
Sari could hardly believe, that this one in front of her was Rival, her childhood friend. Why, it's so different. Why, when Sari looked at him, it was as if Rival was someone else. What's wrong with him. What, Rival has really changed. What, he's not the Rival he used to know.
"Never interfere in my affairs," Rival repeated his sentence. This time it sounded cooler.
Right, it wasn't the Rival he knew, Sari thought.
"Rival!" now my mom called him. "Mama just wants to talk to you, can't you give Mama time to explain everything? How much do you hate Mama, until you're so cold with Mama!"
Rival silently looked at his mother coldly.
"Mom just ask you for a minute to straighten this out. Mama doesn't want you to keep seeing Mama like this. Mom wants to change everything. Mom wants to start over. Rival, Mama please, allow Mama to talk to you. Give your mom a chance to fix everything. Please, Mama please, Rival."
Rival was still silent not reacting.
"Rival .. Can you, Mama talk to you and be close to you? Mama's so tormented to see you're always cold like that to Mama. Rival ... can Mama touch you again, hug you ..." she said sorely, now her tears can't be held anymore. Her tears fell down her cheeks.
Rival still hasn't opened his mouth. He's mumbling.
"Rival, Mama please, speak up. Tell Mama something, don't shut up. Please, Rival ..." Her cries broke right then and there, and she was down on the floor.
Sari who witnessed it also felt pity and pity for Mama Rival. Supposedly, Sari did not see this. He shouldn't have been there and seen it. But, not knowing why, he felt angry inside him.
"Rivals! Do you want to diem? Say something dong, Mama you have tried to fix it by asking elo talk. Give Mama an opportunity to talk! Something to say to Mama Elo! You know, that elo attitude is disgusting. Even if you don't want to talk much, you should say something and don't be quiet! Elo childishly know not. I can't think of what?" sergeant Sari who started the emotion.
Rival only snorted at Sari, then without saying anything, Rival left the kitchen with a feeling of annoyance that had been in his custody. Her thoughts and feelings were mixed after leaving Sari and Mama inside. I don't know what is the most appropriate expression for his current feelings. What words are most appropriate for the present state and do not know, what Rival feels at this time is the truth. Or, he just tries to avoid it. Everything felt so sad and chest tight. But, clearly, all Rival can say right now about his feelings is ....
"So ... This is the one whose name ran away from home? Up here doang?"
Suddenly Sari's voice was already behind her. Sari was chasing him. Right, Sari was right behind him. Then Rival looked at him. He was getting upset at her. Then, without asking for approval from Rival, Sari sat on the bench which was also sitting Rival. Now he sits next to her. Rival is still silent trying not to care about Sari's existence. He knew that Rival was still upset and angry with him.
Hollowly. This was the proper expression for the current Rival after he left the house.
"Rival, I'm sorry, if I've been sassy to enter the house without permission first. I don't mean to make you angry or upset. I just want to see the situation elo, no more. I went into the house elo too, because I already got permission from a pretty aunt. And, Auntie doesn't mind if I use the kitchen."
Blank. More precisely the emptiness he felt when his feet came out of his house.
"But, if you are still angry, I can accept it, as long as you want to promise and want to start communicating with Mama Elo. Maybe, a beautiful aunt will be seneng, if you want to talk to her. That goes for me too. I'd be very grateful if you'd listen to Aunt's explanation, even if it's only for a moment."
Reacting, Rival's brain and eyes began to react while turning to look at Sari who was still talking, but clearly he did not pay attention to Sari. But ... again, Rival's feelings returned confused and troubled. Feels heavy.
"Elo you know, Rival ... no matter how heavy the problems you face, it will feel light if you want to talk about it with someone. Although that person never cared about elo at all, or even elo did not believe the same person. You know, I mean it's me, Rival. And, Mama elo."
Rival continued to watch Sari who was still talking while looking far ahead.
"A friend said to me. If this elo is still thinking about how Vikal feels, however elo see the condition of a beautiful aunt. Elo still cares about Vikal even though he really does not care about himself. Elo always does everything without a second thought, and does as he pleases, but really elo does care. Elo still cares about the feelings you have. Rival ... elo can still think clearly if it's related to your sister, right? That elo-feeling towards Vikal, isn't just a lie, is it?"
Sari, why is she saying that. And, why did his face turn out to be so, sad ....
"I'm sorry, but I already know everything from Vikal. He told me everything was the same, what happened to Elo and Aunt. I'm sorry, if I've been sassy by picking up elo problems, and meddling in elo's personal affairs."
Sari .. does she know what Rival feels? Can Sari feel what Rival is feeling right now? Can ....
"In addition to this changing park, there was also something that changed after I left. A lot has changed from this, which I do not know, including elo, Rival. I don't know anything about Elo ...." Sari continued, though,
"... some say, however far, as far as the elo goes, the first place you will remember is home. How far elo tries to go, the first thing you will remember is your home, family and the people around you. In the end, no matter how far you try to run and avoid it, you will still return to the original place, the family. Because basically, the family's the place you're gonna stop by."
Somehow Rival felt useless at this moment.