Two Ti Saraga

Part 42's. Secret Diary of Manisha (II)

Andra looked at the book. Heart's racing. With trembling hands, the first page immediately opened.

First page

For Mothers Who Go

Mother, since your departure...

All the lanterns there are more and more dead

The world is getting darker, though,

Rainwater always accompanies the night and morning

Mother, this kind of incident was never imagined Manisha in the least,

About the Mother who left and Manisha who left alone on earth

Mother, did you also bring father's heart? in one night, he changed. It freezes like ice. Cold untouched.

Mother, Manisha longs....

Andra shed her tears, she could feel how hurt Manisha was when she wrote this. Andra could not imagine that. Slowly her heart was broken.

Second page

For Dad

Dad, Manisha's sick. Can Manisha borrow back the lanterns I used to lend? just for a minute, Dad.

Dad, ever since Dad turned violent, Manisha's life has gotten grim. Manisha doesn't know where Manisha's fault lies.

Bayu missing.

Mother home.

And Dad is no longer feeling.

So, where else should Manisha complain?

To sky? no, Dad. The sky has chosen dark, the sun and moon reject Manisha. Right now, Manisha was completely alone.

Andra. He was no longer able to read the thread of his son's outpouring for the next page. He clutched the book tightly. And for the umpteenth of times, times and times, Regret has enveloped him.

Fate is too cruel for a Raga Alvano Dwipaga. Where else is this time happy? when the only person left on earth was exposed was already his foul wits. Raga did not understand, why a Bayu can be cruel to him. It turned out that the kindness of his twin sister had been just a wall to cover up the mistakes that were inflicted on him.

Raga banged on his chest. He felt tight and stinging.

"Why...."

"Why...."

"Why!" raga shouted in the end. Raga is currently on the Blue Lake. With night and silence accompanying him.

"Why, Bayu...."

Raga refuses to reject reality, but how? Raga wanted to be deaf, so as not to hear what her Mother was asking. Raga wants to go crazy, to escape all the burdens of her mind.

"Rome...."

Raga turned her head as soon as she heard a familiar voice in her ears. He frowned when he saw Vian walking towards him with a look of pity.

"Gue knows you're sick. Patience...." Vian hugged Raga, then patted the man on the shoulder and then let go.

"I hate Bayu." he said slowly, "I really hate him!"

"Gue knows."

Vian sits himself next to Raga. Faithfully waiting for Raga who returned to wrestle with her sobs. Vian also felt sad, only this time he saw a Raga who was famous for its cold nature crying heartbreakingly like now.

Vian did not not not know what problems befell them. Bayu has told her everything, including the case of the death of Raya, her siblings Raga and Bayu.

At that time, Vian was angry after hearing an explanation from a Bayu, he felt Bayu was outrageous. But nevertheless... Vian then knew, if Bayu was not also the mastermind of the problems that befell them after finishing analyzing all the events told by his best friend.

Bayu stood at the window. Stare blankly out. He did not expect that everything would have to be revealed now. Bayu knew, after this incident, there would be no more Raga in his life. For surely his brother chose to stay away from him. And what Bayu is afraid of is, if Raga chooses not to return his body for revenge. And Bayu, must be ready to lose Manisha for good. Bayu is really scared.

"I'm sorry... Raga."

Slowly her tears came. His heart really hurt. Not even the Manisha problem is finished, now a new problem has emerged.

"Manisha.. I'm sorry...." Bayu said softly. Then he fell down. Pulling his legs together, then crying without a sound.

In the next room, the same thing happened to Anita. He was crying in his bed. Slowly the dark memory of the past swirled nicely in his head. Moments when Raya died.

Anita doesn't know, either Raga did it. What is clear, when finding Raya, there is also Raga. Therefore, with little sense, he accused his eldest son of being the main perpetrator.

The picture of Raga's agonizing face that she had seen had managed to hit her heart hard. He feels stuffy. Raga is still his son. The child she had for nine months with great affection.

Flashbacks

The little wood pushed the newly purchased cars towards the edge of the pool. Sometimes he sings "Little Star" when some fish from the pool next to him swim closer. Bayu smiled happily.

"Likes Bayu, huh?" tanyanya slow.

"Well, are you quiet?" Bayu was getting upset when the 'fish' he was talking to was just busy swimming here and there.

"Why wood?" ask someone suddenly. Then Bayu turned around, he widened his eyes as soon as he saw Aunt who was very dear to him was the mastermind behind the familiar voice just now.

"Eh, when's Aunt coming home?" tanyanya girang's. He then ran towards Raya with an incomparably happy face.

"Thus. Just aja nyampe," explained Raya while kissing the right and left cheeks Bayu.

"Tante, Bayu has a new car, loh," he showed off to Raya. Raya chuckles. "Where?" tanya Raya later.

"No."

Bayu widened his eyes when he did not see his new car where he had put it. "Eh, where's the car?" ask him to yourself.

Raya again chuckles at Bayu's adorable behavior. Then he walked towards the swimming pool and glanced inside. There's a car there. It turned out that the toy was drowning, he murmured.

Byurs!

Bayu widened his eyes. "The new pool aunt added another meter!"

Too late! It was already floundering on the water. He screamed for help. The panicked Bayu immediately ran inside, intending to call his papa or his bunda.

Raga who was taking fruit juice in the refrigerator was surprised when she heard a voice asking for help from the direction of the pool. He put down his glass and ran there. He was shocked when he saw it turned out that Auntie Raya was screaming for help.

Raga tried to look around the pool. He found a wood leaf cleaning net. The taking of the wood, intending to help Raya who flapped her hand on the water had begun to weaken.

Be late. Raga dropped the wood as she saw her Tante no longer visible on the water. Completely submerged.

"Rome!"

Raga turned her head as soon as she saw her mother and her father and Bayu coming suddenly. Raga ran there.

"Mother! Grand Aunt! Aunt-"

Plaque!

The little raga who knew nothing received such a sudden slap managed to make his heart ache. What's wrong with him?

"Lad...."

Raga tried to grab his papa's hand. However, it was successfully pushed aside by the middle-aged man. Tears of Raga dripping. Then he ran away from there. While Bayu, squeezed his hand tightly. He really feels guilty.

"It's all Papa's fault! just try if Papa does not add depth meters in the pool, surely Raya is still alive!" Anita banged on the chest of her husband who was glued to the spot.

He looked down at Raya, who was like his younger brother, now lying stiff on the hospital bed.

"Raya.." he said. His eyes then looked towards his firstborn who was crying sobbing in the corner of the room. Accompanied by her youngest child who was crying too.

All this because of that damn kid! emotions in the heart.

Since then, their families have changed. Anita is no longer being nice to Raga. What other husband. And Bayu remains number one in the Dwipaga extended family.

Anita and her husband often quarrel about the pool. Eventually they decided to split up and split the children. Bayu with Anita and Raga with her husband.

Anita wiped her tears. He felt guilty for Raga. However, somehow his heart always screams if Raga is the culprit. Though clearly there is evidence that shows that Raga is not the culprit.

Anita stared blankly at the swimming pool. He still could not believe the death of his only brother. The death of Raya was a big problem in her family.

Anita's eyes narrowed as soon as she saw the familiar toy car in the pool. Anita knew it was Bayu's new cars he bought the other day. However, Anita got rid of her negative thoughts. And keep screaming inside if the culprit is Raga.

Right, Raga is the culprit, batin keukuh.

Anita felt like she was really stupid. He knew he was wrong this time. Anita doesn't know if Raga will forgive her later. Clearly, at this moment Anita was truly sorry.

+TBC

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