
Okay Anto, complex security guard, who else should be on my list as one of the suspects,
"try to remember again yuk, what else is not?"
"There is no mom, at most it comes just dad mom, a day can be twice, maybe want to see the kids in the buk house" replied yuk Flat point.
Mas Mail coming home a day can be twice? why go to twice, is not lunch he has been prepared in the office.
"So you often go home, up to twice a day yuk? ".
"It's pretty often buk".
"Have you been in his regular house?"I was listening to yuk Point's answer.
"I'm less clear ma'am, about her I ironed and nyuci, don't look into the front room".
I didn't ask any further, afraid yuk Point suspected there was nothing between Jum and Mas Mail, but honestly I didn't know Mas Mail often went home in his working hours,he never told me.
Tonight, at two o'clock in the morning, I woke up from my sleep, shocked by the sound of nothing, which obviously made my sleeping eyes suddenly open.
Kuraba to the side of the mattress, there was no body Mas Mail there, I quickly got up and turned on the bedroom lights, dark became bright, I saw the children sleeping in the next bed.
"Mas Mail?" I called Mas Mail, I thought he was in the bathroom, but there was no answer.
I walked out of the room, there was no one in the front room, the family room, I headed to the dining room, it turned out Mas Mail was sitting smoking near the dining table.
"Mas, wasn't she asleep?".
"She's awake, so she wants to smoke".
I saw the thin hairs near his temple somewhat wet with sweat.
"Yes, his mangga ngadem, cool down here".
if the room is cold, why is it sweating?
I said Jum's room door, it's a little open and the room light is still on, why is it on?, isn't he asleep?
"I went back to my room".
Mas Mail did not reply, he took a sip of his cigarette and gave a whip.
I left Mas Mail alone, why did Mas Mail just get so cold, was it actually covering up his tense feelings?, was what I suspected right?, lest they run out?, lest they do?,I hate how I feel right now.
In the room I could not sleep, despite trying to close it, a few minutes later Mas Mail went into the room and lay down beside me.
At half-five in the morning, I opened my eyes completely sleepless, I got up, stepped into the kitchen, about to make milk in a pacifier for the little one.
I saw the bathroom lights in the back lit up with closed door leaves, heard the splashing of water on the flame, and the water slowly like a person taking a bath, he said, yeah, it's slow, but I can make sure Jum's taking a shower.
Sure enough, after ten minutes of waiting for him to come out with a towel in his hands and wet hair, his eyes were directed to the whole room,I make sure he doesn't see me sitting in the corner of the room in the dark.
After he went into the room, I stepped into the room, Jum's tumben took a bath at dawn, not as usual?, what is this?, the feeling became rowdy, I so remembered the message of mama.
"Lina, my mother's advice, every mom who works in this house, she just goes home, never do they stay here, home with you".
"Why ma".
"First they're not your husband's mahrom, so don't stay home, worry if there are demons passing by, they're kemambet become khilaf".
Mama said this seriously, now I realize what my mother meant, although my suspicion is not necessarily true, until this moment I am not sure really, really,Mail has come this far.