
After a long time harboring this feeling, Keenan finally could no longer hold back what was in his heart. He is now honest with Bianca about his feelings for loving others, although he has not been able to reveal who the woman is.
"No, that's not possible with Rail. Who's the lady? If you really loved another woman a long time ago, then why did you choose to date me?" Ask Bianca who doesn't accept it.
"That's because I'm trying to forget her, because I feel like I won't be able to get her love. That's why I'm dating you, hoping I can forget about that woman" Keenan said.
"Oh .. So this is the reason why you suddenly invited me to have a relationship? So the real reason is because you just want to make me an outlet" Bianca said.
"Not like that, Bi, the proof for the time I dated you, I always tried to be the best, I've tried to give my love to you completely. But in reality it can't, this love is only for her. I already love her so much and I don't think there will be another woman who can take her place in this heart. For that I have decided to close the door of this heart tightly for other women, except just for her" Keenan said.
"I don't trust Keenan. If you can't get her love, then what do you hope for. Unless you want to pursue his love" Bianca said.
"Why do I pursue his love if I can never be with him" said Keenan, who made Bianca even more clueless.
Feeling very angry and annoyed with Keenan, Bianca finally got out of Keenan's room, then left the Collin Group Company.
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"Who's that woman Keenan meant?" Why did Keenan say they couldn't be together? That woman may already have a husband. But if it is like that, what Keenan expects for it. It was clearly me, a woman who sincerely loved her and definitely did not have a husband" muttered Bianca who was confused.
Then he drove his car at a high speed that did not know where he was going. But suddenly he remembered James, James who yesterday had come to him but was not touched by him at all, on the grounds he wanted to be alone. He felt guilty in his heart, so he decided to contact his old friend.
"Hello Bi" said James, who answered the phone very quickly from him.
"James, where are you now?" Ask Bianca.
"I'm in the hospital, what's wrong Bi?" James answered and asked.
"Oh you have a job, I'm sorry I interfered" Bianca said.
"Yes, I have a patient now. But you don't bother me at all. If you need to, I'll be done soon, too" said James.
"I just wanted to see you for a minute, James. How about I just go to the hospital, we meet in the hospital cafeteria" Bianca said.
"Yes if you want it that way. I'm waiting for Bi, you be careful" James said.
"Yes James" replied Bianca and ended the call.
****
After a few days to go home and go to the Boutique with Keenan, Nadine decided to bring her own car today. Because Nadine's condition at this time has really recovered, finally the family agreed.
Soon Nadine sent Farel a message asking him to meet her today at lunchtime.
Until the anticipated time has arrived, where during the day Nadine and Farel meet at a restaurant for lunch together and talk about their relationship.
"Farel, I'm sorry for my attitude two days ago. I'm sure you must be very angry and disappointed with me" Nadine said.
"Honestly I was quite disappointed, but I've forgotten that too" Farel replied.
"Yes I can see it. Because you usually always contact me, always worry about me even though we are fighting, but this time there is absolutely nothing" said Nadine.
"Do you feel lost?" Ask Farel.
"To be honest it's like something's missing, it feels lonely. But I think maybe I should get used to it" replied Nadine.
"What do you mean, Nadine? I just wanted to give you time. Didn't you say you wanted to be alone? You don't want to be bothered by me first, even you feel if my attention is excessive which sometimes makes you uncomfortable" said Farel.
"I'm sorry if my words offended you Farel. But there's something important I want to tell you" Nadine said.
"What's important?" Ask Farel.
"I want us to end our relationship here" Nadine said.
"But why? Have I made such a fatal mistake that you no longer want to be in a relationship with me?" Ask Farel.
"It's not that Rel, you didn't make any mistakes at all. I just don't want to hurt you too deeply anymore, I can't help but feel this way to say that until now I haven't loved you Farel at all. Honestly there is a little bit of my liking and admiration for you, because you are so kind, loving, you always care about me. I've tried to learn to love you wholeheartedly, but in reality I can't. And honestly, there are actually other people that I have loved for a long time" said Nadine who finally dared to reveal the truth. Just like what Keenan had told Bianca.
"What's? So you've loved someone else all along? But why did you accept my love that day" said Farel.
"I'm sorry about Rel, because I wanted to forget that guy until I used you. Wishing that I could love you and forget that man. But in reality I haven't been able to forget it until now, I still love Rel" Nadine said.
Although the words that came out of Nadine's mouth were so heartbreaking, but Farel was quite happy because in the end Nadine could be honest with her own feelings. He also tried to accept Nadine's decision.
"I understand if it's like that. I can only pray for you to be happy and be with the man you love" said Farel, then he immediately got out of his seat and left Nadine.
"I'm sorry, Rel, but in reality I won't be able to be with the man even though we've separated" Nadine said, shedding tears, it felt so painful to have to waste a man as good as Farel. But he also did not want to hurt Farel any longer, until he decided to end it all.
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