UNABLE TO FORGET YOU

UNABLE TO FORGET YOU
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Lenka threw her body on her apartment bed with a feeling of uneasiness. She let her tears fall against the end of the pillow. Back when he left Zeehan in his village, Lenka was not as agitated as she is now. Selfishness and hatred had taken hold of his heart.


Lenka still can not accept the insults that have been said Zeehan some time ago. His heart ached, he still remembered the words of Zeehan who said that he was a j****g.


"And you slept with ****** this many times, Zeehan, I hate you, I hate," Lenka cried sobbing, her heart was sliced. It was almost late at night, Lenka was still rolling on the bed, until she decided to take sleeping pills to be free from the thoughts that made her head want to break. After the effects of the drug worked, Lenka finally fell asleep.


"Mama, wakeup! It's noon, I want to go to school" Zio's cute voice made Lenka jump in shock. He glanced at the wall clock in the room, at 07:15. Kenzio is neat with his uniform and school bag.


"Geez, kid, mama's bad luck, Zio so missed the school bus, Zio just ride an online motorcycle taxi yes," Lenka looked confused. He doesn't usually wake up. All because his head was dizzy thinking about Zeehan, who made his life a mess.


"No need Ma, papa's in front" said Kenzio about to kiss Lenka's hand to leave. Lenka's flabbergasted,"She's either coming here early in the morning or she's not sleeping here" Lenka muttered to herself.


"Oh, Zio hasn't had breakfast yet, Zio...."


"Udah Ma, Papa bring you fried chicken, for Mama is also at the table, Zio go first ma," cut Kenzio, while running outside the house.


"Yes, be careful!" lenka shouted, though the boy did not listen. Lenka rubbed her chaotic-looking face, she got up from her bed. Sitting in front of the mirror, there were dark circles around his eyes, a sign that he had not slept for several days. Suddenly his head felt dizzy, Lenka returned to the bed, laying her body there. Lenka groaned, her body felt hollow. Everything looks dark.


Lenka could not remember how long she had been asleep or fainted, which was obvious, when she opened her eyes, she was already in an all-white room. He vaguely saw a figure he did not want to meet lately, Zeehan. The man sat on the sofa, while looking at his laptop seriously, it seemed like he was at work, Inner Lenka.


Lenka closed her eyes again, not wanting Zeehan to see her awake. Before long, Lenka felt footsteps approaching slowly towards her. Sitting by his bed while holding Lenka's fingers softly. His heart rate was racing again.


"Lenka, I'm sorry," she whispered softly in Lenka's ear. Lenka. The smell of the man's perfume was very disturbing to his senses. I want to be in Zeehan's arms. Leaned spoiled on his chest that field. Suffering about the problem that is now afflicting him.


Lenka still faithfully closed her eyes. Lenka felt Zeehan's face so close, her breathing feeling so warm. Lenka felt the coldness of the man's lips touch hers. Lenka held her breath so as not to sigh.


Fortunately a nurse came in, to check on Lenka, Zeehan stood dodging and leaned against the wall, looking at Lenka sadly.


The man glanced at his expensive watch, it was almost 02:00 p.m.


"Suster, I'll take my wife for a second, yes, I'll pick my son up for school!" zeehan said hurriedly out of the room. Without waiting for the nurse to answer.


Lenka opened her eyes after Zeehan left. His heart was filled, Zeehan cared so much about himself and Zio. But to receive Zeehan back, it wasn't easy.


It was true that the wise words he had heard, that forgiving was easy, but to forget those hurtful words was very difficult.


Belinda came to Lenka's room, after learning her friend was being treated at her hospital.


"What's wrong with you, Val?" belinda asked "Fatigue."


"It looks like it, Bel,"


"There's a rumor that says you're pregnant" Belinda said.


"Yes, Bel, it's been almost 5 months" Lenka replied honestly.


"Your husband didn't come?"


"Some, he's picking Zio up to school again" Lenka replied.


"Oh" Belinda answered briefly.


Soon Kenzio entered Lenka's room with Zeehan.


"Mama, why is my mom sick?" ask Zio worriedly.


"Mama's just tired baby, "


"Sir Zeehan, are you still here?" Belinda is shocked by Zeehan's presence in Lenka's room.


"Yes, Miss Belinda, I can't leave my wife, if she's sick like this" Zeehan approached Lenka and sat on her bedside.


"Oh, so you're husband and wife, but why did Lenka never tell me," she said curiously.


"There was a misunderstanding between us, Ms. Belinda, until we had to part ways, and we met again here, and I'm not going to let go of Lenka again, Oh yeah, I'll also take Lenka to Jakarta, I'll make Lenka's resignation letter from this hospital,"


"I'm sorry, Mr. Zeehan, Lenka just worked at this hospital, she can't just resign," Belinda said angrily.


"I understand, I'll pay the penalty fee if that's what you want."


Belinda's face looked sour, she came out of Lenka's room, without saying a word.


"Why are you talking like that to Belinda, Zeehan?" Lenka's raising her eyeballs.


"If I don't want to?"


"I don't accept rejection, Lenka!"


"I don't want to come with you to Jakarta Zeehan, I want to be here" Lenka said.


Upset because Zeehan began to impose his will.


"You're coming, Lenka, because Kenzio's going to Jakarta in 2 days,"


"Why did you rule Zeehan's life, remember! you're nothing to me,"


"I don't care, I just want happiness for Kenzio, safety for the baby you're now carrying, and you can't resist it,"


Lenka was silent, why Zeehan was suddenly so annoying, and coercive.


"I've cleaned up all your belongings in the apartment, and sent them to Jakarta,"


"You!" Lenka was about to get angry, but her head felt dizzy again. To argue with Zeehan for free. That man will never give up.


The next day, Lenka was feeling better, she wanted to leave the hospital immediately. Because I feel bad for Belinda.


Especially after seeing the reaction of Belinda


angered at the moment, Zeehan says Lenka will resign.


Lenka went into Belinda's room, to leave. However, Belinda looked unconcerned.


"Sorry Belinda, I actually wanted to stay here, but Zeehan forced me to leave" Lenka said.


Belinda is still focused on her work, not answering Lenka's words.


"Well, thank you for letting me work here, Belinda, excuse me," Lenka finally turned around, but Belinda held her back.


"Wait, here's your letter of dismissal" Belinda said. Then left Lenka alone in her room. Lenka took a deep breath. He tore the letter and dumped it in a garbage can.


Lenka walked towards the Parkiran. Zeehan and Zio were waiting for him in the car.


"Mama is sitting in front" Zio said, turning to the back of the car.


"Mama with Zio, too" Lenka sat on the back bench, with Zio. His face was still annoyed to see Zeehan. The man had vacated his apartment, and now, they were going straight to Jakarta, using an airplane. While Lenka cars will be sent through the delivery service, which is waiting at the airport.


"Mom, are you angry with Papa?" zio said, as soon as they sat in the airport waiting room. The boy looked at Lenka with clinging.


"Yes, my mother is upset, why should we move to Jakarta, my mother will just work in Surabaya," said Lenka.


"Ma, if there is Papa, you no longer need to bother working, your job is just to look after Zio and your baby sister" Kenzio said as he kissed Lenka's belly which began to distend.


Lenka looked at her little son who seemed happy to stroke her stomach. "Zio doesn't Pa-pa go to school in Jakarta?" ask Lenka.


"No problem Mam, I will participate in the science olympiad in Jakarta, but still carry the name SD in Surabaya," said Zio.


Lenka nodded, "Zio is happy to live in Jakarta" asked Lenka again.


"Zio likes to go to school anywhere, Ma, as long as he lives with Papa and Mama," said plain Zio. "Zio wants to stay with Papa and also mama." pinta Zio.


The plane they were traveling on arrived in Jakarta safely. Lenka insists on staying at her parents' house. While Zeehan invites them to live in a new house in his purchase.


"I'm going to live in my house, Zeehan, you're not my husband, so you have no right to rule my life" Lenka said.


Zeehan finally relented, he drove Lenka to his house. At least now, he has brought Lenka and Zio back to Jakarta. Kenzio follows Zeehan to his house.


Lenka laid her body in her room while still living with her parents.


"Mom, Papa, I miss you," Inner Lenka stared at the photo of her parents on the wall of the room.


"What am I supposed to do now, Ma, Pa? Do I have to accept Zeehan's proposal for Zio and the child I'm carrying?"


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