Twinflames

37. Chilly

The image of that morning woke up with a heavy head and a bad stomach,

He looked at the clock on the wall of the room, which was six in the morning.

The beautiful woman seemed to be fluttering a blanket that covered part of her body, letting her body which was only wrapped in a thin nightgown feel the coldness of her room AC,

Ah cold, though,

Now the image of the cleavage began to recall how cold the household was now,

Since he and Nathan began to often disagree about the plan to have children, about Citra's career and also there were several times about Nathan who wanted them to live apart from Citra's parents, Citra's parents, making the relationship between the two fission to experience estrangement and finally long to make the warmth between the two also fade.

Nathan who was originally actually as a man can be said to be quite romantic, suddenly it becomes like a bitch,

When going to bed before Nathan always say good night, or just peek, or even if Citra had already slept first then Nathan will hug from behind all night, or even if the image is already sleeping, suddenly, since they had a lot of bickering, Nathan no longer did any of that.

Let alone hugging all night, or peeling forehead, just saying good night only seems Nathan has absolutely no desire to do it, he said,

The image took a long breath, though,

Remembering and realizing that the distance between himself and Nathan that was now so far away made his heart actually so sick,

But...

Again Citra is not able to do anything when the choice before him is his career,

Sacrificing a career is like killing a part of him,

The career that he built with great difficulty, a career that was his dream since long ago and also something that his parents can always be proud of, how could Citra just let go?

Child...

Yes son, child,

Of course Citra also wants to have it, too,

But it can be later.

After Citra's career was safe, after Nathan's career was also good.

Doesn't a child need a guarantee of a good future?

Children are not just enough to be fed and clothed.

Not just that, though,

They should also have parents to be proud of, which can keep them from being inferior.

"But delaying too long will put your pregnancy at risk if it has been more than thirty years,"

As soon as Nathan had talked to Citra when they had a fuss over differences of opinion about children in the beginning, at the beginning,

The image shook hard, though,

"There is no meaningful risk if we already have enough money to choose which hospital is the most expensive with maximum care,"

Citra, says,

Nathan that day just slammed a perfume bottle onto the floor rug, picked a silence and went to his mother's house.

And if it is so, then Citra feels Nathan will definitely get input from the Mother who essentially will be increasingly blaming Citra, Citra,

Of course, Citra does not not know if her mother-in-law actually does not like her, Citra,

If Citra visits, her mother-in-law will always discuss how much she likes young women who are good at cooking, good at taking care of the house and husband, she said,

All things that are actually according to Citra are commonplace can be done by most women, while Citra is the opposite.

He may not be able to cook, take care of the house and husband with his own two hands,

But...

Citra has a very brilliant career, which if he wants, of course he can already attract Nathan into his company, which is,

Unfortunately, Nathan is too prestigious to do it, and he prefers to work elsewhere, until his career seems to be on the road.

The image seemed to reach for his cellphone which is now on the mattress, seen many missed calls from Nathan and also messages from Nathan as well, he said,

Why so much noise?

Inner Citra astonished while preparing to open the message on the incoming phone.

Until ...

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