Two Ti Saraga

Part 37's. Real Wounds (III)

...Man is not as good as God to set his life scenario. In reality, man is just a statue, given life by God in order to play a movie on earth....

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Brak!

The door of one of the hospital rooms was pushed firmly by Atmaji. His eyes were perfectly patterned on the sight of a woman lying helplessly on top of a hospital cage, with life support tubes stuck everywhere. Atmaji pias's face, he did not expect that the most 'bararti' friend for him was sleeping well there. Slowly the body of the Atmaji jakung walked closer.

"Sha.." he said. Slowly her tears came.

"Sha...." This time Atmaji's hand tightly grasped the white hand of the girl named Manisha. Atmaji sat on the side seat of the braggar.

"Sha... Why can you gini? why, Sha?" ask her with a raucous voice. However, only silence was the answer to the young man's question.

"Sha. I promise I won't bother you or ngerecokin live lo again if you wake up now. I beg you, Sha...."

Atmaji wiped away the tears flowing profusely on his tyrannical cheeks. He looked sorrowfully at the faithful Manisha with his eyes closed and lips as pale as cotton.

"Sha.. I beg you.." said Atmaji, this time he without permission to slowly kiss the back of the girl's hand.

"What's going on, Sha? You should've told me, you couldn't have killed yourself, right, Sha?"

Just as Atmaji said that sentence, a sobbing sound rang out from behind him. Then Atmaji turned around, he saw Lea and Sia who were sobbing softly in front of the door.

"Jy... Manisha's gonna wake up, isn't she?" lea rahu asked, he walked over to the young man with a face drenched in tears. Do not forget also Sia who looked at Manisha with deep sadness, especially she had not had time to apologize to her best friend due to her childish nature.

Atmaji just silently heard Lea's question. He knew the girl didn't need an answer. Atmaji instead takes his cell phone out of the pocket of his school pants, intending to call Raga.

The number you are going to is off or out of range, try a few more moments....

Many times Atmaji called Raga, but never picked up. Where exactly is that man? Atmaji is upset.

'He said dear adek, my dear Bayu adek too. But Manisha is in the hospital now you don't know!' gerutu Atmaji in heart.

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While on the other hand, Raga who had heard until the story was finished from Kenan, managed to make his blood rise at the highest position. What the fuck! he shouted in his heart, not accepting what Kenan had done to Sandra.

Kenan just looked down deep, loyal to his composure. It didn't matter if he had to accept a bogeman from Raga on his face. Anyway, it was his fault.

However, notya felt the fist, Kenan instead saw Raga who got up from her chair and walked out of the cafe with neck veins poking out. Kenan knew, Raga was in a stage of great anger. Kenan just stared blankly at the door of the cafe that was closed again. He went back inside.

"Everything's done, Sand... Brother has finished everything. Sorry, Sand.. everything is because of Brother," said Kenan. But there was a little relief in his heart, because he had managed to solve everything.

Raga shouted loudly on the edge of the Blue Lake. He kicked the rough green grass that grew in the lake. Slowly his body fell down there, crying loudly without a sound. Short of it, that's how he feels now. How could Sandra go so fast? Even Sandra left earlier than she did.

While Bayu who saw his brother slumped like that made his heart hurt. He did not expect, if the problem of his brother could be this complicated.

Bayu wanted to embrace the body, but he knew he could not. So he just fell silent on the spot while occasionally wiping his tears that came falling. After all, the feelings of the twins were strong. They can be sad at the same time.

"Bao... Lo who is patient, yes." said Bayu while standing in front of his brother who is still faithfully supporting the body with knees on the ground wet grass.

"Yu... hiks-hiks... Why is my life like this? What's my fault, Bayu? I want to be happy.is there no chance for me, Bayu.." replied Raga with a raucous voice. Sad about the obvious sadness.

"Why is everyone doing this to me? Why are we different, Bayu... hiks-hiks... You are always happy, while I always accept the opposite...why, Bayu??" Raga again said it softly, Bayu who heard it felt very guilty.

'I'm sorry, bang. It's all my fault.' he said in his heart.

"What's my fault, Bayu?" ask Raga again. This time he stood up, staring at Bayu with a blank eye. There is a deep sadness there. Bayu knows that. But Bayu remained silent. He doesn't know what to do.

However-

"Man is not as good as God to set the scenario of his life. In reality, man is just a statue, given life by God in order to be able to play a movie on earth" he said later with a smile that Raga might not be able to see.

Raga chuckled at the sentence Bayu said. He stared loosely at the sky that began to turn yellow, indicating if it would appear dusk there.

"You're right. We are statues given life..." Raga was silent for a while, "you are a lifeless statue that was deliberately created, whereas I, is a statue that was created by mistake." Raga's tears came back. It was a shame his life all along.

While Bayu who heard Raga's words, managed to make his eyes pattern. "Engga, bang. Lo is not a mistake. You can't talk that way, can't bang.." he said lirih.

Raga chuckled again. "You know nothing, Bayu. I'm the one who bears it, while you're not at all."

The deg!

Cry. endure....

Bayu pias's face, Raga's right. Bayu did not bear it. Therefore he easily said such a sentence to his twin. While Raga.. must bear all alone, which is Bayu's fault.

Bayu did not answer his brother's sentence again. He was just silent, his eyes chose to look at the twilight sky in the blue lake like Raga. His mind was raging, there were many things he should have accomplished. But Bayu was afraid, if in the end, all must end with the word finished and break the brotherhood between the two of them. Bayu didn't want that to happen.

So, for the umpteenth time... Bayu could only apologise inwardly for his cowardly self.

Bayu felt. everything would be fine if he did not tell everything. Until he forgets, even if the carcass is hidden as well as possible.

+TBC

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