
Reyhan POV's
After leaving my daughter's Bella's room to check if she's asleep, I'm now walking to my own room. The room that recently seemed to be an uncomfortable place for me.
Because when I'm inside, it's not the warmth I get. We just spent time arguing with each other.
And it ended with me going out of the room, then choosing to sleep in the guest room.
If not, Andrea is the one who went out of the room and chose to sleep with Bella in her room.
What kind of relationship is that. I'm tired, and Andrea I feel the same way.
But the words of Shanala made me shunned. His words slapped me. Is it true that I have gone too far with excessive expectations of Andrea.
What's wrong with me ?
Why would I lose control of Andrea ?
This woman is the woman I love. The woman who made me fall in love for the first time. The woman who gave me offspring. The woman who bore witness to my success from the beginning.
When I opened the door to our room, I saw her hugging the bolts on the bed. I don't know, there's an open feeling coming out of my heart feeling sorry for him.
Suddenly there was a sense of haru when I noticed Andrea who was now sleeping on her side while hugging the roll. Guilt has encircled the space of my heart space that has been terrorizing me for months.
Have I been mean to him.
I was bad to my wife.
I moved my footsteps to keep getting closer to rajang.
I am now on his side. I was sitting on the side of her near her. And when I saw that beautiful face, my heart fell back.
Something hit my chest. And in that instant, this heart felt a great deal of guilt.
A painful feeling rained down on me when I found Andrea's eyes swollen.
She must have been crying.
I stretched out my hand to get rid of some of the hair that now covered her cheeks. Then I slid the strand of hair to the side of Andrea's ear. A white, smooth cheek that I hadn't caressed for a long time.
How fucking I am. Why did I realize that I was wrong all along.
Because I haven't cleaned myself up after coming home from the office. I rushed to the bathroom to refresh myself.
After I finish with the clean ritual. I then walked into the dressing room. And I picked up those comfortable, casual trousers for me to wear. And I intentionally don't wear a top shirt.
After finishing from the dressing room, I immediately rushed towards the bed, where Andrea was already lying there.
Then I put myself on the bed, on his side. For a moment I thought. Then I moved to tilt my body in accordance with the position of Andrea who is now sleeping and in a tilted position as well. Then I purposely loop my hands hugging positively to Andrea's stomach. In her embrace, I could breathe the fragrance of my wife's body.
And from behind, I kissed Andrea's cheek in love.
"Dea, have you really slept." I whispered in his ear.
Andrea was always beautiful. And every night she has a habit of wearing very sexy evening dresses.
And tonight I found myself wearing a grey silk evening dress. The dress that was currently enough made me stiffen.
The sensation of her evening perfume so spoils my smell. And the evening dress she was wearing also really stained me. And now my libido is starting to go up.
"Dea," my pangil again, because he didn't answer.
I kissed her exposed shoulder, and I breathed in the scent of her body that I hadn't touched for a long time.
And soon he moved. Andrea turned her body and then she looked at me with a glare.
And again guilt hit my chest.
How I got that so bad it hurt her heart. The woman I love and who made me fall in love for the first time. The woman who gave me offspring.
"What's wrong." she asked weakly. And then he lay back on his back to me.
"I want to apologize. I want to ask for my attitude this morning." I said. Then I deliberately pushed myself to be able to stick to Andrea's body. I circle my hands back to her stomach. And I kissed her nape gently.
"Rey, don't be like this." lamented Andrea who tried to refuse my sweet treatment for her. I know, it's just women's excuses if they're sulking.
I also smiled at the attitude of Andrea who sold this expensive. And it makes me miss his touch.
"You don't miss me. I miss you Dea," said I seduced her. And I kissed her shoulder again.
"That's why you feel guilty right now. Where have you been, why only now realize that. For a long time you have ignored me. You shut me down for no reasonable reason. And you're too confident now, if I'm gonna forgive you, Rey. You've hurt my heart and my feelings as Rey's woman." answered strictly.
Then he rose from the fall and resuscitated his body on the headbord of the bed. Then he looked back at me.
"I'm seriously sorry, honey. I'm sincerely sorry." I assured Andrea.
"Six of Reyhan's old moon. You ignored me, not only did you not touch me for a long time. And now that you've come to apologize, what's the matter."
"Why are you suspicious, baby. Okay... I was wrong. And that's why I regret it. I want to mend my relationship with you."
I went back to her. I caress Andrea's long hair and I elus her soft cheeks. I'm determined tonight, to be a night for us to reconcile. And also re-warming our relationship that was once cold.
"Whatever happened between us some time ago, I admit I was wrong. I'm guilty, and I'm sorry. Should I understand you, should I understand you. You're a CEO like me. You know I kept seeing you busy in the office. Your work has drained your time and energy. I wanted you to spend more time at home, but I forgot one thing, you're an important person in your company."
"I can divide which time is for family and which is for work. If for example I look very busy, it's only a certain time. It's not right that I ignore you and Bella as you've been accusing me of all this time."
And I have no reason to argue anymore.
Andrea looked at me fixedly, and a moment later she appeared to open the blanket and seemed to be about to get out of bed. But before he really got up I pulled Andrea until he staggered towards me.
"Rey," he choked.
"I'm sorry baby, please forgive me." I said holding his arm so as not to move.
"Don't be rude Rey," he said with still an expression of a sour face.
"I'm not rude honey, I'm just holding you back. I want to settle our dispute. And I was wrong, I plead guilty."
"Give me some time" she said, then turned her face away.
"Why then, now we forgive each other dear." my tease.
"I want to see how sincerely you regret your accusations against me all along."
"Alright if it can make you forgive me, I'll prove it, if I've regretted it." I relented. I guess there's nothing I can do right now but give in and admit wrong.
"Good," he said. Then he came back wanting to move. But, again I quickly held him back.
"What else Rey," said Andrea with an annoyed face. But I was just happy and missed seeing her upset face.
"Can't we have fun tonight" I said. And immediately made Andrea's face pale.
"I can't" she said, removing her hand from my grip and then pulling the blanket over her body.
"Then I'll check it" said I who can no longer wait.
Because I've been holding him back.
Reyhan Aditya Dimitri's