wife just because of your profession. And even if they judge you that way, then that second I will fire them all." Fathur said in a cold voice. The voice that Nadya had just heard came back after last night and also Fathur was still softly talking to her.
Nadya herself chose to remain silent and lowered her head. Nadya was too afraid to reply to Fathur's words.
Looking at Nadya who was just silent, Fathur gently grabbed the two hands of Nadya who had been clinging to each other since. Nadya's palm was already soaked in sweat.
"Why do you think you don't deserve to be my wife, Nad?" Ask Fathur gently.
Fathur thought that assessment was Nadya herself who made it. Not the employees, because Nadya had never even met them.
Nadya raised her head to look at Fathur. Suddenly tears fell on her cheeks.
"Since Mas Fathur's rejection that night, I've always felt unworthy to be Mas's wife. I-I. I feel too low to be with Mas Fathur who is the perfect man from a wealthy family." Nadya answered with a stern.
True, without realizing Nadya was traumatized by the name of rejection. In fact, the rejection made Nadya feel that she was indeed inferior and inappropriate for everyone.
Hearing Nadya's words, Fathur quickly pulled Nadya into his arms. Honestly Fathur did not expect that the wound he gave to Nadya during the 6 months of marriage is very deep. Fathur did not expect that the speech at that time made Nadya traumatized to lose her confidence.
"I'm sorry, once again I'm sorry Nadya. I didn't think I'd give this deep wound to you." Fathur.
Hearing Fathur's words, Nadya's tears began to drip. For some reason, Nadya felt the need to tell Fathur how deeply he was injured. Because all this time all Nadya had done was cry in silence.
"You are not Nadya's lowly woman. You're an honorable woman, and you deserve to be my wife." Say Fathur softly. "Listen well Nadya, no other woman deserves to be my wife more than you. There's absolutely nothing." Added Fathur.
"Although I know this is difficult, but may I ask you to forget all the harsh words and ill-treatments I have done to you? I want us to start this relationship again from scratch, Nad. I want you to just remember how I love you." The scales of Fathur lirih.
But Nadya could still hear him very clearly.
Nadya just lowered her head. Fathur forced Nadya to raise her head and look him in the eye.
"Whatever you want to say to me, you just say Nadya, don't be afraid of me anymore." Fathur said as he looked at Nadya softly. "You understand?"
Nadya nodded her head.
"Don't cry anymore, Nadya. You're making me feel more guilty."
"Sorry..." Nadya said in a soft voice.
"No, it's not your fault. Here I'm wrong, and I should be the one apologizing, Nad." Fathur answered while rubbing Nadya's head.
After Nadya drank and now became calmer, Fathur continued the journey to the office. This is because Rony has called Fathur to quickly come to the office because the meeting will soon begin.
As expected, Nadya was the center of attention of Fathur employees. This naturally shocked them all because this was the first time Fathur had brought his wife into the office.
The employees of Fathur already know that his boss is married. But only today could they see how the boss' wife looked like. The reason, the wedding of Fathur which was held behind closed doors made the media even difficult to sniff out who the wife of Fathur. And without the media of course the employees here can not know how the wife of Fathur. Because for personal matters, Fathur is known to be very closed. Even his home address was kept secret.
And their gaze upon seeing Nadya was, they were astonished. Because honestly, Nadya looks too cute for a 25-year-old woman with a profession as a teacher.
"The message during this time Mr. Fathur's wife was hidden. Turns out that little bit. From the look of his face, he must be very gentle." Said one of Fathur's male employees.
"But why suddenly Mr Fathur brought his wife here huh? Though all this time to know his wife's face is very rich." Timpal is one of them.
"If it's a problem, how do we know. Ask Mr. Fathur."
Ask Fathur? Just be right. To just look into the eyes of Fathur, rarely anyone dared.