
Dona immediately chased after her daughter and tried to ask Siska to open the door of her room which she had locked from the inside.
"Siska..sad that's not the door, baby listen to Siska's mother...." Shouted Dona trying to persuade her daughter.
Siska remains sulky and she still ignores her mother while Johana also starts pulling Dona and asks that she let Siska go first.
"Here you go, baby, let our own daughter go first. Maybe he needs time to calm himself I also have to go, take good care of yourself" Johana said farewell.
Dona nodded in understanding and Johana immediately left the place, he went back to his residence and asked his men to move his wife back to the same hospital where Caecilia was being treated.
When he arrived at Johana's house immediately to lay down his body and try to rest his mind and physique, today was too tiring for him with a series of events that he had to face, he said, his heart felt very guilty to the Cecilia because he could not protect his own daughter.
For some reason Johana was very worried about Seselia and much more affectionate towards Siska and she realized it herself, seeing Siska sulking Johana did not care at all he was just acting like a father because there was Dona there and did not want to hurt the woman he loved long ago.
Johana was already suspicious and felt something strange about Siska because Siska's face did not look the same as her face and her mother's face, Dona, so that Johana did not love him too much and Johana could not have the same feelings for Siska as her affection for Secilia.
He always tried to be fair but his mind seemed to refuse and always reluctant to be close to Siska when Siska was also his daughter just like Cecilia only difference Siska did not live with him since childhood and Caecilia he has been caring since childhood until now.
"Why do I not feel anxious and sick when Siska is angry with me even to sulk like that, when I can be very unwell and anxious if it happens to Secilia, why can't I love Siska like I love Sesilia?" Johana's grouse was astonished by her own feelings.
Tired of thinking about it Johana tried to rest her body and tried to close her eyes in order to fall asleep immediately, but unfortunately he still worried about the condition of the Cecilians he was only afraid when his daughter realized that there was no one beside him.
"How can I rest comfortably and quietly here, while my daughter is still unconscious in the hospital, I must accompany her so that when she realizes she will not be lonely" gerutu Johana while immediately getting up to fix himself.
Johana immediately prepared and went straight to the hospital, she ended up waiting for Secilia all night and fell asleep with her sitting position and her hand holding her daughter's hand, until the morning Secilia began to wake up and blink her eyes slowly.
How shocked he was when he saw an old man sleeping while holding his arm, he shouted so loudly that he woke the father and made a nun come into the room and calmed Secilia.
"Arkhhh...who are you..go...go...go away from me..." Secilia shouted so hysterically.
Johana who woke up straight from her sleep tried to calm Secilia down and explained but unfortunately Secilia remained uncontrollable because she did not trust the man.
"Honey, you finally realize this is dad son.this is dad...." Johana said,
"No. I don't have a father like you, get out of here...." Shouted Secilia while throwing a pillow towards Johana.
The Sister immediately entered and immediately calmed the Secilia until she could finally stop screaming hysterically and could return to calm.
Because the words of the nun finally Johana could calm down and she sat back down while continuing to stare fixedly at Johana and it seems that at that time Cecilia was very valuable to take care of her own father.
Johana's heart ached so much that she could not be recognized by her own daughter, tears almost fell from her eye sockets but she quickly wiped them away, his heart was so wounded he had been with the Cecilia and cared for her affectionately all this time but now his daughter could not remember anything about him.
And Cecilia looked so distrustful of herself that she even suspected her own father, a father's heart an eye that was unharmed when it was in the position that Johana felt at the moment.
As soon as the woman was closer and more trusting of the nurse who cared for her than her own father, Johana tried to explain everything and she began to approach Secilia slowly to avoid making her feel threatened again.
"Secilia please listen to this well well, I'm Johana I'm your real father you had an accident before to make you lose your memory and your name is Sesilia you're my only daughter, she said, do you understand and trust me now" Johana said.
Caecilia just looked at him confused and he tried to remember to remember something that felt lost in him but he actually felt a pain that was so intense in his head that the sister told Johana not to explain and forcing the Secilia to remember him instantly this very moment.
"Aaaaahhh" said Sesilia while holding her head,
"Master please don't force her to remember anything at this time, she just regained consciousness and you better take very good care of her maybe she'll be vulnerable with her memory, but it's only while you don't have to worry too much" the nurse said,
"Well sus, I understand thank you for taking care of my daughter" Johana replied with a grievous smile.
The sister was about to go to call the doctor so that she could immediately check the condition of the Cecilia further, but when the sister was about to leave, Secilia held her back as if she did not want to be left alone by the sister.
"No you can't leave, just let her go" said Sesilia, leaving the sister stunned.
While Johana he immediately got up and decided for himself who went to call the doctor according to his daughter's wishes.
"Ahhh sister you better wait here so I'll just go call the doctor, it seems my daughter is more comfortable with you" Johana suggested, replying,
"But sir..." The nurse felt bad, though,
"No papa I go first, please take care of my daughter" Johana said as she immediately left the Cecilia's room at the time.
Johana felt very hit and she really felt pain and tightness in her chest when Sesilia so did not want her to see the face of her father even Sesilia was more trusting and comfortable in a new sister he met in comparison to him who was clearly his real father and the person who took care of him since childhood.
But Johana also tried to understand and understand the condition because all this also happened because of him. Johana still feels guilty because she almost wiped out her own daughter's life even though the incident happened because of Siska but she still feels it was because she could not protect her own favorite daughter.