Turns out He's Just Mine

8. The Dilemma of Struggle

" I'm sorry everyone, I'd like to invite Kiki to talk alone, can't Ma?" Zavran asked looking at Mommy Kinan.

" May be darling." Mommy Kinan.

" Ki come on." Get Zavran up.

" What the hell are you talking about? Just here, I'm lazy where." Kira cuek.

Zavran sighed while sitting back down.

" I know that if you're angry with me Dek, I'm sorry for talking rudely to you, but please don't shy away from me." Zavran.

Both of their parents threw gazes at each other. They know if something happens to their sons and daughters because Kira is not usually silent like this. Usually Kira does not miss the opportunity to indulge spoiled with Zavran.

" Ki solve this misunderstanding immediately, there find a good place to chat together, we parents also want to talk, yes Mba." Mommy Kinan.

" Yes, there gih hunted solved so as not to increase the length of the problem." Mommy Mila.

" Yes Mom." Sahut Kira moved out of her chair.

Kira walked to the park not far from the cafe followed by Zavran from behind. Arriving at the park, Kira sat on a bench that was there.

" What do you really want to talk about?" Kira asked, staring at the street in front of her.

Zavran's heart pinched hearing your name from Kira's lips. Usually Kira will call it by the name of Kak Zav.

" Why did you decide to marry Fahri? Why not continue college first? Is this how you avoid me?" Ask Zavran.

" Do I have to answer your question?" Kira asked back.

" Yes you have to answer it, don't make the decision in a hurry, let alone you make that decision because you're disappointed in me Dek." Zavran.

" Don't be smart and big-headed, I decided it was because we felt like we were a good match for each other, and wanted to build a happy family, he said, isn't it a woman's job after marriage to be a housewife? That's why I don't want to continue my education." Kira Sahut.

" I can't believe that if you have any feelings for Fahri, is that fast your heart turned away from me?" Zavran asked looking at Kira.

" When our hearts get hurt anything can happen, and the feeling will not be the same from before, damn I have feelings or not for him, let it be my business, let it be my business, but I'm pretty sure if Fahri has feelings for me, wouldn't it be better to love than to love." Kira Sahut.

" What if it turns out I have the same feelings for you?" Ask Zavran.

" Whatever that won't change my current decision, I've already offered it to you but you proudly refuse right? So don't play with my feelings anymore, I'll still be married to Kak Fahri." Kira Sahut.

Degs....

Zavran's heart stopped beating. Is that really what Kira said? Is he late if he starts fighting for his love?

" If I say, I love you and want to marry you, will you still marry Fahri?" Ask Zavran again.

" Of course, since I don't like planks who quickly change their decisions, I don't like people who don't want to fight for my love." Kira stood up.

" Have you finished the intro? If you'll excuse me." Kira Sahut.

" Papa Aroon's.... Yes Papa Aroon, I have to talk about this to Papa, I hope Papa can help, I have to reveal my feelings before Kiki's wedding takes place." Monologue Zavran.

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In the morning Zavran visits Daddy Aroon's office. He walked into Daddy Aroon's room after knocking on his door.

" What's up, honey? Why do you want to meet here?" Ask Daddy Aroon to look at Zavran.

" There's something I want to talk about, Pa." Zavran said sitting on the sofa in front of Daddy Aroon.

" Say." Papa Aroon's.

" Pa actually I have more feelings for Kiki, and vice versa Pa." Zavran. Daddy Aroon stared at Zavran. Daddy Aroon wasn't surprised because he knew before.

" then?" Ask Daddy Aroon.

" But Opa Burhan did not give his blessing, Opa made me promise not to reciprocate Kiki Pa's feelings, please help me to get Kiki Pa, Papa bless our relationship right?" Zavran looked at Daddy Aroon.

" When it's about blessing, Papa's blessing it Boy... But I'm sorry Papa couldn't help you." Daddy Aroon is sad.

" Why Pa?" Ask Zavran.

" Just like you, Opa Burhan also threatened Papa, If until Papa gives his blessing to you or Papa tells your Mama about this, then Opa will take your Mama and Kira away with him, pardon Papa Zav, Papa can't lose your Mama, Papa loves him so much, Mama Kinan is everything to Papa, forgive this helpless Papa Zav." Bright Daddy Aroon with glassy eyes.

" Papa knows it feels very hard to see someone we love can't live with us, but rest assured sincerely everything will feel easy Zav, ikhlaskan if Kira is not your soul mate, but if Kira is your soul mate, God will give you his own way, pray to God that you get the best way out of your problems." Daddy Aroon.

Zavran let out a slow breath. He massaged his temple thinking he hoped to find a way out.

" If I had the support of Papa for sure I would have been more eager for Pa to renege on my promise to Opa, I would have fought for my love and lived happily with Kiki forever, she said, because of that promise and that threat I can't do anything about, it's a dilemma for me Pa." Zavran.

" I return Kiki's feelings, I will lose her for breaking a promise to Opa, but I will also lose her because I am unable to express my feelings to her and make her marry another man." Zavran.

" I'm sorry Papa." Daddy Aroon.

" Well Pa, I will fight for my own love, I will face whatever obstacles God has given me, if everything tests my love then I will show them how much I love Kiki." Zavran said excitedly to make Daddy Aroon smile.

" That's Papa's new son, fight for sure you'll get the results." Daddy Aroon.

" Thank you Pa, then excuse me." Zavran.

" Heart on the road." Daddy Aroon.

Zavran exited the room, he walked up to the elevator to get down to the lobby. Arriving at the lobby Zavran walked to his car. He drove his car at mid-speed towards the house of someone who might be able to help him.

" Last hope, if he does not want to help then I will forcefully uncover this truth myself in front of the family, I do not care what Opa Burhan will do, he said, I have to get Kiki for my love." Monologue Zavran.

" You made me realize how I felt about you after you talked about your marriage to another man Ki, I won't let it happen, you will only be mine, forever will be mine." Zavran.

TBC......