UNABLE TO FORGET YOU

LONGING

Early spring in Australia, Katrine takes Zeehan to Melbourne to visit his Relatives. Katrine's cousin got married there.

The party was held in a star hotel in the city. The party lasted quite a long time and made Zeehan feel bored. He sat in a corner of the room that was not too crowded. Katrine dances with her friends.

His head grew sore, as he watched the small children running around the party area.

"Lord...!" Zeehan seemed to hear the voice of the boy who called out to him.

"Thanks..!" Zeehan was frustrated. He forgot to bring his medicine. Unbeknownst to Katrine, Zeehan exits the hotel to breathe fresh air. He walked down the sidewalk holding his head that looked like it was about to break.

He went into a restaurant and ordered coffee there.

"Cappucino one Master!" He said without looking.

"Sorry sir, my restaurant is closing!" The man said, turning off some of the restaurant lights.

"Sorry, my head hurts, sir. Do you have any painkillers?" Zeehan asked looking at the man who owned the restaurant.

"Shortly, I'll get it!" But not yet, the man left, Zeehan fell unconscious.

"What's up Dad?"

"There's a guy who asked for coffee, but Daddy said it's closed, he asked for painkillers, Daddy hasn't had time to go back, he's passed out."

The man turned the lights back on.

"Oh My God, Daddy... He's Zeehan!" The young man cried.

"Really !?" The man called Daddy was observing Zeehan's face.

"Yes, she's Zeehan Dad, Valencia's husband, let's take her home!" Jovan. The man turned out to be Jonathan, her husband's Aunt Julia.

"Come on, Daddy's gonna close the door, wait for Daddy in the car, man,"

Jovan hurriedly brought Zeehan to his house. The rest of the house was shocked, as Jovan shouted to Lenka.

"What's the matter, Jovan, you woke up the whole house?" Aunt Julia, come out of her room.

"Look Mom, who do I bring, where's Vallen?"

"Vallen is sleeping the ocean, upstairs. Who's she?"

"He's Zeehan Mom, the kids' dad,"

"What??" aunt Julia shut her mouth in disbelief. "What a miracle" he said.

"What's wrong Uncle, Jovan? Why fuss?"

"Val, look! He's your husband, right?" Jovan pointed at Zeehan's face lying on the sofa with his eyes closed.

"Zeehan," Lenka couldn't believe her vision, and the woman fainted instantly.

"Val...!" Jovan holds Lenka's body from falling. Kenzio came out of his room when he heard a rowdy in the living room.

"What's wrong with Mama, Daddy?" Kenzio approached lenka. Her eyes were fixed on the figure she had long since missed.

"Father!" Kenzio approached the man and hugged him tightly.

Zeehan opened his eyes, everything was foreign again. "Papa, it's Kenzio papa's son!" Said Zio shaking Zeehan's hand. The man was confused.

"You know me, I'm sorry I can't remember you!" Zeehan lirih said.

"Zeehan, we're your family, I'm Julia's aunt, Lenka's aunt, this is your son Kenzio and the one who passed out is your wife Lenka,"

Zeehan turned his head towards someone lying on the sofa. There was no reaction from Zeehan, he just looked at Lenka flat.

"It looks like he's lost his memory" said Uncle Jonathan.

"Yes, I can't remember anything, sir, sorry!"

Lenka woke up from her stupor. He sat down in front of Zeehan with tears in his eyes.

"Zeehan, you really don't remember us, I'm Lenka your wife,"

"I'm not Zeehan, my name is Gerald, this is my identity card, my wife is Katrine, she works at a hospital in Canberra. It just so happens that there's a family party at the hotel near uncle's restaurant."

Lenka let go of her handrails, she looked shocked by Zeehan's confession. Lenka was sitting on the floor.

"Zeehan, you should know, you are Zeehan Aryadinata, you had a speedboat accident on the beach of Wane, the town of Bima, your birthplace. You disappeared during a storm about 2 years ago." Jovan said.

Zeehan looked at Jovan with a pus.

"And this is Valencia Kaynara, the wife you love so much, you have three children, kenzio, Zevanina and Samudera!"

"Ocean?"

"YES, OCEAN, didn't you want to give your son that name, the day before you disappeared." Jovan raised his tone.

Zeehan rubbed his face rough, he stood up agitatedly.

"Sir, please take me back to the hotel, my wife is confused because of my loss,"

"Just call two here, you have the phone number, right?" Jovan is upset.

Zeehan pulled out a business card, and handed it to Jovan.

With a dejected face, Jovan calls the number Zeehan gave her.

"Good night, with Miss Katrine? I'm Jovan, did you lose your husband,"

"Yes sir, is he with you?"

"Yes, he's in my house now, is he named Gerald?"

"Yes, Share Lock Sir I'll be there,"

Jovan threw his phone on the couch. He lifted Lenka's body to sit on top with her. Jovan held onto Lenka's shoulder tightly.

Everyone in the living room was silent. No one spoke, until Lenka was hard to breathe.

Every now and then Zeehan stared at Lenka, everything feeling strange. However, his heart trembled looking at the sobbing woman.

Zeehan stepped closer to Lenka.

He sat down in front of Lenka.

"I'm sorry, I can't remember anything right now, I'm married and promised to be loyal to Katrine. But I'll try to remember who I am,"

Katrine walks into the living room, shocked to see Zeehan resting at the feet of the woman he knows so well.

"Valencia!" Call Katrine. Lenka turned to Katrine.

"Katrine, are you Zeehan's wife?" Ask Lenka not to believe it.

"He's my husband's Gerald!"

"He's Zeehan, my husband Katrine, he went missing after an accident at sea, a year ago. I wouldn't get her wrong,"

"Sorry Valencia, we have to go now, let's go Gerald!" Katrine pulls Zeehan's hand and takes him out of Aunt Julia's house.

"Katrine, please don't take Zeehan, let him be with us, we'll treat him" Lenka pleaded.

"No Valencia, you got the wrong guy, he's Gerald Wilson, we got married a year ago." Katrine doesn't want Zeehan to go back to his family.

In a hurry, Katrine carried Zeehan into the car, and left the place with a raging feeling.

Jovan gets out of the house and secretly follows Katrine in her car from a safe distance.

Jovan's only goal is one, to find out where Katrine lives. After finding out, Jovan returns to his home.

Kenzio hugged his mother warmly, "Don't cry mama!"

"Dear, you won't cry anymore, I'm grateful, your father is alive, even though he doesn't know us. Mama prayed, I hope Papa can get his memory back."

"Yes Ma,... Mom is sleeping!" Kenzio took the Mother to his room.

After enveloping Lenka, Kenzio returned to his room.

Lenka really can't stop thinking about Zeehan. She couldn't imagine Zeehan living with her best friend Katrine while studying at the University of Melbourne.

"Did Katrine save Zeehan?" Inner Lenka.

"If it's true that Katrine saved Zeehan, I have to let Zeehan go, but Zeehan has to be hospitalized, to recover his memory."

******

Meanwhile at Katrine's house, Zeehan appears to be daydreaming himself in their room's Balcony. Katrine stood on her arm, staring at Zeehan.

"Gerald, have you eaten your medicine?" Ask Katrine.

"No, I'll eat, leave me alone, Katrine!"

"Alright, but make sure you remember your medicine, if you don't want your head to hurt,"

"Yes!" Answer Zeehan briefly.

Zeehan stared at the medicines that were in the bottle in his hands. And throw it in the trash.

Zeehan came out of the house, and walked towards the beach, which was located not far from Katrine's house.

He stood on the beach, letting the sea water touch his feet. The glimpses of his ship breaking back played out in his mind. His head ached more, every time he tried to think hard

"Aragh!" Zeehan screamed out his anger. "Oh, no. I have to remember everything, have to!" His mind was violently stirring.

Zeehan groaned, as the pain grew more and more excruciating.

"Papa, this is Kenzio,...Kenzio Papa's son?" The voice of the little boy played in his mind.

"Kenzio! Kenzuo!" Call her. "SAMUDRA!" Shouted Zeehan worried. Tears poured down his cheeks. Shown in his eyes was Lenka's sad gaze releasing her handrails.

"Lenka...!" The name just came out of his lips.

Katrine looked at Zeehan pity, all this time he had been selfish by allowing Zeehan not to remember who he was.

The woman was afraid, Zeehan would leave her after knowing who he was.

Zeehan walked into the sea, letting the seawater wet his body. Empty look.

"Gerald! What are you doing?" Katrine shouted as she saw the man almost setting. He chased Zeehan towards the sea, and pulled him to the shore.

"Let me go Katrine, so I can remember my past!" Pinta Zeehan's.

Katrine gawked at Zeehan's words. "Do you know, you could have died in the waves."

"Maybe it's better, than I have to hurt a lot of people!"

"Gerald, I need you!" Katrine hugged Zeehan's body tightly.

"Don't you think my kids need me!" Zeehan flat said.

Katrine cried, what she had been afraid of all this time finally happened. Zeehan wants to go back to his family.

"I'll take you to the hospital!" Katrine.

"No, Katrine, it just makes me no longer recognize myself."

"I'll make you heal, trust me!"

"You don't want me to get well, do you?"

Zeehan's question made Katrine speechless. Is he so bad now? For the sake of his love for Zeehan.

"I'll let you go after you remember who you are!" Katrine Promise.

Zeehan looked at the woman who had saved his life two years ago. Trying to dive into that greenish netra. Zeehan didn't find any lies there. Only tears pooled in Katrine's eyes. And that makes Zeehan weak.

Zeehan hugged Katrine tightly.

"Come on, I'll take you to the hospital!" Katrine said at last.

"Thank you Katrine!" Zeehan said sincerely.

Katrine nodded while letting go of her embrace. Then the two went back home.

"Where'd you go Katrine?" Mr. Scott asked when he saw his daughter packing Zeehan's clothes into a small suitcase.

"To Daddy's hospital, it's time for Gerald to get treatment at the hospital, to get his memory back."

"You sure?" The father looked at Katrine Nanar.

Katrine nodded, "I'm sure, Daddy! I feel selfish if I keep letting Gerald stay with me, he has three young children, they need their father Dad."

"Have you met his family?"

"Yes, his family was Melbourne, his wife Valencia Kaynara, my college friend from the University of Melbourne Dad."

The man took a deep breath, "Daddy hope, you can accept this reality with a lofty chest, Katrine!"

"Yes Dad, I'll try,"

Katrine drove Zeehan to a large hospital in Melbourne. Zeehan's place will undergo therapy and treatment to restore his lost memory.

Katrine contacted Lenka as soon as the operation on Zeehan's head was complete. Lenka's coming with Jovan.

Lenka waited long enough for Zeehan to wake up from the sound, after the operation was completed.

Lenka was sitting on the side of the bed where Zeehan was being treated. Zeehan's eyes opened slowly, widening. The net goes around the room.

"Katrine," he called her down.

Lenka endured the pain in her chest, hearing her husband mention another woman's name.

"You see my wife, madam?"

Lenka raised her face, so that her tears would not spill. Rush out of the room. And shed her tears on Jovan's chest.

"What happened Val? She doesn't know you?" Jovan rubbed Lenka's back.

"Let's go, Jo! It's free that we're here, he only remembers Katrine as his wife."

"Prophe Val, " whispered Jovan. Then take Lenka out of the hospital area.

Papa Daniel comes from Jakarta, after hearing that Zeehan has been found. He came to the hospital, to see the state of his son.

Long enough Daniel spoke to the doctor who handled Zeehan.

"I think Zeehan will recover quickly, if he's in his family's neighborhood, doc!" Daniel told Dr. Joseph.

"I think so sir, but now, it's up to his patients. Does he want to come with you, or not?"

It's quite difficult to make a decision. On the one hand, Zeehan felt he could not bear to leave Katrine who had contributed in his life. On the other hand, he wanted to live a normal life as before.

"Katrine, will you take Zeehan to Jakarta, maybe if you are with you, he is willing to go to Jakarta," said Papa Daniel softly.

"I'll do it, Mr. Daniel, if that's what's best for your son."

"Do you have children?" ask Papa Daniel.

"No sir, I can't have children" Katrine said sadly.

"Sorry, I just don't want if Zeehan gets well, he's left the other responsibilities in this town,"

Papa Daniel takes Zeehan to Jakarta, with Katrine. Lenka refuses to join, not wanting to see Zeehan's relationship with Katrine. AS A NORMAL WOMAN, Lenka is jealous.

Which woman's heart does not hurt, when her beloved husband marries someone else, even though Zeehan has lost his memory.

Two years of losing Zeehan, but his heart isn't as painful now. I can only look at it without being able to reach it.

Lenka lamented in silence, she wanted Zeehan's memory back, but what about Katrine, would they have the heart to "throw away" the woman? Of course not, however, they still have a conscience.

It has been almost a month in Jakarta, but there have been no signs of his memory returning.

Papa Daniel forces Lenka to Jakarta with his children. The only way is to let Zeehan get together with his family. Inevitably, Lenka left for Jakarta with her sons and daughters.

Living in the main house, with both Zeehan's parents and of course Katrine there. The faithful accompanied Zeehan wherever he went.

Lenka seems to be a stranger in her own home. Dinner was a very sickening time for Lenka. Katrine deftly took food for Zeehan without thinking about Lenka's feelings. They are like a couple on their honeymoon.

Lenka invites Kenzio to leave the dinner table, although it is very disrespectful.

"Darling, you want some fruit, let me cut it!" Katrine said take an apple and peel it. Then cut the apple small!, then feed it to Zeehan.

Lenka still had time to glance at Zeehan who was happy to open his mouth to accept bribes from Katrine.

Katrine seemed to not give Lenka a chance to talk alone with Zeehan. Mama Maria realizes that, and makes sense for Katrine to return to Australia.

At midnight, Lenka went down to the kitchen to get a fresh apple in the refrigerator because her stomach was hungry because she did not have time to eat dinner.

He sits alone in a mini bar with an apple and a glass of mineral water.

"Is there a canned beer here?" Zeehan asked, when he appeared in the kitchen and made Lenka shocked.

"Oh, of course there is, take it yourself in the refrigerator," said Lenka feeling awkward.

Zeehan stepped into the refrigerator, and picked up a can of beer, then drank it up to the toilet.

"Valencia, are the children asleep?" Ask Zeehan, gently.

"Yes! I'm sorry, I'm done, I'm going upstairs" Lenka washed the glass she was wearing. Zeehan drew lenka's hand until their bodies were so close, there was barely any distance. Lenka could feel the warm breath of the man. The two looked at each other and locked each other.

"Let go of me Zeehan, when the ocean wakes up, he'll cry if I'm not there" Lenka pulled out of Zeehan's arms.

"Valencia, if it's true that you're my wife, why are you keeping your distance from me,"

Lenka swallows her coarse Saliva, "I don't keep my distance, just keep Katrine feeling, she loves you so much."

"And you don't love me?"

Lenka stared up at the ceiling, holding back tears from spilling.

"Everyone knows, what my love for you is Zeehan, we have three children, and that's enough to prove how much we've loved all along,"

"I will try hard to recover, Valencia. Show me where we can be together, without knowing Katrine." Zeehan Whisper.

"What about our house, tomorrow morning go to our house by taxi, I'll wait for you there, after driving Kenzio and Zee to school. I'll write down the address."

"All right!" Zeehan.

Lenka immediately came out of the kitchen and rushed to her room. He was like an affair who was afraid of being caught off guard.

Seriate.