
While Aunt Maria continued to wait until Sesilia siuman even though the doctor had brought the body of Madame Laura to the morgue and ready to be buried, he said, Aunty Maria asked the hospital to wait until Caecilia woke up so she could see her mother's face for the last time.
"Dear Sesilia wake up son, you must be strong dear hiks...hiks" said aunty Maria by holding the arms of Caecilia so tightly.
A little while later, Secilia finally realized and she immediately asked her aunt Maria to bring it to her mother.
"Darling Sesilia finally you realize as well" said Aunt Maria was happy,
"Aunty where my mother, I want to see her first, where's my mother Aunty?" Secilia asked hysterically and she continued to struggle and got out of the hospital bed.
Aunty Maria helped Caecilia to go to the morgue right then and Caecilia again shook violently, I could not bear to see the figure of my mother who had been taken care of all this time and I had my defense stiffened on top of a coffin, I approached her and saw my mother's face for the last time.
"Hiks..hiks... Mom, why did you leave me so soon?, why did you?, Hiks... I'm sorry this mother is my fault, it's all my fault" I said blaming myself.
Aunt Maria hugged me and she tried to strengthen me but I couldn't keep feeling that this was all my fault, had I not given Johanan a chance then none of this would have happened and I might have regained all of my mother's wealth, and I would not have suffered this much.
"Secilia, dear you must be strong son your mother will be buried soon you must be able to mengikhlaskan his departure so that he can be calm in nature there, he already does not feel pain anymore, believe Sesilia you must be steadfast" said aunty Maria as she continued to hug me and gently rubbed my back.
I tried to stop lamenting my mother's departure and I also remembered my mother's message when I had a dream earlier, what aunty Maria said was true, I shouldn't cry like this, I shouldn't cry like this, I can't bother you and I have to be tough on her departure.
"Aunty you're right, mom is happy she's completely healed now I should be happy not to lament her" I said as I immediately stopped crying and wiped the rest of the water on my cheek.
After I felt much calmer we started to take care of my mother's funeral and immediately headed to a public cemetery not far from there, during the funeral procession I kept trying to hold back my tears from falling, I just smiled withstanding the sadness with aunt Maria who was always there waiting for me at the side, there was also the hadith of Aunt Maria's husband who was none other than a doctor who handled my mother before, she was also a doctor who took care of my mother all this time until she was cured.
But just because Dona and Siska my mother had to lose her life, I hate them so much and will never forgive the three of them.
After the funeral of Aunt Maria's husband who is none other than doctor Margo must immediately return to the hospital because he still leaves a lot of work there and immediately say goodbye to his wife Aunt Maria also to me.
"It's a shame I have to go back to the hospital and Sesilia you're fine with my wife if you need anything we'll always be next to you" Margo said, patting me on the shoulder,
"Yes, doctor, thank you so much that you and your wife have treated me and my mother so well" I replied to her, bowing in respect.
Doctor Margo only smiled for a moment then he left us immediately while I still wanted to sit in front of my mother's very new grave, I continued to sow flowers on his grave until all the flowers I brought were finished then the aunt Maria invited me to go from there because it was getting dark.
"Honey let's go back, it's almost night, we can't possibly stay here" said aunty Maria,
"Good aunt let's go, mother I go first yeah" I said goodbye to my mother.
I knew my mother could see me from up there and I was trying hard to get away, I didn't want to make my mother anxious and think about my problems when she was supposed to be quiet in nature.
Aunt Maria invited me to come home with her to her house with doctor Margo but I felt bad if I had to stay at her house and increasingly troublesome herself so I refused and chose to stay back to my original residence.
"Honey you should just stay with Auntie yes, Aunty will take care of you just like your mother, Aunty promises to take your custody from your father as long as you allow it" said Aunt Maria persuaded me,
"I'm sorry Auntie, not that I don't like you or don't want to stay with you but that I have to defend what should be mine, I won't leave without a struggle at all, I have to live in my own house there are also many memories of my mother I can't just leave her" I told aunty Maria holding her arms tightly.
Fortunately Aunt Maria understood what I meant and what I wanted so that she could accept my decision freely and allow me to return to my original residence.
He just drove me to the front gate of my house and left just like that while I immediately went inside and tried to strengthen my mentality by taking a deep breath and then throwing it away slowly.
I know who I'm going to face right now and I know how strong my enemy is so I've prepared myself for the bad things that will happen when I go inside that house.
I didn't knock on the door first and barged straight inside, I saw there was Dona and Siska they were happily enjoying the delicious food and drinks in my house like celebrating my broken heart, I hated it when I saw it and I decided to ignore their existence.
I continued walking straight up the stairs until Siska shouted and held back my steps.
"SESILIA!, how did you get back here?" Siska shouted at me,
I immediately stopped my steps and I looked a little to the right and started saying the words cynically.
"It's my house obviously I'm coming back here, and you're who you are?, why is it in my house?" I said cynically without looking at it and immediately resumed my steps towards my room.
I entered my room immediately because I was lazy to face them but when I entered my room everything changed to pink and the rest of my room completely changed, my previous belongings had been replaced somehow with what belonged to whom, I knew it must have belonged to Siska and maybe that was the reason why she stopped me earlier.
I walked more and more into my room and I started to ruin everything, I broke all the displays and posters on the walls of the room, he said, then I immediately broke some fancy displays and fictional characters that were on the pink ornamental table in the room, her dressing table containing a lot of beauty makeup I also damaged it and made all the objects there destroyed scattered on the floor.
"This garbage..all this garbage...." I said with a stifle of frustration and continued to destroy all the goods that were there,
Not long Siska ran and barged into the room then she pushed me and was shocked to see that the room had fallen apart.
"My mother saw that she destroyed all my things and she ruined my room" Siska said as she ran to her mother.
I just stood expressionlessly looking at the acting that the contemptible woman was doing, though, not only did Dona come to the room after Siska but Johana also came she looked at me with an emotional look I knew she would hate me and be angry with me for destroying the room that's.
"Secilia what are you doing, why are you destroying all Siska's belongings?" Speak to Dona in a high tone of voice,
"Why are you asking me?, I should have asked the three of you why this trash could be in my room!" My words reverse the brand's words.
"It's a shame to see that your daughter has dared to yell at me and she fought me like that" Dona said, hugging my father's arm.
I hate to see all of that and I clenched my arms together to hold back the emotions that had been running through my entire body.
Johana came up to me and she held my shoulder but I immediately threw her arm, I had not had her dirty hand touched my body even a little, even being close and seeing her face had made me sick.
"What is the matter with you?" Johana asked me with a surprised face,
"Don't pretend to care about me Johana, I remember and I know you hurt me and you made my head like this, you threw me out on the street too, didn't you?, You wish my mother and I were dead at the same time but unfortunately I survived and only my mother died, you're disappointed that I'm back Johana, aren't you?" Shake me with your red eyes, dead,
Johana who at that time only found out that Laura died she was very shocked while Siska and Dona they were happy because they had already learned the news from hospital employees who had conspired with them since long.
"What?, your mother she...she died?, When did she die why did you just tell dad?" Johana asked in shock,
"Haha..Hasn't your mistress' wife and daughter already know that they even celebrated my mother's death and they also wish I was dead why don't you know about that Johana?" My reply to my father opened the disgrace of Dona and Siska.
I thought Johana would come to her senses but apparently she had been blinded by Dona so much that she did not believe my words and instead slapped me so hard.
"Plakkkp....Someone who never educated you like this?, why did you grow up so bad that you even dared to slander your own stepmother, even though she was a stepmother and stepbrother to you you should respect her!" Jerk Johana after slapping me hard,
I wanted to cry but the crying was gone, the tears could not come out of my eyes, I tried to endure the pain in my cheek from the slap from her and I started to raise my head again with a fleeting smile to Johana.
"Hhaa...You dare to slap me Johana?, you do not deserve to be my father, if you want all my mother's wealth, you do not want to be my father, take Johana I won't mind it you don't have to fear I'll sue you for killing my mother, harming me and even stealing my family's wealth" I said firmly and loudly.
Then I took a piece of broken glass on the floor and I scratched the wound in my hand, I cut my own hand and I pulled Johana's arm.
"Srettt.this is a sign that from now on you and I have no blood relation whatsoever, you are not my father anymore Johana" I said while sticking my blood and the blood from his hand that was flowing at that moment.
I tore my own cloth and bandaged the wound in my hand that I had made myself and I left that place by nudging Johana's shoulder hard enough to wrap the wound in my hand.
Johana collapses her limp, shocked and lets go of her injured arm, she is shocked to see her beloved daughter Sesilia has now completely severed the blood relationship between her and herself.
Siska and Dona approach Johana and they immediately help her stand up and bandage the wound in Johana's hand.
"Darling ..jeez your hands are bleeding you will lose a lot of blood if you keep letting it go like this, Siska quickly get the medicine box" said Dona so frantically,
"Secilia.he did, he hated me..." Johana said with my eyes and stared blankly ahead.
I left the house quickly and I didn't know where to go, there was no money no cell phone and I didn't bring any of my belongings either, I just walked with injured hands and tears that began to spill, I continued to walk alone down the streets without knowing where to go.
"Hiks.hiks..mom why should I be this sad, no one loves me but you mother, why should you have a husband like her, she is a demon she does not even chase after me.Mom, he let me go in this state, he has the heart of me mother hyks..hiks..." I said, pointing me up into the sky.
I wish you could see me from up there and I'm not afraid of having to walk alone at night with no purpose like this.
Until suddenly a car stopped and the lights made my eyes glare.
It was Mr. Albert's car he had just intended to return to his house after finishing some important business at the office but on the way home he instead returned to meet the girl he had helped before.
Seeing Cecilia walk lethargic while crying alone, Albert told Ken's secretary to stop the car and he went out and called for Cecilia.
"Hey, what are you doing...." Sir Albert did not say that because Caecilia suddenly hugged him.
When I saw the guy who got out of the car was the guy who helped me in the hospital I knew he was a good guy so I hugged him right away, I always need a hug when I feel sick and sad, because for me a hug is the best medicine to ease the sadness in my heart.
I hugged her tightly and cried sobbing just like the first time I met her.
"Hiks..hiks..tuan help me...hiks...hiks.." I said asking for his help again and again.
It was fortunate that the man was willing to help me he took me inside his car again and he even gave me the suit he had previously worn.
"Wear this, you will be cold because your clothes are torn like that" Albert told me softly.
I looked at him quite deeply, he was the good guy I first met, although I knew he could suddenly turn violent and evil at any time, she said, but so far he's treated me very well, in contrast to Brain who always snapped and scolded me.
"Thank you, you're so kind to me" I said, smiling at him.
I exhaled a lethargic breath and kept bowing to her until she asked me where she should take me.
"Little girl, where should I take you now?" Asked Albert sir with his cold face,
"I don't know, I want to see Aunt Maria, but I don't know where she lives, nor can I go back to my house, you see this I just broke off blood ties with my father and he's not after me I think he still loves me but it turns out he's fine even if I leave the house in this state" my words feel sad.
Mr. Albert patted his own eel because he felt dizzy facing a little boy like Caecilia, moreover, Ken's secretary he actually laughed because he thought that Sesilia was just sulking and running away from home like bad children usually.