Two Wives of the CEO

New Life (Shanala Arunika)

Syanala Arunika POV

Today I have prepared a map containing complete self-data. Anyway, I have to stay excited to find a new job.

I haven't worked for two months. I can't just rely on the savings I have to make ends meet, but I have to bounce back. Looking for a job, and the spirit of living a life that had made me inferior to myself.

I even felt a loss of confidence. I thought that you were just a cheap woman. Seductive women, women who cannot maintain self-esteem. Shameless women, despicable women and various bad names are indeed worthy of my stare.

I lost my mind, how could I fall in love with my own boss. How can I mix love with a married man. Even his wife is the most meritorious person in my life and also my parents. How can I hurt the feelings of a good and beautiful woman as well educated and elegant as Andrea.

If I remember it all, I feel sick of myself. I have been Mas Reyhan's wife for 6 months. I'm like an overconfident fool. That a handsome CEO who is kind and full of charm Reyhan Aditya Dimitri suddenly expressed his heart. He said he liked me, fell in love with me, and wanted to make me his second wife. Although I initially refused, but in fact I was also devastated.

And I can't deny, I did like Mas Reyhan at that time. I love that man, I love him.

For 6 months she was his wife. I do all my duties as a wife. To carry out all my duties and duties as a wife serves her husband. I obeyed his will, obeying his orders. Until in the end, I was too confident, if I could align myself with Mbak Andrea in the heart of Mas Reyhan. And confident Sister Andrea wants to share a husband.

But it turns out I was wrong. I'm the one who's too stupid, I'm the one who's cheap, I'm the woman who's the actor.

And now that I've realized, I don't want to be a mistress anymore. I don't want to be the woman who has borne the burden of disgrace all her life. Aib for being the secret wife of Siri. Being the second woman that the first wife did not know. I was really cruel as it turned out.

And, no matter how dirty I am, no matter how dirty I am. I'm now strengthening myself, to be able to move on.

Move on from my former self, which was full of khilaf and wrong, towards my new self. Being the new shanala, I will continue to live with passion.

Let this disgrace I keep to myself, and let those who know this disgrace may forget it. And for him whom I have hurt and felt, he may one day use me. And for the rest of my life, I will always feel guilty about it.

I've returned all the stuff Mas Reyhan gave me. I didn't bring any of the things Mas Reyhan gave me.

Ever since he turned me on, I really have cut ties with him. And I also hope that I will never see him again.

I have committed many sins and mistakes. And I would never allow myself to get caught up in a situation I've done before.

And I may not be forgiven.

"I'm sorry Andrea. I hope your marriage will remain intact after everything that happened. I'm sorry to have entered Andrea's household. I regret everything I have done. Love was blind, and I was blind at the time. I lost my mind, lost my control and didn't know how to return the favor. After this I promise, I will not show myself to all of you. I hope you guys stay together, as a couple."

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This morning I had an interview in one of the downtown buildings. I've mentally prepared to do a long-distance job interview. I hope this time my job application will be accepted.

With a little anxiety, I waited for my name on the pangil. In the waiting room there are currently about 20 people waiting in line. Everyone seems to be hoping today is the best day. Get accepted and start a new job.

My heart felt so bad when my name was on the pangil. With a hopeful step, I entered the HRD room to conduct an interview.

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"Nala," Someone called out to me, as I entered an elevator.

"Sir Metthew." My greeting goes back to that person, who turned out to be Mr. Metthew. Mr. Metthew then shifted from his establishment, giving me space.

"What are you doing here?" ask him kindly.

"I'm having a job interview in this building sir" I replied honestly.

"How was the interview?" ask Mr. Metthew again who seems curious.

"Do you have any other purpose after this?"

"I want to go home, sir,"

"We can talk for a while, downstairs there's a cafe. We'll talk to you for a minute if you're ready?"

And finally, because it was not nice to refuse Mr. Metthew's request, I did not ask.

"I beg you not to talk about my problems, Mr. Reyhan and Ms. Andrea. Because I'm sure Mr. Metthew knows everything."

"Yes, I'm not going to talk about that. I just want to have a casual conversation with you." said Mr. Metthew while pecking his cigarette ash on an ashtray.

"If you want, I can give you Nala's job." bargained Mr. Metthew, and that right took me by surprise. I can't work for his company. While the Wilson Corp company works a lot with Dimitri Corp, which means the two companies have a lot of cooperation with the company that has now been acquired by Andrea Mbak company. If I work for Mr. Metthew's company it's the same I'm not consistent to stay away from Mas Reyhan and Andrea.

"I'm sorry, sir, I don't appreciate Mr. Metthew's kindness. But I can't work for Mr. Metthew's company."

"Metthew, just pick me up Metthew. We're not superiors or subordinates anymore."

"But I still respect you sir, because after all, we were once a team."

For some reason arrived Mr. Metthew chuckled.

But I didn't dare to ask, why did he laugh.

"Sometimes I'm bigung Nala. What a charm that makes you want to be married to Reyhan siri."

Deg.

"Sir, sorry it's personal. I don't want to talk about it. And because it's late afternoon, I say goodbye first." I said while tidying up my luggage.

"Nala, wait. Don't upset. Sorry for offending me personally." said Mr. Metthew, holding my wrist.

"I've changed so far to avoid this problem sir. I don't want to talk about it. I want to focus on myself." I said, then Mr. Metthew nodded, a sign he understood.

"Let me drive you home." he bargained.

"Thank you sir, I can go home by myself. Thank you for the food and drink order." then I hurried to leave. Yet again Mr. Metthew held me.

"This is my business card. Even if you refuse to work for my company, who knows, I can still help you to make workplace recommendations that can accept you." Mr. Metthew then gave me his business card. Because I felt bad, I grabbed the business card he gave me.

"Don't hesitate to contact me, if you really have trouble finding a new job" he concluded.

"Thank you very much sir, I'll go first."

Arunika Syanala

Metthew Wilson