Until Here Love

Crazy because of you

In his mediocrity, Ida is crazy, yes he is crazy because Hans, Ida wants more than just status, despite the fact that Hans was never interested in her, Ida ever teased him, there was even Hans out of the house, and sleeping in a hotel, always so. Hans doesn't want to be tied down any deeper, even when it comes to having sex.

But this time Ida tried another one. Yes right at that moment. When Hans came home half-barred, why he went home that day, Hans never came home in such a state. But Hans did not go to their room, Hans headed to his room first with Radinka, Ida who saw it followed from behind, Ida saw Hans who was groping, crying, crying, and as if drowning his longing in his drunkenness on a painting of himself and Radinka on the wall of the room.

Ida also thought. Now is the time... Ida also began her action to respond to every Hans ravings as if she would be Radinka her brother, Hans was devastated, as if to believe that in front of him was Radinka, at first glance Ida and Radinka were physically similar, physically similar, but clearly in contrast their opposite nature, Radinka figure full of tenderness, while Ida selebor and as she pleased.

Finally Hans was completely devastated against Ida, as if he was giving up desire during the 6th departure of Radinka to Ida. The games and the heated fights they did so satisfied his second desire, despite the pain in Ida's chest every sigh Hans called Radinka.

Since that incident Hans added distance with Ida, as if he did not want to repeat his mistake, because noah why he felt insulting Radinka, even though his figure was no longer there. But like Ida who already knew his weakness when under the influence of alcohol and meth, Ida always took the opportunity, and Hans was sure not to refuse.

Months changed, Hans remained the same, never changed, although now there was their second child wicky, but Hans still cold, cold, he was merely carrying out his duty as a faithful husband to accompany his wife, and a good father to his children, but the warmth of the bed, it would never exist. Likewise with love, he never once saw the love in Hans' eyes for himself.

Now Ida thought, does she have to give up? though he had tried his hardest to survive, and humbled himself even according to his madness to have to seduce Hans in his semi-conscious state, although it was natural because he was his wife, but still, still, Hans never gave his heart to her.

Do I have to be crazier than this again, Hans? is it that hard to win your heart? What is my less? What's so great about that little girl? why isn't it me you love?

Ida's mind was soft, as she walked towards their bed, where Hans had already knit her dream. Just sleeping one bed, never more, even to hug each other never happened.

Hans... I love you. I hope there is a little love for me. I have to endure...

Lirih was inaudible as Ida looked at Hans who had fallen asleep. Ida had to be quite satisfied just by looking at Hans with a slanted sleeping position facing Hans.