
"Mama will always support whatever your decision is, son. You talk from the beginning or now, it makes no difference to you. As long as you are happy, you are also happy. Because mamah knows, you are a good child," said Mamah Yati, wiping her tears.
"Whatever the wound in your heart at this time, you must always remember, not always the rain fell on the earth and not so on earth creatures feel the warmth of the sun. Everyone has their time. You don't have to worry, honey. There will be a morning after night" said Mamah Yati, still calming Anan who was still sobbing.
"Then, what should I do now?" anan asked with an occasional sobbing and gradually calmed down.
"Ask Allah's guidance, surrender to him dear. He is the best place we ask, "suggested Mamah Yati, then re-captured Anan.
The night is getting late. Anan sat sideways by folding his legs and leaning his head against the back of the sofa. He could not sleep tonight, his eyes refused to shut, even though his body was crumpled and tired.
The hour hand had shown at 1 am, but his mind floated, making him unsettled.
His heart was completely broken every time he remembered the words of Lord Vijaya, as well as Arya's rude attitude towards him. He's so helpless.
The first time he opened his heart, sincerely loved a man, but only disappointment and heartache were reciprocated. And again, the melted clear crystals soaked her smooth white cheeks.
The beautiful-eyed girl with straight waist-length hair let out a rough sigh and wiped away her tears.
"Maybe I better pray the sunnah," he murmured vigorously, then went from couch to bathroom.
After performing the prayer of the sunnah repentance, he also beriztigfar as much, then pray for forgiveness to the owner of Arsy.
Followed by the prayer sunnah witir three rakaat. Not to forget he returned to pray so that his heart was calmer.
"Yes Allah.. When I lose my hope and my plans, convince me that your love is greater than my disappointment. And your plan, far more beautiful than my dream, amen."
The official who said he heard the strands of Anan's prayer, helped assure. He was awake when the fine chant istigfar Anan lafazkan. He did not go back to sleep. He continued to pay attention to Anan's activities from a distance of only 2 meters from where he lay.
After his activities are equal to Allah, he tidied up his prayer equipment, then sat back in his original place. Now his heart, soul, and mind were much calmer, even though his eyes were still faithfully awake.
At dawn, Rasmi woke up to the sound of an Adhan from her cell phone. He again found Anan in a clean band covering parts of the body other than his face.
"You're awake? Take wudhu gih!" tanya Anan at once ruled the Official.
Officially nodded and moved from his bed, towards the bathroom. Not yet he touched the bathroom door, Anan again voiced.
"Yes, please don't wake me up. I'm sleepy. Say to mama too!" have Anan and Rasmi again nod for the second time in the morning blind.
At 7:30 a.m., Anan had not yet woken up. Mamah Yati who knew the reason why her son had not yet awakened also, for the first time, did not question him.
"Assalamualaik."
Zidan's voice made Rasmi and Mamah Yati turn towards the door, then answer the greetings from Zidan.
"Ckckck.basic girl pem..."
"Huuuuuuuuu!" Rasmi and Mamah Yati stopped the sentence that Zidan was about to throw along by putting their index finger in front of their mouth.
Zidan frowned, then walked closer to the two.
"What the hell is it?" he half whispered.
"Greetings brother Anan did not sleep, brother," replied the official in a soft voice. Zidan nodded and handed him a bag of breakfast.
"What are two?" ask Official after seeing the contents of the cantongan with the logo of the Ananda restaurant.
Actually, Zidan wanted to have breakfast with Anan. He didn't know the official was there either. If only he had known, he would have brought three breakfasts, so he could have three breakfasts.
"And for you too" replied Zidan who was currently sitting on the bed of Mamah Yati, because the sofa was filled with Anan's covered body.
From where he was sitting at this time, Zidan could see Anan's puffy face and swollen eyes.
"Oiya, do you know where I'm from here?" ask the official after putting the food on the plate.
"Feeling!" answer Zidan briefly. Making Rasmi frown and then turn her eyes on the plate she was holding.
"You have breakfast first. It'll be 8 in a minute. Don't you have a 10 o'clock delivery?" mamah Yati asked softly, reminding Rasmi.
"Have you had breakfast yet?" tanya Zidan looked at Mamah Yati. From the look of Yamah Yati's eyes, Zidan could feel a deep sadness.
"Udah, breakfast was at 7. And soon Sister Mira will come to pick up mamah for exercise," replied Mamah Yati who also explained the next activity.
During his hospital stay, Mamah Yati routinely exercised 3 times a week. Of course with the type of exercise that is appropriate to the age and disease.
A few minutes passed. Officially finished with breakfast. At the same time, Sister Mira came with a wheelchair for Mamah Yati. Sister Mira will take Mamah Yati to the hospital park to exercise along with other patients.
"It's so official pamit mah," said Rasmi to Mamah Yati.
Zidan deliberately offered to escort the Official. In addition to wanting to be with Rasmi, Zidan also wanted to ask about the condition he caught this morning in the treatment room of Mamah Yati.
The official who was left hurriedly kissed the back of Mamah Yati's hand, and soon followed.
"Where the hell, he said he wanted to send, uh even left behind," said Rasmi while running small.
Because of the focus on chasing Zidan, he also paid less attention to the road. And...
Bruckk!
Officially fell down after hitting a gurney that suddenly appeared from the side driven by the nurse working there.
The nurse was shocked and immediately helped the official. A doctor who was not far from them, also helped the official stand up.
"Lho, you!" exclaim Idham as soon as you see Rasmi up close.
Officially looked but said nothing.
Idham also sat Rasmi in one of the long chairs there.
"Sus, please get me a P3K box!" tell the nurse who pushed the gurney.
"This is our second meeting, whose name are you?" idham asked while examining the official wound.
"I'm Official Brother.."
"Mas Idham, call me mas Idham!" yell, interrupt Official.
Zidan arrived at the scene about 10 minutes ago. He stood next to his car and set his eyes on the main door of the hospital, but he had not seen any sign of the official arrival.
"Where the fuck is it, long time!" he murmured, then left his vehicle. He returned to the elevator with the intention of picking up the official.
As soon as he got out of the elevator, not far from where he was standing, he saw Rasmi who was being treated by a tall and young doctor.
He frowned and his hands clenched watching them throw smiles at each other. With quick steps, and a sharp gaze, he approached the two.
And he clenched his fist even more, when he found out the doctor who is with Rasmi at this time is the person who held the Official Office last week when shopping at AA Mart.
"What are you doing with my boyfriend?" asked Zidan while pushing down the crouching Idham wrapped in the injured Official's knee. So Idham fell backwards. It was fortunate that he was sprightly, and directly held his body weight with both hands.
"Sister Zidan, brother what the hell?!" official asked and was about to reach Idham to help him stand up, but the official hand was immediately drawn by Zidan.
"Don't go near my boyfriend!" threaten Zidan to Idham who has stood up while justifying his snell.
"Come on!" yelled at Rasmi while pulling him slowly.
"I'm sorry" said a half-cry to Idham.
"Slow dong!" official Exclaim who was forced into the car by Zidan. Unknowingly Zidan has hurt Rasmi.
Zidan got into his car, sat behind the wheel, and drove off.
"What the hell is it?" ask the official who held his wrist that Zidan had pulled.
"You're the shit?" ask Zidan.
"What am I?" reply Official asked with a raised voice .
Ciiittth!
Zidan suddenly stopped his car. The shocked official then turned his head towards Zidan. Their beads lock each other up. They look at. Until finally the first official released their locking view.
"I'd better get on the bus, it looks like brother is not well today," said the official softly, but not responded by Zidan.
He got out of Zidan's vehicle and limped towards the bus stop.
Apparently, Zidan was drifting in his mind. To the extent that, the official who got out of his car, and walked on the sidewalk to the bus stop was not aware of it.
Zidan regained his senses when the sound of a motor horn passing beside him rang. He was looking for the existence of the official in his car, but nil.
Then he circulated his gaze looking for the official figure, but only a bus a few meters away from his car, which was visible to his manic. He removed his seatbelt and got out of his vehicle.
He gasped when he saw Rasmi in the crowd who were about to get into the bus.
With long steps, he approached the crowd. And with his strong hand, he managed to pull Rasmi out of the jostling crowd.