Trapped in Love Brother

Fear

After hearing the story from Keenan, Nadine's face looked flushed and restrained her anger. He really could not believe what his brother had just revealed.

"Sister, are you seriously doing that? Why don't you tell me first anyway, don't ask for my approval first" asked Nadine.

"Indeed, I deliberately did not ask for your approval, Nadine, because I'm sure you won't agree either" Keenan said.

"Yes it's clear that I will not agree Kak. You are really outrageous yes, indeed Brother does not think what the consequences will be for them," said Nadine who looks angry.

"I don't care what I think about their fate for anyway. They don't think about our fate either, do they? You forget Nadine, what happened to us because of them" Keenan said.

"I still remember him clearly, brother, even I will never forget him. But that is also not the way to teach them a lesson, do not reply in the same way dong Kak. Pity Bianca because I also feel what she is feeling right now" Nadine said.

"That's exactly what I want, I want them to feel what we feel. But unfortunately they do not know what has happened between us, whereas we know very well what they have done. But they were lucky to still be together, as long as the two wanted to. Unlike us who will never be able to unite Dine at all" Keenan said.

"Not necessarily Kak, because it was Brother himself who said that they could do it unconsciously. That means, they may not realize that they have done it" said Nadine.

"But that's impossible, when they wake up, they'll know what's really going on" Keenan said.

"Sir, I really did not expect Brother to do such a lowly thing," said Nadine who was so disappointed, then she immediately left Keenan.

Now that Nadine was in her room, she looked so upset at the stupid actions her brother had done. At that time he read the last message sent by Keenan to Farel. It felt like he wanted to contact Farel right now, too, but he felt bad because of course Farel already knew that it was all his actions that deliberately wanted revenge and certainly Farel would also be very angry about his actions.

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As usual, if his brain feels dead, Keenan always spends his time enjoying the breeze of the night at once to clear his brain back by sitting in the back garden by the pool as his favorite place besides the balcony. At that time Cynthia who happened to have not slept and accidentally saw it was also immediately approached her grandson.

"Keen!" Call the grandmother.

"Oma, what's up Oma? Why isn't Oma asleep?" Ask Keenan.

"Just like you, Oma has not been able to sleep and accidentally saw you here. Can Oma sit here with you?" Ask Cynthia.

"Oma, please sit down!" Keenan.

Having received the consent of her granddaughter, Cynthia immediately sat herself beside Keenan.

"What can Oma ask you something?" Ask Cynthia.

"Yes, I can do Oma. Oma ask what? It seems serious" Keenan said.

Keenan widened his eyes, he was very surprised why Omanya could guess about his feelings correctly. Though it was already very common for Chintya, even though they had long since parted ways with Cynthia who lived abroad, but she was still able to figure out how her granddaughter behaved.

"Why can you talk like that?" Ask Keenan.

"Keenan, Oma has been so close to you since you were born into the world, Oma knows how you behave. Oma still remembers how you were when you first dated, how you felt about that woman. And 1 year ago, you told me that you were dating Bianca just because you were trying to love her, to forget someone you couldn't have, oma knows that you love other people. Whether it was your ex-lover because you were married so you can not have or there is someone else you have loved for a long time but you have never had because the woman did not return love you?" Ask Cynthia.

Actually, he had long wanted to ask this to his grandson, but he had only had time to ask what Cynthia thought was Keenan's personal business. But what was wrong, she was his grandmother.

"Oh that's a problem, Oma. Not because of that, yes indeed Because Keenan is not compatible with Bianca. Although I have tried to understand Bianca's attitude, to accept her for who she is, even I changed my identity just for the sake of Bianca, but it all means nothing to Oma, even more tormenting the mind. Rather than having to continue to be forced and make a heartache, then I prefer to end it. Actually, Bianca ended it first, but when she asked me to return I rejected her. Because I think it's better for Bianca to seek her happiness with a man who can really be someone else she wants to be, for her sake. Because I think Bianca is not sincere Oma, if she really loves me, she should be able to accept me who is not perfect, like me who accepts her as she is" Keenan explained, it was also one of the reasons, but there was another reason he could not tell his grandmother that he loved his own younger brother.

"I knew there was something Keenan was hiding. Does she love Nadine? Because what I saw from her attitude towards Nadine was excessive, not like the attitude of a sister towards her sister, I could feel something else. I feel even more guilty for covering up the truth about the real thing. It could have been if Keenan did love Nadine, but he felt tormented by his feelings because he thought Nadine was his biological brother, so he could not be together. What am I supposed to do now? Or should I expose it, but I'm so afraid because I've kept this secret for too long. What if Nathan, Keenan and everyone were angry to find out I had kept a secret of this magnitude from them, I was afraid and could not," Cynthia said.

"Oma, why is oma silent? Is there something Oma wants to tell me?" Ask Keenan.

"Oma, it's okay, sweetheart. Oma only wants to say if you have to stay enthusiastic and patient, then you will definitely get real happiness from the people you love and love you as you are. Keenan, Oma enter first yes, pity Opa too long left out. You also do not sleep long, it is already night. Tomorrow you also have to get up early to go to the office right," said Cynthia.

"Yes Oma, Oma first yes. I'll be inside soon" said Keenan.

"Dear, Oma come in first, yes" said Cynthia and soon passed.

"What's wrong with Oma? Why do I feel like there's something Oma is hiding from me, but I don't know what it is. Yes whatever I think about it for, if it's time, Oma will say it, "inner Keenan.

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The next day, Cynthia accidentally met Keenan and Nadine who had just come down from the top floor about to head to the dining room. At that time, somehow he really did not like to see Keenan and Nadine who were so friendly with the attitude of Keenan who embraced his sister's body, which was very friendly, like there is fear and worry about their relationship and it is very much related to what he has been hiding all this time.

"Keenan, let go of that embrace of yours! You can't get too close like that Kenan, Nadine," said Cynthia to make her two grandchildren feel astonished.

"But why Oma? Nadine is my sister. What's his fault?" Ask Keenan.

"What's wrong Ma? They're both used to it like that, Ma. What's the harm? They're not other people. Why does it seem like Mama doesn't like their closeness very much or is there something you're hiding from all of us?" Nathan asked who had suddenly appeared together with his wife.

Cynthia seemed speechless, she did not know what to say right now in front of her family.

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