Unite In Love

I Missed Her.

"Thank you that Mr. Robin was willing to drive me home with ASM!" I said as soon as I got to the front of the contract I've been living in for the past two years.

"ASM? What'sthat?"

"A, secure. S, congratulations. And M, it's fun." Reply with a smile.

"Haha... Miss Lulu could have. I never thought you were such a fun person."

"Sir Robin doesn't have to flatter me like that. I'm much better than what you say." My reply was to flatter myself.

I don't know what the beautiful young man who was still sitting in his wheelchair thought. Two minutes ago he laughed and heard me, and now? Now she was ducking trying to hide her beautiful smile.

I did not dare to look at her shady netra, for I was afraid that I would be tempted by her beautiful charm. It is easy for Satan to plunge man into the blasphemy of Zina. And me? I wasn't that bad until I had to give up my pride as a woman.

"Once again I say a big thank you for taking me home." I said again, this time with a perfectly downed head.

"Can I ask you something?Let's just say we're old friends who just met. Just by assuming this you won't feel sorry for me."

"Well, if that's what you want. Robin or Robin? What do you want me to call you?"

"Mas Robin sounds pretty good. But, if you don't like calling me that, Robin's enough."

"We agree, I'll call you Robin. To me all this feels very strange and seems rushed. But it's okay."

"Since then I have been talking in a relaxed tone with you. Aren't you angry?"

"It's okay." Reply again while repairing Husain who is in my arms.

"Today you have comforted me. I mean, the words you said earlier made me feel confident that Papa and Ibra's brother would soon improve as before.

For that, I invite you to come to my restaurant. You can eat whatever you want, everything gratissss!"

"Waws... That's amazing." I said excitedly, this time while staring at the shady netra of Robin Atmajaya.

"I have to get in. Again, thank you." My neighbor again.

A second later I walked away from the beautiful man. Even though I did not look back, I knew the owner of the beautiful car did not leave until my body disappeared behind the solid walls of the building.

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Huhhhhhh!

I was breathing rough. I finally arrived at the two-story house that I bought from my own hard work.

Atmajaya!

When I said that name, everyone started to respect me. The name really has a strong influence in the business world. Understandably, Papa has been in the sweetness and bitterness of the business world since he was a teenager.

I don't want everyone to know me because of my family background, that's why I rarely use my last name when taking care of all things related to culinary business that I built with loan funds from Sawn Praja Dinata, a big businessman and my best friend. On the business card though, I only used my short name 'Robin'

Aahhh yes, tomorrow can't! I had to go to the hospital and visit the woman before Ibra knew she was here. Thank goodness Ibra doesn't like watching television in her office.

I wonder why the gossip show on television, people's speech is no different from hot oil that every time fry a dime news then develops into fire." My babble while opening one by one the buttons of my shirt.

I put my dirty clothes in the basket, and then I went to the bathroom. Cleansing yourself to be able to face the creator who gave this precious life, practicing prayer as a form of gratitude to the Divine, gratitude for being given the grace of life as beautiful as this.

It did not take long, ten minutes I ended up with the activity of confronting him the all-giver of life, God.

Outside I look friendly, strong, humorous, and wise. But the truth is I'm so fragile, I need support and strength, where else should I ask for help? Of course I must go back to the giver of life, moaning before him and complaining how heavy the burden is on my shoulders, just by asking my Lord for help will all be light.

I am starting to feel calm. But somehow my mind just kept running around that stray cat. Imagining her face brings her own happiness to my life. I smiled, I was enchanted, I laughed, I was also sedated by her beautiful charm.

What's the matter? Am I in love again? No. gabe. This must not be true! I murmured in my heart while tapping my head with my right hand.

"Basstupid, do you want nothing? How can you be interested in a married woman?" My bitch is berating herself.

"You can't do this ridiculous thing. Wake Robin! Wake up from your stupidity." My babble again while walking towards the door, walking slowly and then down the stairs while holding hands on each side.

Now I just realized, it turns out the house I live in is very quiet, usually I do not care about this silence. But now? I feel like I live in the woods. Alone, alone and unable to share.

For a moment my filthy thoughts penetrated through space and time. I imagined, right now I was hugging the stray cat, then his son ran in the living room of my house. The three of us smiled because we were happy. If that really happened. I must be the happiest man in the world.

"Ooohhh no, what am I thinking. You stupid fool." I said reproach while patting my face not knowing my embarrassment.

Just now I was going to walk towards the kitchen, my net was perfectly rounded, I was surprised, a figure that should not have been in my house was actually asleep on the sofa. Seeing how he fell asleep and how he covered his face with his hands I'm sure a big problem is filling his chest cavity.

"Don't say... Ahhhhhh!" I quickened my footsteps and walked towards the middle room.

"Is there a problem?" I asked as soon as I was on the right side of Brother Ibra.

"Nothing!" Reply to Ibra briefly without opening his eyes.

Even my cat sitting on the couch by her feet knows she's not okay. How dare he lie in front of me in a reassuring tone of voice.

"Wakeup. If you don't wake up, I'll kick you out of my house." I said with a heavy voice. I actually wanted to smile when I said that, but my conscience prevented me from doing anything stupid when my dear brother was caught in trouble, a matter of heart.

"Why are you bothering me. I don't want to joke." Reply brother Ibra while getting up from his supine position, he leaned his head on the back of the sofa. The spirit that usually flared on Ibra's face was seen extinguished by his emotions.

"I was on my break at the Apartment, suddenly someone called me after a long time. She cried and said she missed me so much.

Hearing her emotional speech made me want to run away to her, I wanted to hug her, I missed her a lot too. As soon as I remembered the past, remembering it made my anger grow. I decided it was better to stay away from her than to be close to her again." Ibra still has her eyes closed.

Ibra didn't dare look at my netra, so she spoke without opening her net. I myself was confused, I did not know how to comfort his wounded heart. If the stray cat I mean Lulu Andriana is with me at this moment, the soothing speech that comes out of her mouth can definitely calm any wounded soul.

I've missed him. And I also don't know how I can miss a married woman with one son. Forgive me God for making a terrible mistake. I murmured in my heart without taking my gaze away from the pitiful face of Ibra.

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