
"It's not my mom that I'm worried about Nadya. I worry about myself more." Fathur answered in a soft voice.
Hearing Fathur's words, Nadya raised her head. Nadya did not understand the meaning of the man's words. Fathur worried about himself?
"What do you mean by Fathur?" Nadya asked with a confused face.
Fathur was silent, but his arms tightened his arms to Nadya. Hearing Nadya ask for a divorce, Fathur felt very scared. Fathur did not want Nadya to leave him.
"I'm sorry that all this time my words have hurt you Nadya. I know that my mistake was huge. But please don't ask for a divorce Nad. I can't." Fathur's voice, which was usually flat and cold, now sounded like someone was terrified.
Nadya is increasingly confused by Fathur's reaction. Why did Fathur act as if he was afraid of losing himself? Though Nadya knows exactly how all this time Fathur hated himself for agreeing to this marriage.
Nadya released Fathur's embrace from her body.
"Why? Why can't you divorce me? As we continue to be together, it will cause us to hurt each other. More than me, I always felt guilty towards Mas Fathur. I feel like I've ruined your life. Mas Fathur has been suffering all this time, right to marry me? Yeah, well, let's just get a divorce." Nadya said in a loud voice.
It seemed like Nadya was already really at her tired point. Every day, since Fathur said cruel things the night after the wedding, Nadya was always haunted by guilt to Fathur. Nadya always felt she had ruined Fathur's life. It was clear that this was not Nadya's fault.
Fathur who heard the word divorce again said Nadya's lips immediately immediately ignited emotions. Fathur is frustrated because he does not know how to make Nadya no longer say divorce.
Whereas with Fathur telling the real feelings to Nadya, maybe Nadya will understand and understand. But, Fathur didn't think like that. What Fathur thought was a crazy way that if he was going to do it, it was likely that Nadya would hate him so much.
Fathur who had lost his mind suddenly lifted Nadya's body and carried her up to the 2nd floor.
While Nadya who was surprised by what Fathur did this of course immediately rebelled. But the rebellion that Nadya did this has no effect whatsoever on Fathur. Nadya's tiny body made Fathur have no trouble at all when carrying himself up to the 2nd floor through the stairs.
"Mas... Mas Fathur." Nadya continued to rebel.
Fathur chose to be quiet and focused on his steps. They were finally in Fathur's room. Fathur took Nadya down from her carrier, then quickly locked her room.
Now have you guessed what Fathur would do to Nadya?
"Mas, don't get rich gini Mas. I'mfrightened... What do you want Fathur?" Asked Nadya sobbing. Nadya looks very scared.
Fathur just stared at Nadya. But his hand casually removed the entire cloth attached to his body. Just leave the boxer alone to cover his private body parts.
Nadya who saw that just closed her eyes. Nadya at this moment was really getting scared. Fathur looks really creepy.
"Do I have to do this so you don't think about getting divorced from me?" Ask Fathur in a flat voice.
Fathur realized that what he was doing was crazy. But, this was the only way that Fathur could think of so that Nadya could not leave him.
That is by making Nadya pregnant with her child.
"What kind of talk is Nadya? I'm asking you not to say divorce anymore you can't do it. You keep saying divorce..." Answer Fathur casually.
Now proved to be the talk of Rony, if Fathur is the king of the devil. Yes it may not be that bad, but when Fathur gets angry, it will be very scary.
Nadya shook her head.
"No. hikss, I won't say that anymore." Nadya said with her eyes closed.
And just by hearing that, Fathur's originally extremely overflowing emotions instantly subsided.
Fathur walked closer to Nadya, then sat down next to the woman. Gently Fathur took Nadya sitting on his lap and hugged her. In his arms, Fathur could feel Nadya's trembling body as it might still feel fear.
"I'm sorry Nadya, I'm sorry that I hurt you again." Say Fathur softly.
"Don't do this, I'm afraid." Reply Nadya with a soft voice. Nadya herself still did not dare to open her eyes.
"Open your eyes, Nad." Fathur's whisper in Nadya's ear.
Despite being scared, Nadya kept her eyes open. Nadya is worried that Fathur will do crazy things again if Nadya does not obey him.
Now Nadya and Fathur look at each other. Both are silent. However, Fathur's hand gently wiped Nadya's still dripping tears.
"Don't cry on Nad, your eyes will hurt." Say Fathur softly. "I'm sorry I made you cry." Fathur realized that what he was doing was wrong. Fathur shouldn't have emotions like this. But clearly Nadya asked for a divorce because she was wrong.
"I love you Nadya." Fathur uttered unexpectedly.
Nadya was of course surprised by such a sudden declaration of love. Moreover, they were in a condition that could be said to be bad.
"Why I don't want us to get divorced, it's because I love you Nadya. I realize I was wrong. As for what I said, forget yes. Until whenever you are my wife. I don't want us to divorce Nadya." And finally Fathur chose to tear down all his sense of prestige. Fathur realized that if he did not say it, then Nadya also could not understand why he had to do something like this. And Nadya will continue to ask for a divorce.
"Mass..." Nadya still did not expect with this statement of Fathur.
"I love you Nadya." Again Fathur expressed his feelings to Nadya.
And...
This time Fathur kissed Nadya's lips gently. Fathur wanted Nadya to feel that her love for her was true.
Nadya herself was no longer rebelling like before. After hearing Fathur's love statement, Nadya felt the burden of her guilt instantly lifted.
Even though Nadya is still afraid of Fathur after what the man did earlier. But Nadya was also happy because in fact Fathur did not suffer from marrying him.