Twinflames

12. Prejudice

Tonight is the first night Nathan is in the people's region, the night where he should have a full rest because tomorrow he has to start self-introduction in his new office.

This afternoon he had informed the office if he had also arrived and was ready to enter tomorrow morning, but...

Nathan stared at the ceiling of the room he now occupied, the silent ceiling as if staring back at him.

It looked as if the young man had placed his right hand over his left upper chest, feeling that something was strange because it was beating faster than usual.

Floral.

The ayu girl was certainly not the first pretty girl Nathan knew.

As a man living in the Capital, seeing a beautiful girl was definitely not a foreign thing, but in his eyes Flowers seemed to have something unusual.

Nathan sighed,

Ah no!

This may be due to the influence he was upset with Citra since he was leaving, since he told that he was stationed outside the city and he wanted Citra to come but quickly he refused.

"What about my own career? You want me to ruin his career? I don't want to sacrifice my career while your career isn't clear either."

Nathan always seemed to remember every Citra speech that was always painful for him, which is clearly the position of Nathan is no better than the wife in terms of career.

Nathan closed his eyes, he began to recall when his late mother had advised if Nathan should look for a wife from among ordinary people, ordinary women, so that later he could accompany her in difficulty and pleasure.

Nathan grew tired of coming here more and more feeling that his mother's advice is also true, that marriage is not about who he is, but how he will be.

The night kept inching late, approaching midnight Nathan who was still busy with complicated thoughts and feelings seemed to only be able to sigh repeatedly.

He tried to close his eyes after his eyes felt hot when the clock began to approach one in the morning more.

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And...

He sat on his quiet bed, in front of him a folding laptop table seemed to be mute with a laptop that was lit.

The image that his chest still feels tight because remembering the events of this afternoon Nathan spoke high now it feels to close his eyes alone is difficult extraordinary.

His heart ached because just not one day Nathan left but his attitude was like that.

Indeed, Nathan's attitude has been cold enough since he tried to persuade Citra to just stay with Nathan in his new place of work.

Nathan promised that all the needs of their household will never be lacking even though Citra does not have a career anymore.

But...

How could Citra just leave her career? Citra has won S2 with difficulty, parents also want to be proud to see Citra get a high position in the place where he works.

Image can not be that easy to release whatever he has been hard-earned, Citra has gone so far, why should Citra release just because of Nathan's wishes?

That's how Citra thinks.

But...

Nathan does not seem to want to understand any reason that Citra.

Nathan felt that what Citra did was part of the attitude of women today who aspire to be commensurate with men.

The image is felt to try to ignore his role as a wife who should be manut to the husband.

The image sighed,

Maybe this is indeed the risk of marrying a partner who is not approved by parents, it feels all so heavy through.

The image does not feel shed tears, it feels for him still difficult to understand why men are always so selfish, as if a career is a big mistake, as if being a woman who works is a mistake.

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