Turns out He's Just Mine

13. Kira's Decision

Kira doesn't budge. It will not be fair for Fahri, when Fahri felt a deep wound there, here Kira felt his happiness.

" Kiki let's go down, everyone is waiting for us right now." Zavran.

Kira changed her position. He sat on the bed staring at Zavran.

" I don't want to." Kira Sahut.

Zavran rounded his eyes.

" What do you mean you don't want to?" Ask Zavran.

" I don't want to get engaged to you, sister." Kira Sahut.

" Don't you love me? Isn't this what you wanted? We can unite at this time Kiki." Zavran.

" I changed my mind, sister, I'm young, I want to spend my youth before I get married." Kira Sahut.

" What about your promise to Fahri? You have to keep that promise to Fahri tonight, right." Zavran looked at Kira.

" On my promise to Mas Fahri let it be my business, Brother, which is clear I am not an item that is only thrown there in the collection here, thrown here in the collection there, and there, I'm not thinking about getting married again, I'm going to go to college." Kira Sahut. Zavran sat on the edge of the bed staring at Kira.

" After we get engaged you can continue college if you want to Deck." Zavran.

" I want to continue my studies in England Brother and I don't want my mind to branch out by thinking about business here, I want to be free." Kira Sahut.

" What? The british? You want to get away from me, Dek? What about me Dek? I love you so much and I don't want to lose you, I'm sorry if I let you down but I beg you not to punish me like this Deck, I can't be far from you." Zavran said holding Kira's hand.

Kira brushes Zavran's hand.

" It's too late, brother, your expression of feelings has no effect on me, I will still go to England to pursue my ideals." Kira Sahut.

" Can't! I won't let you go I won't allow it, you can go to college as long as it's in the Negri." Zavran.

" Who are you, you dare to manage me? Are you my girlfriend? Are you my husband? It's not." Kira looked at Zavran.

" Where am I chasing your love? Where are the words of love I want to hear from your lips when I express my love for you? Where is all that, brother? Now that I want to forget all you came to destroy everything, you even made me hurt a man as good as Mas Fahri, if only that time you didn't come to the hospital and say about our feelings, I'm sure I'm engaged to Mas Fahri." Kira.

" But you don't love Kira, how can you handle how you feel about Fahri?" Ask Zavran.

" For me the commitment is more important than the word love Kak, why we fall in love if only make wounds, forget that love, by building commitment we can be happy Sis." Kira said stubbornly.

" Kiki please understand, now let's go down the ring exchange and then we get married and live happily, I don't allow you to go to college outside the country." Zavran said he could not suppress his feelings.

" In part I don't need your permission, brother, now come down and tell everyone that the show failed because my future fiance didn't come." Kira.

" Kiki think well, this is our chance to unite." Zavran.

" Forget it, brother, I'm not interested in marriage, now get out of here." Dumped Kira.

" Kiki." Zavran.

" I said get out, brother." Expel Kira by raising her voice.

" Is this how you feel when I reject you? Looks like karma passed quickly." Zavran murmured in the heart.

Zavran goes downstairs to meet both his parents and Kira's parents. He told me what happened to him and Kira.

" It's Papa's fault, if Papa hadn't threatened you then none of this would have happened to Zavran, you'd rest assured Mama would have persuaded Kira." Mommy Kinan.

" It's my own fault Ma because I wasn't honest with Kiki, I should have been able to fight for my love for her but what? I'm a loser running from reality." Zavran Sahut.

" Yes let Mama Kinan persuade Kira, now we go home first." Mommy Mila.

" Okay, Mom." Zavran Sahut.

After saying goodbye, the Zavran family and the guests return to their homes. Mommy Kinan walked towards Kira's room.

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" Dear, Mom can come in." Mommy Kinan.

Kira opened the door to her room.

" Go in Mom." Said Kira walking towards her bed following her Mommy.

" Darling are you really rejecting Zavran's proposal?" Ask Mommy Kinan.

" Yes Mom, I want to continue my school first." Kira Sahut.

" why? Don't you want to marry Zavran? Your opinion has agreed to it." Mommy Kinan.

" I don't know Mom, after knowing Mas Fahri my heart is leaning towards him, I don't know if I still love him or not, I want to reassure my heart." Kira Sahut.

" Where do you want to go to college? In the Negri aja because Mommy does not want you to go far from Mommy, you're the only child Mommy, your father is old, if something happens to us you can not go home immediately." Mommy Kinan's Brightest.

Kira looked at Mommy's sad face. He could not bear to leave both his parents. Kira breathed deeply.

" Well Mom, I'm going to college in Negri but I want Mommy to keep this a secret from Brother Zavran and the others, don't tell me where I am." Kira.

Mommy Kinan smiled at Kira. He stroked Kira's hair gently.

" Prepare yourself to enroll in college, hopefully there's still a wave open." Mommy Kinan.

" Yes Mom, I want to go to bed Mom good night." Kira.

" Baby night." Mommy Kira's.

Mommy Kinan came out of Kira's room. Not forgetting that he closed the door. After Mommy Kinan's departure, Kira picks up her pins trying to contact Fahri. But it is useless to answer only the operator. Kira breathed.

" Why are you doing all this without my permission Mas, why are you sacrificing your feelings for my happiness, how can I get engaged to Brother Zav while I'm sure there you're crying, How can I be happy on top of your suffering, if we are to be separated then I must also separate from Brother Zav, I will erase my guilt towards you before I return to relationship with Brother Zav, let me and you feel the same pain and sadness away from our loved ones, may my decision reduce the guilt in my heart." Kira.

Kira covered her body with a blanket. He closed his eyes to dreamland. In fact, Kira could have immediately accepted Zavran and married him. But Kira does not want to be selfish, he feels very guilty about the departure of Fahri. He wanted to punish himself for the wrong he had done.

TBC....