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jum escaped

I heard the kids were coming home from school, they hugged me.

"Mama why cry? ".

"Mom is okay just a flickering".

"Mom don't lie, mama's out fighting, papa? "ask the firstborn beginning to be critical.

"Ma, I actually know what happened? "the firstborn looked down.

DEG!!! my heart started to beat.

"Know what son? ".

"I should know what happened between papa and mbak Jum, but I don't dare to tell my mom, I'm afraid mama is sad".

I was astonished, O ALLAH, so Sifaya already knew, this is what I fear the most.

"So ma, I've seen papa and mbak Jum, go into mama's room, long there, the door is in kuci ma".

Astagfirullah, have my children heard anything that should not be heard?.

"I just heard me laughing in my room, it was quiet, long time no out".

My heart feels sad at this moment.

"I also often see mbak and papa often laugh in the car, I don't like ma, or sometimes they spoiled, all of that happens if there is no mama at home, I don't like ma, every time mbak Jum spoiled as papa like mama spoiled to papa, I immediately pretended to sleep, I did not want to see, did not like ma, did not like ma, Because if I see it all the same as you see, I'm afraid you're sad, so I choose to close your eyes".

"Ohhh Faya dear" I hugged my eldest son tightly.

My heart cries at the words of this innocent child.

"Is it true ma? mbak Jum will be our mother ma?, will give birth to small adek?, well if mbak Jum gave birth to baby grandpa, this I like ma, I really want to have adek ma, ma, but I actually want adek who was born from the belly of mama, just mama said she did not want to have any more adek, so I was happy when mbak Jum wanted to love me adek ma, so I was happy, I was willing to be called mbak by the name of mother ma, as long as I was allowed to play with her grandpa".

My heart sings to hear it, O GOD, my tears fall again, I fail to refrain from crying in front of my son.

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And even now you can't love you, because you're not pregnant, and you might soon file a divorce with the court, my son's whisper in my heart.

"Mom sorry, I'm going to report".

Ma'am Nana was suddenly next to me with a pias face.

"Yes mbak, what's wrong? ".

"Mbak Jum ran away, ma'am, he came out of the house with a big bag!".

"What?,Jum ran away? ".

"Yes ma'am, I'm surprised, I asked where did you go?, he didn't answer ma'am".

"I checked into his room, half of his room is no more ma'am? ".

"I want to talk to mom, I see mom crying, so don't dare mom".

Hhhmmmm, so the woman ran away with my permission again.

"Yes, it's okay mbak, just let it first mbak, if it's her desire while still able to make the mother of my two children".

"Oohh, if it's quiet ma'am, I'm happy to do ma'am".

"Tomorrow I will be looking for new mbak from

foundation again, let Nana not be defeated"

"well mom".

I headed to Jum's room, in a hurry to escape, I think he only brought the items that are needed.

for some reason when I entered this room there was a heavy feeling, but I forced it, I unloaded all the items scattered in the corner of the room.

Unfortunately when I was about to open the closet, there were strange sounds that made me cringe and a little scared, my eyebrows furrowed what was that sound?, a rowdy sound like a sweep of the wind that swiped the leaves mixed with a little mystical sounds, then a rough breathing sound, then under the bed like the sound of a whispering person, strange though this is my own house, but why do I not recognize this room, like a new foreign room I know, what I experienced?instantly my fur crouchs.

Why am I not afraid of the devil, like feeling a strange aura in this room, stuffy room, a smell maybe rancid, like an eye watching me, yesterday still looks fine, Jum, what are you doing with this room?.